"In the Arms of My Beloved"

Here’s a hymn inspired by a poem that my friend and colleague, Rev. Zach Sasser, recently shared with me and asked if I would consider paraphrasing it to a common tune. It is written in 8.7.8.7. D and is sung to the tune NETTLETON. However, as it’s written in 8.7.8.7. D, it can be sung to a number of tunes. If you would like this hymn notated to a different tune, please let me know and I’ll be glad to send you a copy.

Permission is given for use in congregational worship.  Please give the following credit:  "Copyright 2019 Stephen M. Fearing | www.stephenmfearing.com (Adapted from a poem by Rev. Zach Sasser).”

CLICK HERE for a pdf of this hymn.

In the arms of my beloved, it is Thee who gives me depth.
There I stay in sweetest safety; it is Thee who gives me breadth.
Held more tightly than an infant; in Thine arms I’m truly free.
Nourished by God’s grace to flourish; greater than the deepest sea.

Ev’ry breath I take is from Thee; mercies in and mercies out.
Hearts together beat in rhythm, quieting my deepest doubt.
Draw me in and send me forward; ever resting in your care.
I’m reborn as your creation; now I raise this thankful pray’r.

Here is the original text of Zach’s poem:

I am in the arms of my beloved.
It is Thee who gives me depth.
It is Thee who gives me breadth.
In Thee I am held more tightly than a babe.
In Thee I am given freedom...
to live...
to be...
O in Thee...
I am even given my very breath,
and often think of it as mine.
But even that, dear heart, is Thine.
So draw me in
and issue me forth,
and let the smell please your nose!
For I am Thy creation.
In Thee I seek repose.
I am in the arms of my beloved...

Here’s a note from Zach Sasser about this poem:

"I wrote this poem in seminary during a time when I was discovering what it meant to understand myself as beloved by God. My intention was to reflect Martin Buber's idea of the "I thou" relationship between Creator and creation. At that time, the idea of God as the ground of all being who is hanging the farthest star while being as close as my breath became less of an idea and more of a lived experience. I had also recently learned of the idea that the fragrance of an offering was intended to please the nose of God, which I found humorous when accompanied by Paul's instruction to become a living sacrifice and Calvin's belief that we're all stinky sinners. Beyond all that, the poem is an expression of a child in their mother's lap and a recognition that God holds us just like that – especially when all around us is broken and even when we are stinky."

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Stephen Fearing

Stephen was born in 1988 in Cookeville, TN, where his parents met whilst attending Tennessee Tech. Shortly after, they moved to Dalton, Georgia where they put down roots and joined First Presbyterian Church, the faith family that taught Stephen that he was first and foremost a beloved child of God. It was this community that taught Stephen that it was OK to have questions and doubts and that nothing he could do could every possibly separate him from the love of God. In 1995, his sister, Sarah Kate, joined the family and Stephen began his journey as a life-long musician. Since then, he has found a love of music and has found this gift particularly fitting for his call to ministry. Among the instruments that he enjoys are piano, trumpet, guitar, and handbells. Stephen has always had a love of singing and congregation song. An avid member of the marching band, Stephen was the drum major of his high school's marching band. In 2006, Stephen began his tenure at Presbyterian College in Clinton, SC where he majored in Religion and minored in History. While attending PC, Stephen continued to explore his love of music by participating in the Wind Ensemble, Jazz Band, Jazz Combo, Jazz Trio, as well as playing in the PC Handbell ensemble and playing mandolin and banjo PC's very own bluegrass/rock group, Hosegrass, of which Stephen was a founding member (Hosegrass even released their own CD!). In 2010, Stephen moved from Clinton to Atlanta to attend Columbia Theological Seminary to pursue God's call on his life to be a pastor in the PC(USA). During this time, Stephen worked at Trinity Presbyterian Church, Silver Creek Presbyterian Church, Central Presbyterian Church, and Westminster Presbyterian Church. For three years, Stephen served as the Choir Director of Columbia Theological Seminary's choir and also served as the Interim Music Director at Westminster Presbyterian Church. In 2014, Stephen graduated from Columbia with a Masters of Divinity and a Masters of Arts in Practical Theology with an emphasis in liturgy, music, and worship. In July of 2014, Stephen was installed an ordained as Teaching Elder at Shelter Island Presbyterian Church in Shelter Island, NY. Later that year, Stephen married the love of his life, Tricia, and they share their home on Shelter Island with their Golden Doodle, Elsie, and their calico cat, Audrey. In addition to his work with the people who are Shelter Island Presbyterian Church, Stephen currently serves as a commission from Long Island Presbytery to the Synod of the Northeast and, beginning in January of 2016, will moderate the Synod's missions team.