"We Didn't Start the Fire" (May 24, 2026 Sermon)

We Didn’t Start the Fire

Pentecost Sunday (Year A)


Numbers 11:24–30

So Moses went out and told the people the words of the Lord, and he gathered seventy of the elders of the people and placed them all around the tent. Then the Lord came down in the cloud and spoke to him and took some of the spirit that was on him and put it on the seventy elders, and when the spirit rested upon them, they prophesied. But they did not do so again.

Two men remained in the camp, one named Eldad and the other named Medad, and the spirit rested on them; they were among those registered, but they had not gone out to the tent, so they prophesied in the camp. And a young man ran and told Moses, “Eldad and Medad are prophesying in the camp.” And Joshua son of Nun, the assistant of Moses, one of his chosen men, said, “My lord Moses, stop them!” But Moses said to him, “Are you jealous for my sake? Would that all the Lord’s people were prophets and that the Lord would put his spirit on them!” And Moses and the elders of Israel returned to the camp.


Out in the Camp

Sometimes accidents happen. Or sometimes what we think are accidents were never really accidents in the first place. Such was the case in a curious story we turn to this Pentecost Sunday in the Book of Numbers. My suspicion is that most of you are familiar with the other story we read from Acts; after all, we read it pretty much every Pentecost Sunday. However, many of us are far less familiar with the story of two little-known Old Testament characters, Eldad and Medad, who happened to be in the wrong place at the wrong time. Or were they in the right place at the right time? That, friends, is for you to decide.

But first, let’s back up a bit. It’s the Book of Numbers, so the Israelites are wandering in the desert. They’re tired. They’re grumpy. And the manna, that flaky substance God gave them to eat every day, was getting, well… old. Like children complaining about a four-day-old leftover casserole, the Israelites start to complain. The anonymous letters begin showing up on Moses’ desk. People start coming to him, saying, “You know, some people are beginning to say…” And to make matters worse, Moses’ therapist is on sabbatical in the Mediterranean, and he’s about at his wits’ end.

So he goes to God. “Listen here,” he says, “O Holy Provider of Repetitive Carbohydrates. These people are driving me nuts. My father-in-law, Jethro, even came up to me the other day and told me I need help, that doing all this by myself is no good. These are your people; do something, or I’m out!” After thinking it over, God gives Moses a game plan. God tells him to assemble 70 people and bring them to the Tabernacle, a tent at the center of the camp where the people gathered, essentially serving as a “portable sanctuary.” And at this gathering, those gathered are to receive some of the “spirit” that God has given to Moses. This will ordain and commission them to help Moses carry the burden of leadership among the twelve tribes.

To understand what is about to go down, we have to remember how the Israelites spoke of God’s “spirit.” God’s spirit was a very tangible thing; it wasn’t just a spiritual or metaphorical notion. Rather, it was something the Israelites felt, heard, and saw! You may remember the stories of Moses coming down from Mount Sinai, with God’s spirit so infused in him that he lit up like a divine LED bulb with no dimmer switch. You can think of Moses as one of those glow-in-the-dark stars we put on the ceiling of our children’s bedrooms that charge in the light of the sun and then illuminate on their own. So there was this idea that God’s spirit could be transferred. Such is why we lay hands on elders when we ordain them or on youth when they get confirmed (as will be the case next week when we celebrate Jayden Vereen and Gavin Beale).

Well, Moses and Joshua select 70 people and welcome them to the Tent of Meeting to lay hands on them (perhaps) and share the spirit of God that had previously been Moses’ alone. It works, and the 70 “elders” go about their commissioned work to help Moses lead the people. The Bible gives us the word “prophesy,” which, admittedly, is a word I doubt you and I use frequently in our modern vernacular. We usually associate such a thing with fortune-telling or a soothsayer. And while there may have been a small component of that at the time, the deeper meaning of “prophecy” is discernment. The 70 elders discerned God’s will for the Israelites as they resolved their conflicts and sought continued faithfulness to the God who had rescued them from Pharaoh’s hand. Decent and in order, you might say, as we Presbyterians are wont to do.

There was only one problem. God’s spirit — despite the ways we try to collect it, control it, define it, and share it — has a funny way of going rogue. And that’s exactly what happens. Eldad and Medad are two random Israelite men who happen to be near enough the Tent of Meeting to apparently receive some of that spirit being doled out. I like to imagine the two of them walking by, talking about some mundane thing, like the new way they learned to cook up manna so it doesn’t taste like the same old same old. And then… BAM!…all of a sudden they break out into singing “Every time I feel the Spirit moving in my heart I will pray!” Soon enough, they are jumping in to help lead the people: leading prayer groups, sharing their new manna recipes with their fellow manna-weary companions, pitching in to fix the broken tents of the widows and foreigners who have joined the Israelites on their journey, and generally making sure that no one is left out.

Everything was fine until someone noticed that Eldad and Medad weren’t in the Tent of Meeting with the other 70, who were likewise helping Moses carry the burden of leadership. This person then goes and tattles on them. “Moses, Moses,” he says, “Eldad and Medad are doing our thing. They are prophesying, but they didn’t get the special sauce like the rest of us, or at least not the way we did!” Joshua, Moses’ right-hand man, chimes in with an even more succinct statement of opposition: “My Lord, Moses, stop them.”

“Stop them.” Two words. Just like that, Joshua becomes the first recorded church moderator to call a point of order.

The Oldest Reflex in the Room

But before we laugh too hard at Joshua, let’s be honest with ourselves. The impulse to say “stop them” — to look at someone being moved by the Spirit and say, not like that, not them, not here — is not some ancient artifact of desert wandering. If we’re being uncomfortably candid, it is one of the most persistent and well-documented reflexes in history.

For centuries, whenever women sensed that same Spirit stirring within them — calling them to preach, to lead, to stand behind pulpits and before congregations — the church’s collective “Joshua” stood up and said, “Stop them.” Not with a shout, usually, but with polite, procedural language. With theology that conveniently preserved the existing order. The Wesleyan and Holiness movements cracked that door open in the 19th century, and the Spirit rushed through, as it always does when given even the smallest gap. And yet, in many corners of global Christianity, that argument is still being had today — as if the Spirit somehow checks ordination prerequisites before descending.

When Black men and women began to lead, to run for elected office, their gifts and citizenship had every right to inhabit — the cry was the same: stop them. Sometimes it came with poll taxes and literacy tests, and other Jim Crow laws that may have looked like neutral standards of competency but functioned as velvet ropes at the door of democracy. Sometimes it came with gerrymandered maps, drawn like elaborate mazes to ensure that certain communities’ voices were condemned to irrelevance before they ever reached the halls of power. The architects of those systems would have told you, with a straight face, that they were simply maintaining order. Keeping things decent. Just like Joshua.

And when our LGBTQIA+ siblings began to say, we too have felt the Spirit, we too have been called, we too have something to offer this body — the church, so often, said the same words. Slow them down. Add another committee, another discernment process, another layer of gatekeeping that somehow never applies with the same rigor to the people who already look like the people already inside.

I want to get personal for a moment because this isn’t abstract for me. I am a trained theologian, preacher, and pastor. I have jumped through the hoops — the graduate degrees, the ordination exams, the chaplaincy internships, the many committee meetings where someone else decided whether I was ready. And I am genuinely glad those processes exist. They shaped me. They humbled me. They made me better. But here is what I also know: many of the people who helped me most along that road — the seminary professors who cracked open the scriptures for me in ways I’d never imagined, the seasoned pastors who sat with me in my worst moments of doubt and showed me what faithful ministry actually looks like, the church workers, elders, and mentors who poured themselves into my formation — could not have held those positions when many of us here at Guilford Park were born. Women. People of color. LGBTQIA+ individuals. They were the Eldads and Medads of their own generation: gifted, called, set ablaze by the same Spirit, and told in a hundred polite and procedural ways to sit down and be quiet. But they didn’t. And because they didn’t, because the church — slowly, imperfectly, and often only under great pressure — eventually opened the tent a little wider, I am the pastor I am today. And I am better for it. This congregation is better for it. And I believe — I have to believe — that the church itself is better for it, because every time we release our gatekeeping instincts, even a little, the body of Christ begins to look a little more like the God in whose image every single one of us was made. The imago Dei doesn’t fit neatly into any one face, any one voice, any one story. It takes all of us. It always has.

Here is what I want us to notice: the problem was never the process itself. Decent and orderly ways of doing things are not inherently wrong. The Tent of Meeting was a good idea. Having a process for commissioning leadership is a good idea. Structure serves the community. But structure — when it hardens, when it stops asking why it exists, when it begins to protect its own perpetuation more than the flourishing of the people it was meant to serve — stops being a tent of meeting and starts being a wall of exclusion. And walls, friends, are notoriously bad conductors of the Holy Spirit.

Moses knew something that Joshua hadn’t learned yet. You simply cannot manage the Spirit of God. You can build the most beautiful tabernacle, follow the most careful procedure, select the most qualified seventy people, and the Spirit will still find Eldad and Medad out there in the camp, talking about manna recipes, and set them ablaze anyway.

And so, Moses’ reply to Joshua’s condemnation is swift and poignant. He opens with a simple statement of accusation: “Are you jealous for my sake?” In other words, he calls out Joshua’s self-centering argument; this notion that this is all about Moses or Joshua. Moses gently but firmly reminds Joshua to check his ego at the door. “This isn’t about us,” Moses says, “this is about God and what God is doing among us.”

“Would that all the Lord’s people were prophets and that the Lord would put his spirit on them!”

Not just the seventy. Not just the credentialed. Not just the ones who showed up to the right tent at the right time. All of them.

We Didn’t Start the Fire

Which brings me, at long last, to the title of this sermon. I have to confess something. It has been a dream of mine — for years, honestly — to one day preach a Pentecost sermon called “We Didn’t Start the Fire.” Not for any particularly profound theological reason, mind you, but because Billy Joel is one of my favorite artists, and because I have been waiting for the right moment to justify it liturgically. Today, friends, is that day. You’re welcome.

But here’s the thing: what started as a shameless indulgence of my musical nostalgia turns out to be, I think, actually true. We didn’t start the fire.

We didn’t start it when we lit the candles this morning. We didn’t start it when we wrote the liturgy, planned the worship order, or printed the bulletin. We didn’t start it on the day of our baptism, or the Sunday we were confirmed, or the morning we were ordained. The fire — this wild, reckless, untameable Spirit of God — was burning long before any of us arrived. It was burning in the desert when Eldad and Medad stumbled into its radius on their way home from wherever they’d been. It was burning in that upper room in Jerusalem when the disciples were hiding behind locked doors and found themselves suddenly, inexplicably, on fire themselves. It has been burning through every cracked-open door, every silenced voice that refused to stay silent, every person who was told not them, not here, not now, and who prophesied anyway.

We didn’t start it. And we cannot put it out.

Carriers, Not Containers

But here’s the harder word, the one I want to leave with you on this Pentecost Sunday: if we didn’t start it, we were also never meant to contain it. The fire is a gift. The Spirit is a gift. Pentecost is not the church’s birthday party where we congratulate ourselves for having kept the flame going. Pentecost is the annual reminder that the flame was never ours to manage in the first place. We are recipients. Vessels. Glow-in-the-dark stars that only shine because something else charged us up.

And recipients of a gift this extravagant are called to do one thing above all else: give it away.

So in the spirit of Moses — who, when confronted with the possibility that God’s Spirit might be spilling out beyond the borders of the expected and the approved, threw open his arms and said yes, yes, let it be so — I want to close with a prayer. A longing. A litany of “would thats” for this church and for this world.

Would that all the Lord’s people were prophets —

Would that all of us worked harder and sacrificed more to ensure that every person in this country has equal, unencumbered access to the ballot box — because a democracy that makes some voices louder by making others quieter is not decent, and it is not orderly, and it is not of God.

Would that all of us built a world where no one has to choose between a prescription and a meal, where no child goes to bed hungry, where “I can’t afford to see a doctor” is a sentence that belongs only to history books.

Would that all of us stopped referring to the young people in our pews as the “future of the church” and the older saints among us as the “past of the church,” and instead saw what is actually true: that we are all, together, the present church — and that God has need of every single one of us right now.

Would that all of us treated the immigrant, the refugee, the foreigner in the camp — and there are foreigners in every camp — with the same dignity we would want extended to our own children, because the Israelites were once foreigners too, and they were told not to forget it.

Would that all of us learned to be a little more Moses and a little less Joshua — a little less anxious about who’s in the tent and a little more astonished that the Spirit keeps showing up outside of it.

In the name of God the Creator, Redeemer, and Sustainer, may all of us, God’s children, say: Amen.

Comment

Stephen Fearing

Stephen was born in 1988 in Cookeville, TN, where his parents met whilst attending Tennessee Tech. Shortly after, they moved to Dalton, Georgia where they put down roots and joined First Presbyterian Church, the faith family that taught Stephen that he was first and foremost a beloved child of God. It was this community that taught Stephen that it was OK to have questions and doubts and that nothing he could do could every possibly separate him from the love of God. In 1995, his sister, Sarah Kate, joined the family and Stephen began his journey as a life-long musician. Since then, he has found a love of music and has found this gift particularly fitting for his call to ministry. Among the instruments that he enjoys are piano, trumpet, guitar, and handbells. Stephen has always had a love of singing and congregation song. An avid member of the marching band, Stephen was the drum major of his high school's marching band. In 2006, Stephen began his tenure at Presbyterian College in Clinton, SC where he majored in Religion and minored in History. While attending PC, Stephen continued to explore his love of music by participating in the Wind Ensemble, Jazz Band, Jazz Combo, Jazz Trio, as well as playing in the PC Handbell ensemble and playing mandolin and banjo PC's very own bluegrass/rock group, Hosegrass, of which Stephen was a founding member (Hosegrass even released their own CD!). In 2010, Stephen moved from Clinton to Atlanta to attend Columbia Theological Seminary to pursue God's call on his life to be a pastor in the PC(USA). During this time, Stephen worked at Trinity Presbyterian Church, Silver Creek Presbyterian Church, Central Presbyterian Church, and Westminster Presbyterian Church. For three years, Stephen served as the Choir Director of Columbia Theological Seminary's choir and also served as the Interim Music Director at Westminster Presbyterian Church. In 2014, Stephen graduated from Columbia with a Masters of Divinity and a Masters of Arts in Practical Theology with an emphasis in liturgy, music, and worship. In July of 2014, Stephen was installed an ordained as Teaching Elder at Shelter Island Presbyterian Church in Shelter Island, NY. Later that year, Stephen married the love of his life, Tricia, and they share their home on Shelter Island with their Golden Doodle, Elsie, and their calico cat, Audrey. In addition to his work with the people who are Shelter Island Presbyterian Church, Stephen currently serves as a commission from Long Island Presbytery to the Synod of the Northeast and, beginning in January of 2016, will moderate the Synod's missions team.

"Steady As We Go" (May 17, 2026 Sermon)

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Steady As We Go

7th Sunday of Easter (Year A)


Philippians 4:1-9

Therefore, my brothers and sisters, whom I love and long for, my joy and crown, stand firm in the Lord in this way, my beloved.

I urge Euodia and I urge Syntyche to be of the same mind in the Lord. Yes, and I ask you also, my loyal companion, help these women, for they have struggled beside me in the work of the gospel, together with Clement and the rest of my coworkers, whose names are in the book of life.

Rejoice in the Lord always; again I will say, Rejoice. Let your gentleness be known to everyone. The Lord is near. Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is pleasing, whatever is commendable, if there is any excellence and if there is anything worthy of praise, think about these things. As for the things that you have learned and received and heard and noticed in me, do them, and the God of peace will be with you.


Last night, I went to a Dave Matthews Band concert by myself in Charlotte. I happened to be in that corner of the state yesterday for a wedding I was doing, and the algorithm gods learned of my plans and let me know that Dave Matthews Band would be playing immediately after the ceremony. Though it didn’t make last night’s setlist, on the way home to Greensboro, I found myself humming a beautiful song by the band called “Steady As We Go.” It’s a song sung from one lover to another, giving thanks for the steadiness of their committed relationship, which keeps the person grounded when everything around them seems to be shifting beneath their feet. The lyrics, in part, are as follows.

I walk halfway around the world
Just to sit down by your side,
And I would do most anything girl
To be the apple of your eye
Troubles they may come and go, but good times are the gold.
If the road gets rocky girl just steady as we go
When the storm comes shelter me
I don't say a word anymore and you know exactly what I mean
In the darkest times you shine on me
Set me free forgive me
Steady as we go

As a pastor whose first church was on a small island with no bridges, so boats were kind of important, I appreciate a solid nautical metaphor. “When the storm comes, shelter me,” Dave Matthews sings, “…so steady as we go.” That phrase, or, more specifically, “steady as she goes,” is a helmsman’s phrase. It doesn’t mean “stop moving.” It doesn't mean “drop anchor” or “wait for better weather.” It means hold your current heading, stay true to the course, trust that the destination is ahead, and the vessel is sound.

Steady as She Goes

This advice offers a good summary of the heart of the fourth and final chapter of Paul’s letter to the Philippians. But Paul doesn't arrive at this counsel out of nowhere. We’ve had hints in earlier chapters of division or tension within their congregation. In the first chapter, Paul spoke of others preaching Christ out of envy or rivalry. He also encouraged his readers not to be frightened “by those opposing you.” In chapter two, he urged them “to do all things without murmuring or arguing.” In chapter three, he spoke frankly about others who are living as “enemies of the cross of Christ.” Though we don’t know the specifics of these conflicts, we can imagine the world of the Philippian church not so different from the one we inhabit today.

At the Presbytery Meeting I attended last week at nearby Westminster Presbyterian Church, we briefly discussed a concept known as “mutual forbearance.” It’s a phrase that may sound foreign to us, but it’s important because mutual forbearance is one of the historic principles of the Presbyterian Church. Mutual forbearance is a fancy term that means this: it calls on theological opponents to accept differences, respect conscience, and continue working together to maintain church unity. If any of you have a Book of Order, part of the constitution of our denomination, you’ll find it explained as such in F-3.0105: “We…believe that there are truths and forms with respect to which [persons] of good characters and principles may differ. And in all these we think it the duty both of private Christians and societies to exercise mutual forbearance toward each other.”

The Book of Order didn't invent mutual forbearance. It inherited it — from a letter written in a Roman prison, addressed to a congregation very much like ours. In this anxiety-ridden atmosphere, we hear an ancient word from Paul, an old wisdom for our contemporary world: steady as we go, or, to put it in Paul’s words, “stand firm.” I asked myself what those two words - “stand firm” - sound like in today’s context. My first reaction was “hold your ground, be stubborn, and never budge.” But that’s not what Paul means by “stand firm.”

The very next verse names a conflict between two women, Euodia and Syntyche, and invites them to come together, or, as he puts it, “be of the same mind in the Lord.” What Paul is describing, in other words, is mutual forbearance. Notice what Paul does not do here. He doesn't take sides. He doesn't tell us who is right. He names them both with love, calls them both his coworkers, and trusts that the same gospel that sent them into the work together can bring them back to each other. “Stand firm,” he says, “by coming together.” “Stand firm,” he says, “by helping one another.” “Stand firm,” he says, “by being gentle with one another.”

But gentleness, helping one another, and coming together are not disciplines our body politic seems to reward these days. Which is why Paul doesn’t expect these fruits of the spirit to come from such places. Instead, Paul insists they are freely given because “the Lord is near.” Mutual forbearance is possible because “the Lord is near.” “Steady as she goes” is doable because “the Lord is near.” This is an important theological move by Paul because it would be tempting to think that our abysmal circumstances are evidence of Christ’s absence. But Paul points to the opposite. “The Lord is near,” he says, “even when you are in conflict.” “The Lord is near,” he insists, “even when Euodia and Syntyche, or any of you, don’t see eye to eye.” “The Lord is near,” Paul preaches, “no matter the difficulties that assail you.” Paul has been saying this from his prison cell since chapter one. And he is not finished yet.

But I will pause at this point in the sermon and confess, if I’m honest with myself, that knowing in my head that Christ is near and feeling it in my heart are two very different things. There is much in today’s passage from Philippians that can sound terribly trite in the complex world we inhabit. “Do not be anxious about anything” can fall flat in an anxious world, with anxious algorithms, anxious consumers, and one anxious news cycle after another. “The peace of God…will guard your hearts” can feel like an empty promise when our hearts feel they can’t take another blow. “Rejoice…again I will say, rejoice” can feel like a tall order when joy feels indulgent amid the sheer volume of suffering around us.

But we must never forget that these words of encouragement did not come from places of comfort and privilege. They do not come from the mouth of someone in a smoking jacket, swirling a martini, with Sinatra on the record player and not a care in the world. These words come from someone in literal chains, who doesn’t know whether this letter he’s writing to his friends in the Philippian church will be his last. And I think that matters.

What Paul is turning us to here is not some Pollyannish theology. On the contrary, he was all too aware of the fact that it can be hard to hold a “steady as she goes” approach to faith when so much around us appears to be falling apart. He knows that standing firm is no easy task. He knows that mutual forbearance is not an instinctual posture for most of us, especially when we’re taught that what matters most is what’s best for “me and my own.” Paul knows none of that is easy.

Which is why he gives the Philippians a list of things to which they should tune their attention: “Whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is pleasing, whatever is commendable, if there is any excellence and if there is anything worthy of praise, think about these things.” Paul knows that we must train our gaze on these things in order to stay “steady as she goes.” And we are doing exactly these things, right now, in this room.

The Church’s Gathered Life

We focus on whatever is true when we affirm the Apostles' Creed together, declaring what the church has held to be true across centuries and continents.

We focus on whatever is honorable when, for example, we dedicate flowers in someone’s memory, such as the flowers today given in honor of Mary L. Sullivan by the Stiles family.

We focus on whatever is just when we collect Pennies for Hunger to help feed our hungry neighbors.

We focus on whatever is pure when we confess our sins, trusting in the mercy of God, and seek to turn away from evil.

We focus on whatever is pleasing when we simply show up — when we choose, on a Sunday morning, to be here with one another rather than anywhere else we could be.

We focus on whatever is commendable when we share the peace of Christ with one another in the Passing of the Peace, reminding ourselves that God calls us to be at peace with one another in a divided world.

We focus on whatever is excellent and worthy of praise when we sing hymns that the church has carried across centuries — including one whose refrain is drawn almost word-for-word from the very passage we're sitting with this morning.

Paul isn’t giving the Philippians a self-help checklist. He’s describing the Church’s gathered life. What you and I do every Sunday—confess, receive pardon, sing, give, pray, pass the peace, hear Scripture, go out with joy—is the practice of directed attention that Paul commends. And when we focus on these things—repeatedly and with intentionality—we’re offering a counter-liturgy to the endless scroll of whatever anxious, divisive, degrading, and enraging things in the world around us.

Closing: A Hymn for Restless Spirits

As we do from time to time here at Guilford Park, y’all are going to help me finish the sermon by singing the next hymn, “Jesus, Thou Joy of Loving Hearts.” We'll close with a hymn that has been on the lips of Christians since the 12th century — and I want to sit with you for a moment in its fourth verse before we sing it:

Our restless spirits yearn for thee,
where'er our changeful lot is cast,
glad when thy gracious smile we see,
blest when our faith can hold thee fast.

“Our restless spirits yearn for thee” - as the Philippians did, we come to worship in a restless world, with our spirits often feeling like that boat that carried the disciples on a stormy sea. We are not at peace, but we’re reaching for it. We come here, by pew or livestream, because, like the Philippians, we long to be at peace with one another and ourselves, yet we know we need help.

“Where’er our changeful lot is cast” - And we know we need this help because everything is changing so fast. Amid such shifting ground beneath our feet, we know we need a steadiness that doesn’t come from ourselves.

“Glad when thy gracious smile we see” - And though we’re restless, and though everything changes at a dizzying pace, we remain “steady as she goes” because we trust that God smiles upon us even and especially in our feeble, fearful moments.

“Blest when our faith can hold thee fast” - And, finally, we find what Paul found in chains: that the faith by which we hold is itself the gift of the One who held us first. We do not hold ourselves steady. We are held steady. Steady as we go.

Please rise in body or in spirit…

[sing “Jesus, Thou Joy of Loving Hearts]

In the name of God the Creator, Redeemer, and Sustainer, may all of us, God’s children, say: Amen.

Comment

Stephen Fearing

Stephen was born in 1988 in Cookeville, TN, where his parents met whilst attending Tennessee Tech. Shortly after, they moved to Dalton, Georgia where they put down roots and joined First Presbyterian Church, the faith family that taught Stephen that he was first and foremost a beloved child of God. It was this community that taught Stephen that it was OK to have questions and doubts and that nothing he could do could every possibly separate him from the love of God. In 1995, his sister, Sarah Kate, joined the family and Stephen began his journey as a life-long musician. Since then, he has found a love of music and has found this gift particularly fitting for his call to ministry. Among the instruments that he enjoys are piano, trumpet, guitar, and handbells. Stephen has always had a love of singing and congregation song. An avid member of the marching band, Stephen was the drum major of his high school's marching band. In 2006, Stephen began his tenure at Presbyterian College in Clinton, SC where he majored in Religion and minored in History. While attending PC, Stephen continued to explore his love of music by participating in the Wind Ensemble, Jazz Band, Jazz Combo, Jazz Trio, as well as playing in the PC Handbell ensemble and playing mandolin and banjo PC's very own bluegrass/rock group, Hosegrass, of which Stephen was a founding member (Hosegrass even released their own CD!). In 2010, Stephen moved from Clinton to Atlanta to attend Columbia Theological Seminary to pursue God's call on his life to be a pastor in the PC(USA). During this time, Stephen worked at Trinity Presbyterian Church, Silver Creek Presbyterian Church, Central Presbyterian Church, and Westminster Presbyterian Church. For three years, Stephen served as the Choir Director of Columbia Theological Seminary's choir and also served as the Interim Music Director at Westminster Presbyterian Church. In 2014, Stephen graduated from Columbia with a Masters of Divinity and a Masters of Arts in Practical Theology with an emphasis in liturgy, music, and worship. In July of 2014, Stephen was installed an ordained as Teaching Elder at Shelter Island Presbyterian Church in Shelter Island, NY. Later that year, Stephen married the love of his life, Tricia, and they share their home on Shelter Island with their Golden Doodle, Elsie, and their calico cat, Audrey. In addition to his work with the people who are Shelter Island Presbyterian Church, Stephen currently serves as a commission from Long Island Presbytery to the Synod of the Northeast and, beginning in January of 2016, will moderate the Synod's missions team.

"Loss and Gain" (May 10, 2026 Sermon)

Loss and Gain — Rev. Dr. Stephen M. Fearing

Loss and Gain

Rev. Dr. Stephen M. Fearing

Guilford Park Presbyterian Church

Sixth Sunday of Easter — Sunday, May 10, 2026

Text: Philippians 3


Scripture

Philippians 3


The Ledgers We Keep

We all keep ledgers, both literal and emotional. Ways of measuring worth. Internal scorecards that track what we’ve done, what we’ve achieved, and how we stack up against the people we’ve been taught to envy. And those ledgers can become dangerous things, because while they may offer a little short-term gratification, they often leave behind long-term resentment and a diminished capacity for gratitude and generosity. Walter Brueggemann, the recently deceased titan of biblical scholarship, called this “the rat race.” It is a never-ending marathon where we take one step toward the finish line only to watch it move two steps farther away.

The danger of the rat race is that when we’re caught up in it, we usually have no idea we are. And that is part of what makes Philippians 3 so powerful. Paul takes a long, honest look at the ledger he once trusted — and discovers that Christ has changed the math.

Paul takes a long, honest look at the ledger he once trusted — and discovers that Christ has changed the math.

Christ Changes the Math

Paul had a lot of time to think. Such is the case when you’re a prisoner of the Roman Empire. From the isolation of his cell, he has been pulled out of the rat race by forces beyond his control. And he takes this opportunity to take stock of what he has relied on so far in his life to feel “righteous,” “successful,” or “accomplished.”

“Look at me,” he says to his friends in the Philippian church. “I bear the sign of the covenant. I belong to the people of Israel, and am a member of the tribe of Benjamin, to boot! And my spiritual credentials don’t stop there: I’m a Pharisee and, therefore, know the law of God inside and out. Some might even call me ‘blameless’!” Paul knows how seductive this self-congratulatory “liturgy of ledgers” can be. After all, such ledgers sound pretty good in our own heads, but they often sound very different to those around us. One can imagine the first hearers nodding along, maybe even feeling a little impressed, before realizing that Paul is about to tear down the walls of self-righteousness that people like us are always so tempted to build.

And that’s exactly what he does. And it all starts with that dangerous little word: “yet.” “Yet” is the trapdoor word. You think Paul is building a platform beneath his accomplishments, when all along he’s cutting a hole in the floor. And in verse seven, he pulls the cord. “Yet whatever gains I had, these I have come to regard as loss because of Christ. More than that, I regard everything as loss because of the surpassing value of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord. For his sake I have suffered the loss of all things, and I regard them as rubbish….”

All those things, Paul says, are “rubbish.” Now, in the interest of sermonic modesty, I will not give you the literal translation of the Greek word for rubbish; let’s just say the original meaning was a little more “earthy” than most English Bibles present. Paul wants his hearers to understand in no uncertain terms how Christ has reversed the calculus in a world where comparison is its favorite pastime. “All that other stuff,” he says, “is insufficient compared to the surpassing value of knowing Christ Jesus our Lord.”

The Résumé We Trust

Now, to be sure, all those ledger items he calls insufficient in comparison to what he sees as the most important thing: knowing Christ and, perhaps more importantly, being known by Christ. It’s not that all those things are bad, useless, or unnecessary. We must remember that Paul was not mocking Judaism or dismissing covenantal practices as meaningless. He is saying that even the holiest parts of his own résumé cannot do what only Christ can do. Circumcision is not the problem; trusting any identity marker, achievement, or badge of belonging as the basis of righteousness is the problem.

While circumcision may not be, for most of us, a particularly relevant modern example, we do not have to work very hard to imagine our own versions of Paul’s ledger. Ours may look less like tribal belonging and Torah-observance and more like résumés, reputations, bank accounts, degrees on the wall, children who perform well, opinions we’re proud to hold, or a carefully curated sense that we are one of the “good ones.” We all have our own ways of saying, “Look at me. See why I matter. See why I’m righteous. See why I’m enough.” And Paul says: be careful. The things we use to prove ourselves can quietly become the things we trust more than grace.

The Ledger Was Not Kind

Last week was one of those weeks when I felt, as Tolkien once put it, like too little butter spread over too much bread. I was juggling the ordinary chaos of family life, preparing to preach at Tricia’s grandmother’s funeral in Richmond, navigating my own grief, and staring down the particular madness parents sometimes call “May-cember,” when the end-of-school calendar starts to take its toll on your sanity. The girls were having a rough time too, and all of it left me feeling stretched thin. But what I realized was that what made the week so heavy was not only the busyness itself. It was the ledger I kept pulling out in my own head. No one else was telling me I was failing. No one else was giving me a hard time. But I was quietly measuring myself against all the standards I carry around for what a good pastor, a good husband, a good father, and a reasonably functional human being ought to look like. And the ledger was not kind.

Paul is not just talking about ancient religious credentials. He is talking about the deeply human impulse to build an identity out of achievement, performance, and self-justification. And I know that impulse because I carried it around all week long.

Grace as Gift

And a beautiful thing happens when we stop carrying that ledger around. We discover that Christ does not love us because we have managed to keep all the plates spinning. Christ does not claim us because we have finally become impressive enough, productive enough, or put-together enough. Christ meets us not at the end of our accomplishments, but right in the middle of our need. And that, I think, is what Paul means when he says he wants to “gain Christ and be found in him,” not with a righteousness of his own, but with a righteousness that comes from God as gift.

Christ meets us not at the end of our accomplishments, but right in the middle of our need.

And the gospel message is that this is not only a truth we receive for ourselves; it is also a truth we get to share with others.

Run Your Own Race

Forgive me if I’ve mentioned this episode of Bluey before. If I have, too bad, because it’s really a gem. It’s called “Baby Race.” The episode begins with Bluey and Bingo arguing in the present over who is “best” at something, and that prompts Chili to remember Bluey learning to walk. In the flashbacks, Bluey starts rolling over, then crawling, and every new milestone is accompanied by Chili’s joy — but also by comparison. Other babies seem to be getting there faster. Other moms seem more relaxed. And before long, Chili is carrying around a parenting ledger.

By the time Bluey still isn’t walking, one of the other moms can see the weight Chili is carrying. She sits beside her, looks her in the eye, and says simply, “You’re doing great.” And those words are enough to loosen Chili’s grip on the ledger. When the story returns to the present, Chili tells Bluey and Bingo to “run their own race.” In other words: put down the ledger. Stop keeping score. Don’t let comparison steal the joy that belongs to love.

“You’re doing great.”

I love that episode because once Chili lets go of the ledger, she becomes freer to encourage the people around her to do the same. And that, I think, is part of the good news Paul is trying to share with the Philippians. Because Christ is our salvation, we do not have to keep searching for it in our performance, our accomplishments, or our ability to keep up. We can let go of the rat race. We can be found in Christ. And we can help one another do the same.

Put Down the Ledger

So maybe the invitation this morning is not to balance the ledger one more time. Maybe the invitation is to let Christ close the book, so to speak. To let go of the need to prove we are enough — righteous enough, productive enough, faithful enough, good enough — and to trust that the One who has laid hold of us is not waiting for us at the finish line with a red pen. Christ is not auditing our accomplishments. Christ is not measuring our worth by the columns we so carefully keep. Christ is gathering up the whole messy account of our lives — the gains, the losses, the griefs, the striving, the places where we have run ourselves ragged trying to be impressive — and saying, “You are found in me.”

And when that good news begins to sink in, it changes how we live. We still press on, yes. We still love, serve, work, parent, preach, pray, forgive, and try again. But we do none of it to earn God’s grace. We do it because grace has already found us. We do it because Christ has already laid hold of us. We do it because the ledger has been replaced by love and the rat race has been interrupted by resurrection. So, friends, run your own race. Put down the ledger. Be found in Christ. And then go help someone else hear the words they may be longing to hear: “You’re doing great. You are loved. And in Christ, you are already enough.”

Run your own race. Put down the ledger. Be found in Christ.

In the name of God the Creator, Redeemer, and Sustainer, may all of us, God’s children, say: Amen.

Comment

Stephen Fearing

Stephen was born in 1988 in Cookeville, TN, where his parents met whilst attending Tennessee Tech. Shortly after, they moved to Dalton, Georgia where they put down roots and joined First Presbyterian Church, the faith family that taught Stephen that he was first and foremost a beloved child of God. It was this community that taught Stephen that it was OK to have questions and doubts and that nothing he could do could every possibly separate him from the love of God. In 1995, his sister, Sarah Kate, joined the family and Stephen began his journey as a life-long musician. Since then, he has found a love of music and has found this gift particularly fitting for his call to ministry. Among the instruments that he enjoys are piano, trumpet, guitar, and handbells. Stephen has always had a love of singing and congregation song. An avid member of the marching band, Stephen was the drum major of his high school's marching band. In 2006, Stephen began his tenure at Presbyterian College in Clinton, SC where he majored in Religion and minored in History. While attending PC, Stephen continued to explore his love of music by participating in the Wind Ensemble, Jazz Band, Jazz Combo, Jazz Trio, as well as playing in the PC Handbell ensemble and playing mandolin and banjo PC's very own bluegrass/rock group, Hosegrass, of which Stephen was a founding member (Hosegrass even released their own CD!). In 2010, Stephen moved from Clinton to Atlanta to attend Columbia Theological Seminary to pursue God's call on his life to be a pastor in the PC(USA). During this time, Stephen worked at Trinity Presbyterian Church, Silver Creek Presbyterian Church, Central Presbyterian Church, and Westminster Presbyterian Church. For three years, Stephen served as the Choir Director of Columbia Theological Seminary's choir and also served as the Interim Music Director at Westminster Presbyterian Church. In 2014, Stephen graduated from Columbia with a Masters of Divinity and a Masters of Arts in Practical Theology with an emphasis in liturgy, music, and worship. In July of 2014, Stephen was installed an ordained as Teaching Elder at Shelter Island Presbyterian Church in Shelter Island, NY. Later that year, Stephen married the love of his life, Tricia, and they share their home on Shelter Island with their Golden Doodle, Elsie, and their calico cat, Audrey. In addition to his work with the people who are Shelter Island Presbyterian Church, Stephen currently serves as a commission from Long Island Presbytery to the Synod of the Northeast and, beginning in January of 2016, will moderate the Synod's missions team.

"Jesus Shows Us the Way Down" (April 26, 2026 Sermon)

Jesus Shows Us the Way Down

Rev. Dr. Stephen M. Fearing

Guilford Park Presbyterian Church

Fourth Sunday of Easter — Sunday, April 26, 2026

Text: Philippians 2


The Temptation to Climb

We spend so much of our lives trying to get to “the top.” In a culture that measures success by the number of followers on social media, the amount of money in your bank account, or the political power you’ve accumulated, getting ahead of everyone else can seem like the whole point. Of course, for there to even be someone at “the top,” there have to be others—many others—below. Our hyper-individualistic society teaches us to see those people not as neighbors to love, but as obstacles to pass by, or worse, as failures to blame for not pulling themselves up by their bootstraps and fighting for the top like everyone else. It is a cruel vision of the world, and for most of us, it is all too familiar. And tempting as it may be to think this is just one more symptom of modern life, Paul reminds us in Philippians that the temptation to measure our worth by status, power, and self-advancement is nothing new.

We know this because Paul makes a significant pivot after the first chapter of his letter, which we explored two weeks ago. In that opening, Paul exudes warmth, tenderness, and affection. From the depths of his cold, dark, and dank prison cell, he encourages his readers, then and now, to live lives worthy of the Gospel of Christ and not to let the joy they find in Jesus depend on their daily circumstances, whether favorable or miserable. Then, in chapter two, Paul pivots from thanksgiving and encouragement to exhortation.

Reading any of Paul’s letters is like reading one half of a conversation. You and I aren’t privy to what prompted the content of his letters, but we have context clues that hint at what was going on that led him to write them. Our first clue is found in verse two of chapter two when he says the following: “Be of the same mind, having the same love, being in full accord and of one mind. Do nothing from selfish ambition or empty conceit, but in humility regard others as better than yourselves. Let each of you look not to your own interests but to the interests of others.” These words suggest that the Philippian church—or at least some within it—had begun to absorb the world’s obsession with getting to the top.

Paul Sings Instead of Scolds

And it’s important to note that Paul doesn’t wag a finger. He doesn’t admonish. He doesn’t shame or guilt. Instead, he sings. He sings a hymn of the early church, one sung by the followers of Jesus long before there were hymnals, sanctuaries, or pews. Paul sings because he knew then what you and I know now: that hymns are a powerful way to embody shared theology and to counter dangerous ideologies that threaten the unity and faithfulness of the Church.

Though we didn’t print it this way in the bulletin because it wouldn’t fit, most Bibles will show a switch from prose to poetry in verse six of chapter two. That is, of course, when the hymn begins. Most scholars think Paul is quoting a hymn that the early church already knew by heart.

We do not know the tune that carried this hymn through the house churches of the early church, but we do know the words:

Let the same mind be in you that was in Christ Jesus,

who, though he existed in the form of God,
did not regard equality with God
as something to be grasped,
but emptied himself,
taking the form of a slave,
assuming human likeness.
And being found in appearance as a human,
he humbled himself
and became obedient to the point of death—
even death on a cross.

Therefore God exalted him even more highly
and gave him the name
that is above every other name,
so that at the name given to Jesus
every knee should bend,
in heaven and on earth and under the earth,
and every tongue should confess
that Jesus Christ is Lord,
to the glory of God the Father.

The Way Down

Notice what this hymn does not give us. It does not give us a Jesus who grasps for power, clings to status, or uses his equality with God as a weapon to dominate, coerce, or crush. Though he is, so to speak, at “the top,” the Jesus of whom Paul sings has no interest in the kind of power so many of us spend our lives chasing.

Paul, instead, gives us a Jesus who shows us the way down.

And that matters, because there is no shortage of distorted visions of Jesus in our country. There is a version of Jesus preached in our nation that is obsessed with dominance, control, spectacle, and grievance—a Jesus draped in the symbols of national power, a Jesus remade in the image of empire. But that is not the Jesus of Philippians 2. The Jesus Paul sings about does not seize power. He empties himself. He does not crush his enemies. He takes the form of a servant. He does not climb higher. He stoops lower. Because it’s impossible to wash someone’s feet when you put your energies into climbing above them.

And before we imagine this is only someone else’s temptation, we ought to be honest enough to admit that we all prefer the way up. We all want the Jesus who will justify our pride, baptize our ambition, and bless our need to come out on top. But Paul will not let us settle for that kind of savior. He points us instead to the crucified and self-emptying Christ, and says: “Let the same mind be in you that was in Christ Jesus.”

Timothy and Epaphroditus

And lest we imagine that the “mind of Christ” is too lofty, too poetic, or too far beyond us, Paul offers something refreshingly practical. He points to two people the Philippians know by name: Timothy and Epaphroditus. In them, the church is invited to see what Christ-shaped humility, concern, and self-giving service can look like in ordinary human life.

We spoke briefly about Epaphroditus a few weeks ago. You may remember him as a member of the church in Philippi who was sent to bring Paul provisions, comfort, and solidarity during his imprisonment. While caring for Paul, Epaphroditus became seriously ill, nearly to the point of death. Thankfully, he recovered, and Paul sent him back to Philippi with the very letter we’re exploring over these four weeks. Here, Epaphroditus becomes a living model of the self-emptying love Paul sings of in the Christ hymn.

While we don’t have as many specific details about Timothy as we do about Epaphroditus, Paul speaks of him with equal trust and tenderness. He speaks of Timothy with an almost parental tone, emphasizing that he is not one who seeks his own interest but rather acts in the interest of others. In other words, Timothy becomes a flesh-and-blood picture of the mind of Christ: not grasping for status, not seeking his own advantage, but pouring himself out in genuine concern for others.

Of course, Timothy and Epaphroditus are not the only people Paul holds up as examples of gospel faithfulness. In this very letter, Paul later names Euodia and Syntyche as women who “struggled beside” him in the work of the gospel. Paul’s letters are full of women — Phoebe, Prisca, Junia, Lydia, and others — whose faithfulness helped carry the early church forward. But here, in this moment, Paul points to Timothy and Epaphroditus as two beloved siblings whose ordinary faithfulness makes the mind of Christ visible. They are not celebrities of the early church. They are not grasping for the top. They are simply people whose lives have been shaped by the way of Jesus.

The Jesus We Seek to Follow

And that is who we seek to be at Guilford Park Presbyterian Church: imperfect saints whose lives are shaped by the way of Jesus. A Jesus who shows us the way down. A Jesus who invites but doesn’t impose; who serves rather than shows off; who frees rather than fearmongers. A Jesus who cares less about whether the 10 Commandments are posted in a classroom and more about whether the kids in that same classroom are free from gun violence and hunger. A Jesus who is less impressed by someone reading the Bible for show than by a life spent loving their neighbor. A Jesus who doesn’t sow fear but instead plants mercy and compassion. That’s the way down. That’s the Jesus we find in Philippians. That’s the Jesus you and I are called to model each and every day of our lives.

A Jesus who invites but doesn’t impose; who serves rather than shows off; who frees rather than fearmongers.

Towel in Hand

Because, ultimately, you and I have a choice. We can choose to fill ourselves with the endless search for influence, political power, and domination. Or, we can fill ourselves with something different: a love that kneels at the feet of our neighbors, towel in hand, ready to serve. So in that light, we will do exactly what Paul does in this passage: we’re going to sing a song of the church that reminds us how to let the same mind be in us that was in Christ Jesus. Together, let us close this sermon by singing “Jesu, Jesu, Fill Us With Your Love.”

[sing together “Jesu, Jesu, Fill Us With Your Love,” text by Tom Colvin, 1969]

In the name of our savior who shows us the way down, let all of us, God’s children, say: Amen.

Comment

Stephen Fearing

Stephen was born in 1988 in Cookeville, TN, where his parents met whilst attending Tennessee Tech. Shortly after, they moved to Dalton, Georgia where they put down roots and joined First Presbyterian Church, the faith family that taught Stephen that he was first and foremost a beloved child of God. It was this community that taught Stephen that it was OK to have questions and doubts and that nothing he could do could every possibly separate him from the love of God. In 1995, his sister, Sarah Kate, joined the family and Stephen began his journey as a life-long musician. Since then, he has found a love of music and has found this gift particularly fitting for his call to ministry. Among the instruments that he enjoys are piano, trumpet, guitar, and handbells. Stephen has always had a love of singing and congregation song. An avid member of the marching band, Stephen was the drum major of his high school's marching band. In 2006, Stephen began his tenure at Presbyterian College in Clinton, SC where he majored in Religion and minored in History. While attending PC, Stephen continued to explore his love of music by participating in the Wind Ensemble, Jazz Band, Jazz Combo, Jazz Trio, as well as playing in the PC Handbell ensemble and playing mandolin and banjo PC's very own bluegrass/rock group, Hosegrass, of which Stephen was a founding member (Hosegrass even released their own CD!). In 2010, Stephen moved from Clinton to Atlanta to attend Columbia Theological Seminary to pursue God's call on his life to be a pastor in the PC(USA). During this time, Stephen worked at Trinity Presbyterian Church, Silver Creek Presbyterian Church, Central Presbyterian Church, and Westminster Presbyterian Church. For three years, Stephen served as the Choir Director of Columbia Theological Seminary's choir and also served as the Interim Music Director at Westminster Presbyterian Church. In 2014, Stephen graduated from Columbia with a Masters of Divinity and a Masters of Arts in Practical Theology with an emphasis in liturgy, music, and worship. In July of 2014, Stephen was installed an ordained as Teaching Elder at Shelter Island Presbyterian Church in Shelter Island, NY. Later that year, Stephen married the love of his life, Tricia, and they share their home on Shelter Island with their Golden Doodle, Elsie, and their calico cat, Audrey. In addition to his work with the people who are Shelter Island Presbyterian Church, Stephen currently serves as a commission from Long Island Presbytery to the Synod of the Northeast and, beginning in January of 2016, will moderate the Synod's missions team.

"Saving Eutychus" (April 19, 2026 Sermon)

Saving Eutychus

Rev. Dr. Stephen M. Fearing

Guilford Park Presbyterian Church

Sunday, April 19, 2026

Text: Acts 20:7-12


Scripture

Acts 20:7-12


A Bizarre Story with Something to Teach Us

So, I may not be the best preacher in the world, but I can safely say I have never literally bored anyone to death with a sermon. And, interestingly enough, that is more than the Apostle Paul can say.

Today’s text is proof. My guess is that for most of you, the story of Eutychus is unfamiliar. You probably did not hear it in Vacation Bible School or Sunday School, and you may never have heard a sermon on it before. It is, admittedly, a bizarre story.

But I love bizarre stories in the Bible, because they give us the chance to see scripture in fresh and surprising ways. And this one has everything: a long-winded preacher, a sleepy young man, an open window three stories up, and a moment that begins almost like comedy before turning suddenly serious. It is, in other words, a preacher’s worst nightmare. But it is also a story that has something important to teach us about worship, attention, bodies, and what it means for faith to be fully alive.

It is, in other words, a preacher’s worst nightmare. But it is also a story that has something important to teach us about worship, attention, bodies, and what it means for faith to be fully alive.

Eutychus Is Us

Eutychus may have a name that strikes us as odd, but his character is one we all know well. He is every weary soul who has tried to pay attention when the body simply had other ideas. He is every student fighting sleep, every parent running on too little rest, every older saint whose energy is not what it once was. Eutychus is not strange. Eutychus is…us.

And we are tired. Tired of one absurd news cycle after another. Tired of schedules and responsibilities and bad news and hard conversations. Tired of being asked to carry more than seems bearable. Tired of living in a constant state of alert in a world that keeps hurling one relentless curveball after another.

So when we come to worship, we come craving something embodied. Something real. Something more than words alone. We come needing good news we can taste and touch, see and smell. We come longing not merely to hear about grace, but to encounter it with our whole selves.

We come needing good news we can taste and touch, see and smell.

The Window

I wonder if that was what Eutychus longed for that evening: an encounter with a grace that engaged all of his senses. But that night, only one sense is being fed: his hearing. Notice, Church, where he is. He is in the window. He is neither fully in nor fully out. He is in a liminal space, teetering between realities. From his window, Eutychus is caught between attention and distraction, between faith and fatigue, between belonging and isolation. And, if we’re honest, that window is where many of us live.

And so this story leaves me with a few questions. How can we save Eutychus before he slips? What weary bodies has God placed in our midst who need not just a grace they can hear, but a grace they can touch, smell, taste, and see? How can the church become a place where those in the window are welcomed to the center rather than left unnoticed at the margins?

Wiggly, Weary, Wondering Bodies

And on a Sunday when we are celebrating our church preschool, perhaps this bizarre story reminds us that the church is healthiest when it doesn’t require stoic attentiveness, but makes room for whole human beings - wiggly, weary, wondering bodies and all. After all, children understand something many adults forget: that the body is not an obstacle to worship. The body is where worship begins.

The body is not an obstacle to worship. The body is where worship begins.

How Faith Felt

I know this to be true because when I think back on church as a child, I do not remember many sermons. But I remember plenty of other things. I remember the feeling of the coarse rope in my hands when our church’s music director let me ring the bell in our steeple for the whole city to hear. I remember the smell of bacon in the church kitchen when I would wake up early on Tuesday mornings to help my dad cook for the men’s breakfast. I remember the clanging of cell doors as they shut when we would go to the local youth detention center to read scripture with other kids my age who had been forgotten by so much of society. I remember the flickering candles on Christmas Eve when we sang Silent Night before I went home, crawled into my bed, and waited for the wonder of the next morning. I remember the ground shaking beneath my feet at the booming “amen” chords at the end of Widor’s Toccata on Easter morning. I may not remember many of the words, but I remember how faith felt. I remember how worship sounded and smelled, and how it shook the floor beneath me. I remember that long before I could explain grace, I had already begun to experience it.

One reason my faith still matters so deeply to me is that the church did not leave me in the window, as Eutychus was. Yes, there were moments of boredom, as there are in every life of faith. But church was never meant to be an empty exercise in sitting still and zoning out. It was meant to call forth the whole self. It was meant to engage the whole person God created us to be. And maybe that is part of what this strange little story is trying to show us. If we want to save Eutychus before he slips, then we must become the kind of church that refuses to leave weary, wiggly, wondering bodies at the edge of the room. We must become the kind of church that welcomes them to the center, where grace can be heard, yes, but also touched and tasted, seen and smelled, lived and known.

Preschool Grace

And neighbors, on this Preschool Celebration Sunday, I thank God for the holy work our preschool does here. Long before these children can explain grace, they are already experiencing it here. They experience it in the love of teachers who kneel to meet them at eye level, wipe away tears, tie shoes, redirect big feelings, sing songs, read stories, and tell them again and again: you are safe, you are loved, you belong. Tricia and I know this personally. Hazel Grace and Winnie have both been blessed by Ms. Becca, Ms. Mary, Ms. Michelle, Ms. Heather, Ms. Sarah, Ms. Carrie, Ms. Beth, Ms. Cassidy, Ms. Jasmine, and so many others who have helped shape them into the amazing young women they are becoming. And for that, we are deeply grateful.

And I know there are parents here today who are tired. Tired because parenting is holy work, but it is exhausting, too. Tired because the world is heavy, and you want so badly for your children not just to grow up and get by, but to grow up with a living faith. A faith that makes them resilient. A faith that makes them compassionate. A faith that teaches them to seek justice, to love mercy, and to trust that the goodness of God is stronger than the fear of this world. So hear this: when you bring your children here, when you let them wiggle, wonder, sing, and ask questions, when you place them in the care of this community, you are not wasting your time. You are planting seeds of grace. You are helping save Eutychus before he slips. Because every time we welcome a child, every time we make room for a young family, every time we draw someone in from the window and remind them that they belong at the center of Christ’s love, we are doing the work of the gospel.

Every time we welcome a child, every time we make room for a young family, every time we draw someone in from the window and remind them that they belong at the center of Christ’s love, we are doing the work of the gospel.

Bringing People to the Center

Jesus said, ‘Let the little children come to me,’ and that is what we do here at Guilford Park. We make room. We open our arms. We bless the wiggles. We trust that Christ is already at work in the bodies, questions, laughter, and holy energy of these children. In just a few moments, we will pray not only with our words but with our whole bodies, because that too is part of our witness: that faith is not merely something to be explained but something to be experienced. Thanks be to God for a church that does not leave people in the window. Thanks be to God for a preschool that helps bring children to the center. And thanks be to God for Jesus Christ, who still gathers us up in grace, holds us close, and brings us alive again.

Thanks be to God for a church that does not leave people in the window.

In the name of God the Creator, Redeemer, and Sustainer, may all of us, God’s children, say: Amen.

Comment

Stephen Fearing

Stephen was born in 1988 in Cookeville, TN, where his parents met whilst attending Tennessee Tech. Shortly after, they moved to Dalton, Georgia where they put down roots and joined First Presbyterian Church, the faith family that taught Stephen that he was first and foremost a beloved child of God. It was this community that taught Stephen that it was OK to have questions and doubts and that nothing he could do could every possibly separate him from the love of God. In 1995, his sister, Sarah Kate, joined the family and Stephen began his journey as a life-long musician. Since then, he has found a love of music and has found this gift particularly fitting for his call to ministry. Among the instruments that he enjoys are piano, trumpet, guitar, and handbells. Stephen has always had a love of singing and congregation song. An avid member of the marching band, Stephen was the drum major of his high school's marching band. In 2006, Stephen began his tenure at Presbyterian College in Clinton, SC where he majored in Religion and minored in History. While attending PC, Stephen continued to explore his love of music by participating in the Wind Ensemble, Jazz Band, Jazz Combo, Jazz Trio, as well as playing in the PC Handbell ensemble and playing mandolin and banjo PC's very own bluegrass/rock group, Hosegrass, of which Stephen was a founding member (Hosegrass even released their own CD!). In 2010, Stephen moved from Clinton to Atlanta to attend Columbia Theological Seminary to pursue God's call on his life to be a pastor in the PC(USA). During this time, Stephen worked at Trinity Presbyterian Church, Silver Creek Presbyterian Church, Central Presbyterian Church, and Westminster Presbyterian Church. For three years, Stephen served as the Choir Director of Columbia Theological Seminary's choir and also served as the Interim Music Director at Westminster Presbyterian Church. In 2014, Stephen graduated from Columbia with a Masters of Divinity and a Masters of Arts in Practical Theology with an emphasis in liturgy, music, and worship. In July of 2014, Stephen was installed an ordained as Teaching Elder at Shelter Island Presbyterian Church in Shelter Island, NY. Later that year, Stephen married the love of his life, Tricia, and they share their home on Shelter Island with their Golden Doodle, Elsie, and their calico cat, Audrey. In addition to his work with the people who are Shelter Island Presbyterian Church, Stephen currently serves as a commission from Long Island Presbytery to the Synod of the Northeast and, beginning in January of 2016, will moderate the Synod's missions team.

"A Joy That Can't Be Chained" (April 12, 2026 Sermon)

A Joy That Can’t Be Chained

Rev. Dr. Stephen M. Fearing

Guilford Park Presbyterian Church

Second Sunday of Easter — Sunday, April 12, 2026

Text: Philippians 1:1-30


Scripture

Philippians 1:1-30


Grumpy Paul and Lovey-Dovey Paul

There are at least two “Pauls” in the New Testament. There’s what I like to call “grumpy Paul.” In these passages, Paul comes across as irritated, biting, sarcastic, and at the end of his rope. Galatians is a great example of this, where he barely finishes his greeting before launching into a scolding, accusing them of deserting Christ and turning to a different gospel.

On the other hand, you have “lovey-dovey Paul.” Nowhere else in the Bible is Paul more affectionate than in his letter to the Philippians. If Galatians shows us Paul with his jaw clenched, Philippians shows us Paul with his heart open.

And what’s the key, you might ask, to bringing out “lovey-dovey Paul” instead of “grumpy Paul”? Well, the answer, apparently, is snacks! As the father of two young children, I can attest to the importance of a well-timed snack in warding off grumpy behavior.

You see, Paul was in prison for preaching the gospel. But before this imprisonment, he helped plant a church in Philippi, a Roman colony in Macedonia. When the Philippians heard that Paul was imprisoned, they sent a man named Epaphroditus with a love offering, likely food and provisions—a.k.a. snacks!—to sustain him. Epaphroditus, as we’re told elsewhere in the letter, became very sick when he visited Paul in prison, so sick that he nearly died. After he recovered, Paul sent Epaphroditus back to the church. But he didn’t send him away empty-handed; he sent Epaphroditus with a letter to the Philippians. And for the next four weeks, you and I will be walking through this letter, chapter by chapter.

Joy Right in the Middle of It

To be clear, the Philippians didn’t just send Paul snacks; they sent care, solidarity, and partnership in the gospel. Because of that, Paul sent back a letter encouraging the Philippians to keep living the Good News. And in that spirit, we begin with the first chapter, listening for God’s word, which encourages us to do the same. For the next several weeks, we’ll take a stroll through this New Testament epistle, full to the brim with joy. And it’s not a happy-clappy, pie-in-the-sky kind of joy. This isn’t an Instagram-filtered joy, or the kind of joy propped up by slogans like “too blessed to be stressed.” No, this is a joy that’s seen some things—a joy found not in the absence of hardship, but right in the middle of it.

This is a joy that’s seen some things—a joy found not in the absence of hardship, but right in the middle of it.

You and I are living in a moment when people are yearning for exactly that kind of joy: joy “right in the middle of it.” “It” can, of course, be any number of things. How does one find joy when the kids are refusing to get ready for school, the bills are piling up faster than the paycheck comes in, and the news keeps reminding us how fragile and frightening this world can be? Philippians is Paul’s witness that joy is possible, not because life is easy, but because Christ is present right in the middle of it.

Last Sunday, on Easter, we said that the good news is alive in the world — that resurrection does not remove us from the world’s fear and grief but sends us back into it with astonishment, courage, and hope. Now, in Philippians, we find Paul making the same claim from a prison cell. The risen Christ is still present. The good news is still alive. Therefore, joy is still possible, even right in the middle of it.

Being Faithful Somewhere

Anne Lamott writes, “Everything slows down when we listen and stop trying to fix the unfixable.” That line caught my ear this week because I think much of our suffering comes from trying to carry what was never ours to carry alone. We are surrounded by painful realities, personal struggles, and crises in the world, and many of them are simply too big for any one of us to fix. That creates a real dilemma for people raised on the gospel of individualism: we are taught to believe that everything depends on us, even when we know deep down that it does not.

Instead of trying to solve the whole world, I ask: what has Christ put in front of me today? I can teach my daughters to be gentle, kind, and resilient. I can strive to live a life grounded in the good news of Jesus Christ, one that loves neighbor and tells the truth. I can cultivate friendships with people who share the conviction that every human being bears the image of God, even those we struggle to love. I cannot fix everything. But by the grace of God, I can be faithful somewhere, and so can you.

I cannot fix everything. But by the grace of God, I can be faithful somewhere, and so can you.

We see that wisdom in this first chapter of Philippians. Paul cannot fix his imprisonment. He cannot fix the motives of other preachers proclaiming Christ. He cannot control his future. But he can rejoice. He can still sing Hallelujah anyway. And that, I think, is the good news at the heart of this first chapter of Philippians: joy in Christ is not the same as solving everything. And that, friends, is good news we can receive with a long, honest sigh of relief.

A Backyard Glimpse of Joy

In the middle of yet another week shaped by a violent, chaotic news cycle, I found myself completely spent after Easter Sunday and the long marathon of Lent leading up to it. I was tired. I was empty. I was grumpy. The good news may have been alive in the world, but I wasn’t particularly feeling it myself. And when I get that way, my instinct is usually to withdraw.

But lately, I’ve been trying to listen to a different voice, one reminding me that while rest is important, rest is not always the same thing as withdrawing. Sometimes, rest is reaching out. So that’s what we did. Tricia and I invited over some new friends whose daughter is in Winnie’s class here at the church preschool. A few weeks ago, I splurged and bought myself a Blackstone grill—which, if you’re unfamiliar, is basically a very effective way to make new friends and keep them.

So on Friday evening, the seven of us gathered in our backyard. The Blackstone was sizzling with burgers, hot dogs, sweet potatoes, and peppers. The yard had just been mowed. Two preschoolers and a kindergartener ran around in princess costumes. A fire flickered in the gathering dusk. And the Spotify Yacht Rock station played in the background while the adults debated whether Steely Dan really belonged on the playlist.

And there, for a little while, we found joy. Not solutions to the world’s problems—they were all still there. Not answers to the questions that keep us up at night—those hadn’t gone anywhere either. Just joy. Simple, ordinary, local joy. The kind of joy that springs up when people make room for friendship, food, laughter, and shared life.

And it struck me that this, too, is part of what it means to stop trying to fix the unfixable. It does not mean withdrawing from the world or giving up on our responsibility to love our neighbors and do justice. It means recognizing that joy is not a distraction from that work; it is part of what sustains us for it. Without joy, I have little hope of bending any moral arc anywhere.

And I believe Christ was present there—in the laughter, in the welcome, in the breaking of bread, in the simple holiness of an ordinary evening shared with neighbors. The world was not fixed by the end of the night. But a small patch of it had been tended with care. Fear and division did not get the last word that evening. Joy did.

And, to be fair, grilled bananas foster over Tillamook vanilla ice cream didn’t hurt either.

The Church as Care Package

And that is what Paul is trying to teach us in Philippians. Joy in Christ is not dependent on life going smoothly. It is not the reward for finally getting everything under control. It is the gift of Christ’s presence, meeting us in prison cells and backyards, in sanctuaries and around dinner tables, in all the ordinary places where we are trying, by grace, to be faithful somewhere.

I like to think that both “grumpy Paul” and “lovey-dovey Paul” were in that prison cell together. But what I think changed Paul from discouraged to grateful, at least long enough to write the four chapters of this letter, was a friend named Epaphroditus and the church that sent him. Sometimes we get to be Epaphroditus, sent to places in the world where chains hold those weighed down by the enormity of the world’s grief. And sometimes we get to welcome Epaphroditus, receiving the touch of a care package in a moment of grief, loss, or hopelessness. The going out and the coming in of both of those acts of grace is called Church, and you and I are doing it right now. Or, more specifically, the Risen Christ is doing it through us.

And maybe that is one of the ways Christ keeps joy alive in the world: through people who show up for one another with prayer, presence, casseroles, care packages, hospital visits, porch conversations, and backyard dinners. Maybe joy is not something we manufacture for ourselves so much as something Christ keeps handing to us through one another. And when that happens, even for a moment, the chains do not have the last word.

So thanks be to God for a joy that can’t be chained.

In the name of God the Creator, Redeemer, and Sustainer, may all of us, God’s children, say: Amen.

Comment

Stephen Fearing

Stephen was born in 1988 in Cookeville, TN, where his parents met whilst attending Tennessee Tech. Shortly after, they moved to Dalton, Georgia where they put down roots and joined First Presbyterian Church, the faith family that taught Stephen that he was first and foremost a beloved child of God. It was this community that taught Stephen that it was OK to have questions and doubts and that nothing he could do could every possibly separate him from the love of God. In 1995, his sister, Sarah Kate, joined the family and Stephen began his journey as a life-long musician. Since then, he has found a love of music and has found this gift particularly fitting for his call to ministry. Among the instruments that he enjoys are piano, trumpet, guitar, and handbells. Stephen has always had a love of singing and congregation song. An avid member of the marching band, Stephen was the drum major of his high school's marching band. In 2006, Stephen began his tenure at Presbyterian College in Clinton, SC where he majored in Religion and minored in History. While attending PC, Stephen continued to explore his love of music by participating in the Wind Ensemble, Jazz Band, Jazz Combo, Jazz Trio, as well as playing in the PC Handbell ensemble and playing mandolin and banjo PC's very own bluegrass/rock group, Hosegrass, of which Stephen was a founding member (Hosegrass even released their own CD!). In 2010, Stephen moved from Clinton to Atlanta to attend Columbia Theological Seminary to pursue God's call on his life to be a pastor in the PC(USA). During this time, Stephen worked at Trinity Presbyterian Church, Silver Creek Presbyterian Church, Central Presbyterian Church, and Westminster Presbyterian Church. For three years, Stephen served as the Choir Director of Columbia Theological Seminary's choir and also served as the Interim Music Director at Westminster Presbyterian Church. In 2014, Stephen graduated from Columbia with a Masters of Divinity and a Masters of Arts in Practical Theology with an emphasis in liturgy, music, and worship. In July of 2014, Stephen was installed an ordained as Teaching Elder at Shelter Island Presbyterian Church in Shelter Island, NY. Later that year, Stephen married the love of his life, Tricia, and they share their home on Shelter Island with their Golden Doodle, Elsie, and their calico cat, Audrey. In addition to his work with the people who are Shelter Island Presbyterian Church, Stephen currently serves as a commission from Long Island Presbytery to the Synod of the Northeast and, beginning in January of 2016, will moderate the Synod's missions team.

"The Good News Is...Alive in the World" (April 5, 2026 Sermon)

The Good News Is...Alive in the World

Rev. Stephen M. Fearing

Guilford Park Presbyterian Church

Easter Sunday — Sunday, April 5, 2026

Text: Matthew 28:1-10


An Easter Word of Astonishment

Hear, friends, these words from the poet, Mary Oliver:

Truly, we live with mysteries too marvelous
to be understood.

How grass can be nourishing in the
mouths of the lambs.
How rivers and stones are forever
in allegiance with gravity
while we ourselves dream of rising.
How two hands touch and the bonds will
never be broken.
How people come, from delight or the
scars of damage,
to the comfort of a poem.

Let me keep my distance, always, from those
who think they have the answers.

Let me keep company always with those who say
“Look!” and laugh in astonishment,
and bow their heads.

Easter is not a day for answers; it’s a day for astonishment. It’s a day to say, “Look! He is not here!” It’s a day to listen to an angel perched almost casually upon a stone that until recently seemed to seal off any hope of newness. The women came that Easter morning to keep watch, to love, to mourn, and to stay near. In their minds, perhaps, death had answered the question of power, and they came expecting to keep company with their grief. But instead, they are met by a heavenly messenger whose very presence strikes fear into the Roman guards, who shake and, Matthew says, ‘become like dead men.’ While the guards lie sprawled on the ground, the women stand trembling, trying to find their footing on resurrection ground. The guards have resigned themselves to death, while the women, startled, remain open to life. The guards are immobilized by fear. The women are afraid too — but fear does not keep them from hearing, moving, and bearing witness. Easter does not wait for them to become fearless; it meets them in their trembling and sends them on their way.

The Angel’s Instructions

And so they listen. The angel gives them their marching orders: do not be afraid, come and see, go quickly, and tell.

Do not be afraid — because Easter addresses frightened people, not fearless ones. “Do not be afraid” does not mean, “Nothing scary has happened.” It means, “What scares you is not the truest thing anymore.” Death is real. Grief is real. Empire is real. But none of them are ultimate.

Come and see — “Look,” Mary Oliver said, and laugh with astonishment and bow your head. “Come and see,” the messenger says, “and look where he lay.” All Lent long, we have been trying not to look away — from suffering, betrayal, injustice, vulnerability, even death itself. And now Easter says: yes, come and see. Look honestly. And look again. Because what we’ve seen isn’t the end of the story.

Go quickly — because resurrection does not leave us standing still. The good news is too alive to remain at the tomb. It sends us back into the world — back to the places where fear still lingers, where grief still aches, where love is still needed, where hope still must be practiced.

Tell — because news this good cannot be kept to ourselves. The women came as mourners, but Easter makes them witnesses. To tell is not to solve the mystery. It is to say, with astonishment, ‘Look. He is not here. Christ is alive — and already ahead of us.’

Back Into the World

The tomb is not where the story ends. Galilee is where resurrection starts traveling — back into the ordinary places where people live, work, grieve, love, and learn to follow once more. And that matters because Galilee is where so much of it first started. Galilee is where water became wine. Galilee is where ordinary lives were touched by abundance. Galilee is where the disciples first began to see who Jesus truly was. And now, on Easter morning, the risen Christ is already ahead of them there. Resurrection sends them not away from the world but back into it—back to the very places where good news first took shape and where it must now be lived.

And that’s what Easter does. It doesn’t offer us an escape from the world; it sends us back into it, because death, violence, and despair do not get the last word. And you and I go back into the world as disciples equipped by the training ground of this Lenten journey. Today, we conclude our “Tell Me Something Good” sermon series, where we’ve followed Mary Oliver’s advice to “Look, and laugh in astonishment” at places in the world where Good News comes in unexpected ways.

Where We’ve Seen Good News

This Lent, we’ve seen good news breaking out in many places: at a table where everyone is invited and no one is beyond the reach of grace; at a wedding in Cana where joy overflowed and scarcity did not get the last word; in the tearful hospitality of a woman whose love flowed from her hair and her hands; in a hungry crowd where Christ taught us that there is enough when a community puts what it has into God’s hands; in the faces of children and all the vulnerable who Jesus reminds us are closest to the heart of the kingdom; in the expanding mercy of a Savior who invites us to lay down our stones; in the humble procession of Palm Sunday, where power arrived not through domination but with borrowed cloaks, leafy branches, and cries of hosanna; and even at the basin on Maundy Thursday, where Jesus knelt to wash feet — even Judas’ feet — and showed us that love is demonstrated not by what it says, but by what it does.

And maybe that is what this whole Lenten journey has been trying to teach us: how to look for good news not only in scripture, but in the ordinary, fragile, holy moments of our own lives. I saw a glimpse of that good news this week.

A Glimpse of Resurrection

Many of you know that Tricia’s grandmother, Myra, died last week at the age of 90. She had fallen recently, and Tricia’s parents called us after we got home from worship last Sunday to let us know she had entered hospice care. So, with heavy hearts, we threw the girls in the car and drove the three-and-a-half hours to Richmond, VA, to say our goodbyes. Myra, or “Gaga” as she was known to her family (or, more specifically, “Lady Gaga” as I lovingly called her), died peacefully surrounded by her loved ones. It was our girls’ first experience with death, and somehow, even in our grief, the moment felt sacred. Winnie held Gaga’s hand, and we all told her how much we loved her. I thanked her for all the times she told me how proud she was of me. After we said our goodbyes, Myra Dawn Garrett, child of the covenant, took her final breath, and we took the girls to our hotel.

As we checked into our room, one of the hotel’s housekeepers noticed the girls looked quite sad. Tricia explained the reason for our trip. The housekeeper then asked if she could give the girls a hug, and she embraced each of us. After a few hours of sleep, we woke in the morning to head to Gaga’s apartment to grieve as a family and begin going through her things. It was a long day. And when we returned that evening, we entered our hotel room to put the girls to sleep, and we found this letter waiting for us:

“Dear Hazel Grace and Winnie, I know your hearts are heavy right now, and it’s hard not to wonder why your grandmother had to go. There may be days when you feel sad and miss her smile more than anything. But just remember, today, you gained an angel. On the days that feel the hardest, hold onto all the joy and laughter you shared with her. Those memories don’t go anywhere…they stay with you, always. She’ll always have a place in your hearts, and her love doesn’t stop here. She loved you both so much more than words can say - and that love carries on now and beyond. And one day, you’ll see her again. Keeping you all in my thoughts during this time. Your housekeeper, Nora B.” And next to the letter was a gift basket of snacks for the girls and us.

In that moment, in the middle of our grief, I thought: this is what it looks like when the good news is alive in the world. Sometimes, that good news arrives with the shock of an earthquake. But other times, it comes with the tenderness of a kind note from a stranger, accompanied by a sacrament of granola bars, apples, and blueberry muffins. Sometimes, water turns into wine. Other times, grief becomes a bond between complete strangers. Sometimes, five loaves and two fish feed five thousand. Other times, a small gift basket changes everything.

Truly, friends, we live with mysteries too marvelous to be understood.

And so, with Mary Oliver, with Mary Magdalene, with the other Mary, and with all those who have caught a glimpse of grace in the middle of grief, let us keep company with those who say, “Look!” and laugh in astonishment, and bow their heads.

For Christ is risen. He is alive in the world. Look.

In the name of God the Creator, Redeemer, and Sustainer, may all of us, God’s children, say: Amen.

Comment

Stephen Fearing

Stephen was born in 1988 in Cookeville, TN, where his parents met whilst attending Tennessee Tech. Shortly after, they moved to Dalton, Georgia where they put down roots and joined First Presbyterian Church, the faith family that taught Stephen that he was first and foremost a beloved child of God. It was this community that taught Stephen that it was OK to have questions and doubts and that nothing he could do could every possibly separate him from the love of God. In 1995, his sister, Sarah Kate, joined the family and Stephen began his journey as a life-long musician. Since then, he has found a love of music and has found this gift particularly fitting for his call to ministry. Among the instruments that he enjoys are piano, trumpet, guitar, and handbells. Stephen has always had a love of singing and congregation song. An avid member of the marching band, Stephen was the drum major of his high school's marching band. In 2006, Stephen began his tenure at Presbyterian College in Clinton, SC where he majored in Religion and minored in History. While attending PC, Stephen continued to explore his love of music by participating in the Wind Ensemble, Jazz Band, Jazz Combo, Jazz Trio, as well as playing in the PC Handbell ensemble and playing mandolin and banjo PC's very own bluegrass/rock group, Hosegrass, of which Stephen was a founding member (Hosegrass even released their own CD!). In 2010, Stephen moved from Clinton to Atlanta to attend Columbia Theological Seminary to pursue God's call on his life to be a pastor in the PC(USA). During this time, Stephen worked at Trinity Presbyterian Church, Silver Creek Presbyterian Church, Central Presbyterian Church, and Westminster Presbyterian Church. For three years, Stephen served as the Choir Director of Columbia Theological Seminary's choir and also served as the Interim Music Director at Westminster Presbyterian Church. In 2014, Stephen graduated from Columbia with a Masters of Divinity and a Masters of Arts in Practical Theology with an emphasis in liturgy, music, and worship. In July of 2014, Stephen was installed an ordained as Teaching Elder at Shelter Island Presbyterian Church in Shelter Island, NY. Later that year, Stephen married the love of his life, Tricia, and they share their home on Shelter Island with their Golden Doodle, Elsie, and their calico cat, Audrey. In addition to his work with the people who are Shelter Island Presbyterian Church, Stephen currently serves as a commission from Long Island Presbytery to the Synod of the Northeast and, beginning in January of 2016, will moderate the Synod's missions team.

"The Good News Is...Even Judas Gets His Feet Washed" (April 2, 2026 Sermon)

The Good News Is...Even Judas Gets His Feet Washed

Rev. Stephen M. Fearing

Guilford Park Presbyterian Church

Combined Maundy Thursday Service with Fellowship Presbyterian Church

Thursday, April 2, 2026

Text: John 13:1-35


Scripture Reading

Now before the festival of the Passover, Jesus knew that his hour had come to depart from this world and go to the Father. Having loved his own who were in the world, he loved them to the end. The devil had already decided that Judas son of Simon Iscariot would betray Jesus. And during supper Jesus, knowing that the Father had given all things into his hands and that he had come from God and was going to God, got up from supper, took off his outer robe, and tied a towel around himself. Then he poured water into a basin and began to wash the disciples' feet and to wipe them with the towel that was tied around him. He came to Simon Peter, who said to him, "Lord, are you going to wash my feet?" Jesus answered, "You do not know now what I am doing, but later you will understand." Peter said to him, "You will never wash my feet." Jesus answered, "Unless I wash you, you have no share with me." Simon Peter said to him, "Lord, not my feet only but also my hands and my head!" Jesus said to him, "One who has bathed does not need to wash, except for the feet, but is entirely clean. And you are clean, though not all of you." For he knew who was to betray him; for this reason he said, "Not all of you are clean."

After he had washed their feet, had put on his robe, and had reclined again, he said to them, "Do you know what I have done to you? You call me Teacher and Lord, and you are right, for that is what I am. So if I, your Lord and Teacher, have washed your feet, you also ought to wash one another's feet. For I have set you an example, that you also should do as I have done to you. Very truly, I tell you, slaves are not greater than their master, nor are messengers greater than the one who sent them. If you know these things, you are blessed if you do them. I am not speaking of all of you; I know whom I have chosen. But it is to fulfill the scripture, 'The one who ate my bread has lifted his heel against me.' I tell you this now, before it occurs, so that when it does occur you may believe that I am he. Very truly, I tell you, whoever receives one whom I send receives me, and whoever receives me receives him who sent me."

After saying this Jesus was troubled in spirit and declared, "Very truly, I tell you, one of you will betray me." The disciples looked at one another, uncertain of whom he was speaking. One of his disciples—the one whom Jesus loved—was reclining close to his heart; Simon Peter therefore motioned to him to ask Jesus of whom he was speaking. So while reclining next to Jesus, he asked him, "Lord, who is it?" Jesus answered, "It is the one to whom I give this piece of bread when I have dipped it in the dish." So when he had dipped the piece of bread, he gave it to Judas son of Simon Iscariot. After he received the piece of bread, Satan entered into him. Jesus said to him, "Do quickly what you are going to do." Now no one knew why he said this to him. Some thought that, because Judas had the common purse, Jesus was telling him, "Buy what we need for the festival," or that he should give something to the poor. So, after receiving the piece of bread, he immediately went out. And it was night.

When he had gone out, Jesus said, "Now the Son of Man has been glorified, and God has been glorified in him. If God has been glorified in him, God will also glorify him in himself and will glorify him at once. Little children, I am with you only a little longer. You will look for me, and as I said to the Jews so now I say to you, 'Where I am going, you cannot come.' I give you a new commandment, that you love one another. Just as I have loved you, you also should love one another. By this everyone will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another."


The Scandal of Grace

I don't know how to live in a world where Judas gets his feet washed, too. That world doesn't make sense to me. It's a decidedly inconvenient scandal that just rubs me the wrong way. Because Judas deserves to be canceled. He deserves condemnation. He deserves the scorn we've thrown at him these past two thousand years. Or does he? Nearly twenty-two years ago, Guilford Park's own Tim Peck preached a sermon questioning Judas' exclusion from the twelve stained-glass windows that decorate the front of our sanctuary. He's been stripped of his discipleship credentials, Tim noted, replaced by Paul as the twelfth disciple.

But then Tim reminds us that one scandal replaces another. We pat ourselves on the back for relegating Judas to his rightful place in history's penalty box. But in his place, we lift up another who did no less harm to the very man he would later proclaim. And round and round we go, preferring hands full of stones to hands outstretched and open to the scandal of grace. I don't know how to live in a world where Judas gets his feet washed, too... but I want to.

Seeing Judas in Ourselves

I want to because I see more of Judas inside me than I care to admit. In Judas, I see the part of me that is sick and tired of the wicked prospering while the righteous wane and wither. In Judas, I see the part of me that is impatient with Jesus' non-coercive way of changing the world. In Judas, I see the part of me that loves as long as loving pays off. In Judas, I see the part of me that would rather explain people than love them, condemn them rather than pray for them, and reduce them to their worst act while asking everyone else not to do the same to me.

I want to know how to live in a world where Judas gets his feet washed, too, because like him, I need Jesus to kneel before the worst parts of me without turning away. I need the basin. I need the towel. I need a mercy I did not earn and cannot control.

I hope that this evening we can hold Judas and his actions uncomfortably close to us. Because it's easy to villainize him and, in so doing, stay at a safe distance ourselves. But Jesus doesn't keep his distance from Judas; neither should we. Jesus kneels before Judas, fully aware of what he is about to do. Jesus kneels before Judas and lovingly washes his dirty feet. Jesus kneels before Judas, our brother, whose kinship with us is closer than we often realize.

Mercy That Unsettles Us

Or perhaps it's not Judas and his actions that unsettle us. Perhaps it's Jesus and his actions that do. In a culture that mistakes mercy for weakness and gentleness for surrender, what Jesus does here seems…absurd. He kneels before the one who will betray him. He does not shame him. He does not humiliate him. He does not crush him. He loves him. And to people like us, schooled in vengeance and baptized in scorekeeping, that kind of mercy feels not beautiful, but foolish.

A Broadway Parable of Grace

Many of y'all know I love a good Broadway metaphor in my sermons! In the musical Les Misérables, the French guard Javert lives a life of strict legalism. In his view, mercy threatens justice. After his former prison inmate, Jean Valjean, is released after serving 19 years of hard labor for stealing a loaf of bread, Javert makes it his mission to hunt him down and return him to prison once he breaks his parole. For most of the play, the two play a cat-and-mouse game, with the protagonist eluding Javert's grasp. Then, famously, in a twist of fate, the tables turn, and Jean Valjean gains the upper hand, finding himself in a position where he could end everything by taking Javert's life. But he famously raises his pistol, fires a shot into the sky, and spares Javert's life. The prison guard then faces a moral crisis. His whole life, he's believed in moral absolutes: criminals are bad, the law is good, and justice means strict enforcement. But Jean Valjean's mercy disrupts everything. Javert doesn't know what to do with grace. He doesn't know how to live in a world where his feet get washed, too. He sings these words in despair and disgust: "All it would take was a flick of his knife / Vengeance was his and he gave me back my life / Damned if I'll live in the debt of a thief / Damned if I'll yield at the end of the chase." As he finishes his lament, he takes his own life by jumping off a bridge.

A Step Away from Retribution

As a nation right now, we stand with Javert on the edge of a bridge, just before the fall. We can choose to keep repeating endless cycles of retribution, or we can step back from the edge and move toward something else: the kingdom Jesus proclaims, where mercy reigns. To be sure, reconciliation cannot happen without accountability, and grace does not erase harm. But endless cycles of retribution help neither the oppressor nor the oppressed. And yet sometimes, a simple, beautiful, humble, silent act of kneeling and washing feet can interrupt the patterns we have constructed for ourselves, patterns we have been tempted to think are inevitable.

I don't know how to live in a world where Judas gets his feet washed, too. But I want to. And Maundy Thursday calls me to take a step toward that kind of world. When I do, I take a step away from Javert's bridge—away from acts of retribution that hurt not only my neighbor but also myself. Because retribution stands in opposition to the humanity we see in Jesus Christ. And when I choose to hate my neighbor instead of washing his feet, I become less human. That is not who I want to be, and I suspect it is not who you want to be either.

Come to the Basin

Tonight, Jesus invites us to take a step into that world: a world where mercy interrupts vengeance, where grace gets down on its knees, and where love is known not by what it says, but by what it does. So come to the basin. Come to the towel. Come to the table. And let the love with which Christ has loved us become the love by which we learn, at long last, to love one another.

In the name of God the Creator, Redeemer, and Sustainer, may all of us, God's children, say: Amen.

Comment

Stephen Fearing

Stephen was born in 1988 in Cookeville, TN, where his parents met whilst attending Tennessee Tech. Shortly after, they moved to Dalton, Georgia where they put down roots and joined First Presbyterian Church, the faith family that taught Stephen that he was first and foremost a beloved child of God. It was this community that taught Stephen that it was OK to have questions and doubts and that nothing he could do could every possibly separate him from the love of God. In 1995, his sister, Sarah Kate, joined the family and Stephen began his journey as a life-long musician. Since then, he has found a love of music and has found this gift particularly fitting for his call to ministry. Among the instruments that he enjoys are piano, trumpet, guitar, and handbells. Stephen has always had a love of singing and congregation song. An avid member of the marching band, Stephen was the drum major of his high school's marching band. In 2006, Stephen began his tenure at Presbyterian College in Clinton, SC where he majored in Religion and minored in History. While attending PC, Stephen continued to explore his love of music by participating in the Wind Ensemble, Jazz Band, Jazz Combo, Jazz Trio, as well as playing in the PC Handbell ensemble and playing mandolin and banjo PC's very own bluegrass/rock group, Hosegrass, of which Stephen was a founding member (Hosegrass even released their own CD!). In 2010, Stephen moved from Clinton to Atlanta to attend Columbia Theological Seminary to pursue God's call on his life to be a pastor in the PC(USA). During this time, Stephen worked at Trinity Presbyterian Church, Silver Creek Presbyterian Church, Central Presbyterian Church, and Westminster Presbyterian Church. For three years, Stephen served as the Choir Director of Columbia Theological Seminary's choir and also served as the Interim Music Director at Westminster Presbyterian Church. In 2014, Stephen graduated from Columbia with a Masters of Divinity and a Masters of Arts in Practical Theology with an emphasis in liturgy, music, and worship. In July of 2014, Stephen was installed an ordained as Teaching Elder at Shelter Island Presbyterian Church in Shelter Island, NY. Later that year, Stephen married the love of his life, Tricia, and they share their home on Shelter Island with their Golden Doodle, Elsie, and their calico cat, Audrey. In addition to his work with the people who are Shelter Island Presbyterian Church, Stephen currently serves as a commission from Long Island Presbytery to the Synod of the Northeast and, beginning in January of 2016, will moderate the Synod's missions team.

"The Good News Is...Inspiring Us to Act" (March 29, 2026 Sermon)

The Good News Is...Inspiring Us to Act

Rev. Dr. Stephen M. Fearing

Guilford Park Presbyterian Church

Palm Sunday — Sunday, March 29, 2026

Text: Mark 11:1-11


Scripture Reading

When they were approaching Jerusalem, at Bethphage and Bethany, near the Mount of Olives, he sent two of his disciples and said to them, “Go into the village ahead of you, and immediately as you enter it you will find tied there a colt that has never been ridden; untie it and bring it. If anyone says to you, ‘Why are you doing this?’ just say this: ‘The Lord needs it and will send it back here immediately.’ ” They went away and found a colt tied near a door, outside in the street. As they were untying it, some of the bystanders said to them, “What are you doing, untying the colt?” They told them what Jesus had said, and they allowed them to take it. Then they brought the colt to Jesus and threw their cloaks on it, and he sat on it. Many people spread their cloaks on the road, and others spread leafy branches that they had cut in the fields. Then those who went ahead and those who followed were shouting,

“Hosanna!
Blessed is the one who comes in the name of the Lord!
Blessed is the coming kingdom of our ancestor David!
Hosanna in the highest heaven!”

Then he entered Jerusalem and went into the temple, and when he had looked around at everything, as it was already late, he went out to Bethany with the twelve.


Recognizing What We Miss

Sometimes, I just don’t recognize the things I should. I don’t recognize grace when it’s right in front of me. I don’t see beauty when I’m overwhelmed by the world’s brokenness. I don’t notice my body telling me to rest because I’ve been conditioned to live in a constant state of productivity. Sometimes, I just don’t recognize the things I should.

But God’s Spirit has a funny way of tapping me on the shoulder in unexpected moments—moments when the Holy disturbs my stubborn, sterile routine.

Throughout Mark’s Gospel, the disciples consistently fail to recognize Jesus for who he is, despite his parables, his sermons, and his miracles. After Jesus calms the storm in chapter 4, they ask, “Who then is this, that even the wind and sea obey him?” In chapter 6, after Jesus feeds the multitudes, Mark tells us they did not understand what had happened, and that their hearts were hardened. In chapter 8, Peter comes close when he says, “You are the Messiah,” only to recoil when Jesus makes clear that this Messiah must suffer, be rejected, and die. Again and again, they miss it. They argue about who is greatest. They shrink back from Jesus’ predictions of suffering. They even try to stop someone casting out demons in Jesus’ name because he wasn’t “one of them.” Sometimes, the disciples just don’t recognize the things they should.

But after all these missteps, Mark gives us a recognition scene, a moment that invites the disciples—and us—to see what has been in front of us all along. Because we, too, often prefer a Messiah who comes with drones instead of a donkey. Palm Sunday asks whether we know how to recognize power when it arrives wrapped in humility, service, and borrowed things—cloaks, colts, and leafy branches.

A Different Kind of Power

In previous Palm Sunday sermons, I’ve mentioned that this ritual would have been easily recognizable to any inhabitant of Jerusalem. Such pageantry was common when the Romans celebrated another military victory. In those familiar scenes, the acclamations of occupied people may have been more coerced than celebratory; a hosanna, if you will, with a scowl when the Roman guards looked the other way. But the hosannas in today’s text are full-throated; hosannas that came from a deep place of longing for an alternative to the fear-fueled domination of their Roman oppressors.

So, on one hand, this pageantry would have been easily recognizable. However, Jesus puts his unique spin on the act of political theater. Instead of a horse, he uses a donkey. Instead of soldiers, he’s followed by a ragtag group of outcasts. Instead of marching to a victory by the standards of common thought, he’s marching toward death. He recognizes what’s about to happen. But did the disciples? Do we? We still miss him when he shows up in service instead of spectacle, in mercy instead of might, in courage without cruelty. This begs the question: can we recognize Jesus when he does not look like the kind of power we’ve been taught to trust? Because Palm Sunday is not just a parade to admire. It is the moment when Jesus shows us what kind of king he is—and asks whether we are ready to follow a Lord who rides toward the cross instead of around it.

The Verbs of Palm Sunday

Mark asks us to follow Jesus in order that we may recognize him. On Palm Sunday, no one gets to stay in the bleachers. The text gives us a feast of verbs that pull us into the story: go, untie, bring, throw, spread, shout, follow. Mark’s Gospel does not hand us a static portrait to admire from a distance. It gives us stage directions. It invites us to move.

I began this sermon with a confession: sometimes, I fail to recognize the things I should. Grace, beauty, and rest were the three things I named. And Palm Sunday reminds me that I am more likely to recognize Jesus when I step into those verbs myself. I am more likely to recognize grace when I extend it. I am more likely to recognize beauty when I help make it. I am more likely to recognize the holiness of rest when I refuse a life ordered only by urgency, and help make Sabbath possible for somebody else.

So what does it mean for us, here and now, to join the procession of Palm Sunday?

It means we make the verbs of this story our own.

Go

It means we go where Jesus sends us, even when the path is inconvenient, even when discipleship asks something of us.

Untie

It means we untie what has been bound. We help each other free ourselves from the habits and patterns that continue to cause chaos in our communities—fear, isolation, prejudice, indifference, the lie that someone else’s pain isn't our concern. We untie what has been chained down by despair, and we do this by showing up, speaking out, and becoming vocal advocates for justice in this city and beyond.

Bring

It means we bring what we have. The disciples brought a colt. We bring our real lives. We bring our time, attention, courage, tables, prayers, bodies, and witness. We bring casseroles to grieving families. We bring meals to Greensboro Urban Ministry. We bring comfort to the bedside, tenderness to the hurting, and steadfast love to those who feel forgotten.

Spread

It means we spread mercy. In the story, they spread cloaks on the road. Now, we spread mercy along the paths people walk every day. We spread it through the meals we share, in the care we give, in the ways we protect each other during illness and hardship, and in the quiet acts of compassion that make the road gentler for someone else to travel.

Shout Hosanna

It means we shout Hosanna. Not just with our lips, but with our lives. Our hosannas become a public witness. Our cries of “save us” turn into a refusal to accept a world ruled by cruelty, domination, and us-versus-them thinking. Our hosannas transform into advocacy for a shared life where justice is not partisan, mercy is not weakness, and the common good is still worth fighting for.

Follow

It means we follow Jesus in ways that challenge the usual political ideas of power. Because Jesus does not come with the tools of domination. He enters with humility. He arrives in vulnerability. He brings peace. And if we follow him, we may sometimes seem strange to a world that has linked strength with aggression and leadership with control.

Retrieve

And perhaps it also means we retrieve something. The disciples retrieved a colt, but we are called to retrieve the truest parts of ourselves—the parts buried beneath resentment, numbed by rage, or hidden under the weight of toxic individualism. Palm Sunday invites us to rediscover the selves God made us to be: merciful, courageous, communal, and alive to grace.

From Recognition to Action

Sometimes, I don’t recognize the things I should. But when I hear scripture call me into these verbs of recognition—go, untie, bring, spread, shout, follow—I find myself changed. Not always in big, dramatic ways. More often, it happens in subtle ways that are no less holy.

Grace finds my attention because I am learning to look for it in concrete places. Beauty catches me off guard, and suddenly I have a hosanna to offer. Rest becomes less a luxury and more a gift—one that makes me a better disciple, a better father, a better pastor, a better neighbor.

So, as we begin Holy Week, maybe the question before us is: Where will you recognize Jesus? What will be your hosanna? What will be the moment, the nudge, the holy interruption that moves you from recognition to action? Because Palm Sunday is not just about waving branches for a Savior long ago. It is about recognizing the One who is still in our midst, still coming toward us in humility, still calling us to follow.

And when we do—when we go, untie, bring, spread, shout, and follow—we just may discover that the Jesus we almost missed is the very one who has been leading us all along.

In the name of God the Creator, Redeemer, and Sustainer, may all of us, God’s children, say: Amen.

Comment

Stephen Fearing

Stephen was born in 1988 in Cookeville, TN, where his parents met whilst attending Tennessee Tech. Shortly after, they moved to Dalton, Georgia where they put down roots and joined First Presbyterian Church, the faith family that taught Stephen that he was first and foremost a beloved child of God. It was this community that taught Stephen that it was OK to have questions and doubts and that nothing he could do could every possibly separate him from the love of God. In 1995, his sister, Sarah Kate, joined the family and Stephen began his journey as a life-long musician. Since then, he has found a love of music and has found this gift particularly fitting for his call to ministry. Among the instruments that he enjoys are piano, trumpet, guitar, and handbells. Stephen has always had a love of singing and congregation song. An avid member of the marching band, Stephen was the drum major of his high school's marching band. In 2006, Stephen began his tenure at Presbyterian College in Clinton, SC where he majored in Religion and minored in History. While attending PC, Stephen continued to explore his love of music by participating in the Wind Ensemble, Jazz Band, Jazz Combo, Jazz Trio, as well as playing in the PC Handbell ensemble and playing mandolin and banjo PC's very own bluegrass/rock group, Hosegrass, of which Stephen was a founding member (Hosegrass even released their own CD!). In 2010, Stephen moved from Clinton to Atlanta to attend Columbia Theological Seminary to pursue God's call on his life to be a pastor in the PC(USA). During this time, Stephen worked at Trinity Presbyterian Church, Silver Creek Presbyterian Church, Central Presbyterian Church, and Westminster Presbyterian Church. For three years, Stephen served as the Choir Director of Columbia Theological Seminary's choir and also served as the Interim Music Director at Westminster Presbyterian Church. In 2014, Stephen graduated from Columbia with a Masters of Divinity and a Masters of Arts in Practical Theology with an emphasis in liturgy, music, and worship. In July of 2014, Stephen was installed an ordained as Teaching Elder at Shelter Island Presbyterian Church in Shelter Island, NY. Later that year, Stephen married the love of his life, Tricia, and they share their home on Shelter Island with their Golden Doodle, Elsie, and their calico cat, Audrey. In addition to his work with the people who are Shelter Island Presbyterian Church, Stephen currently serves as a commission from Long Island Presbytery to the Synod of the Northeast and, beginning in January of 2016, will moderate the Synod's missions team.

"The Good News Is...Rooted in Justice, Mercy, and Faithfulness" (March 22, 2026 Sermon)

The Good News Is...Rooted in Justice, Mercy, and Faithfulness

Rev. Dr. Stephen M. Fearing
Guilford Park Presbyterian Church
March 22nd, 2026
5th Sunday in Lent (Year A)

Scripture Readings

Matthew 23:23

“Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! For you tithe mint, dill, and cumin and have neglected the weightier matters of the law: justice and mercy and faith. It is these you ought to have practiced without neglecting the others.”

John 8:2-11

Early in the morning he came again to the temple. All the people came to him, and he sat down and began to teach them. The scribes and the Pharisees brought a woman who had been caught in adultery, and, making her stand before all of them, they said to him, “Teacher, this woman was caught in the very act of committing adultery. Now in the law Moses commanded us to stone such women. Now what do you say?” They said this to test him, so that they might have some charge to bring against him. Jesus bent down and wrote with his finger on the ground. When they kept on questioning him, he straightened up and said to them, “Let anyone among you who is without sin be the first to throw a stone at her.” And once again he bent down and wrote on the ground. When they heard it, they went away, one by one, beginning with the elders, and Jesus was left alone with the woman standing before him. Jesus straightened up and said to her, “Woman, where are they? Has no one condemned you?” She said, “No one, sir.” And Jesus said, “Neither do I condemn you. Go your way, and from now on do not sin again.”

Sermon Manuscript

To state the obvious, our world is currently filled with pain and division. As a pastor married to a therapist, Tricia and I often reflect on why this is and what role we should play—as parents, faith and mental health professionals, and followers of Jesus—in helping to repair the breach. I’m especially grateful for a common refrain she shares with me, which both saddens and challenges me to do better: she often laments that, as a society, we seem to have lost interest in and the ability for nuance in nearly every situation. Social media algorithms lure us into rage and then reward us for sharing it with others. Growing partisan hostility discourages any form of compromise for the common good. Preachers are accused of being “too political” just for sharing the basic tenets of Christianity. Our culture favors those who are deliberately combative in their tone, extreme in their beliefs, and callous with their words. Amid all of this, there is enormous human collateral damage. Why? Because nuance has left the building. We’re too busy arguing why we’re right and everyone else is wrong that we fail to see who suffers in the wake.

Sadly, you and I do not know the name of the collateral damage in today’s passage from John’s Gospel. She is an unnamed woman whose identity is of little use to the people who have thrust her before Jesus in contempt and rage. It was early in a morning, perhaps not unlike the one we are gathered on today. He had sat down and was teaching near the temple to those who would listen. But his tutelage is interrupted by scribes and Pharisees who have allegedly caught this woman in the very act of adultery. “Teacher,” they muse, “the law says we should stone her. What say you?”

Jesus could have instantly jumped into the argument, escalated the situation, and turned his response into a viral rage-bait video that I’m sure would have gained him a large following on social media. But instead, he does something quite rare in our culture: he practices the pause. Quite literally, as it turns out. Without saying a word, he bends to the ground and doodles in the sand. I can only imagine how much this must have angered those who came to argue, or at least puzzled them immensely. What on earth was he thinking? The text doesn’t tell us how long he wrote in the sand, but I like to think it was for an obnoxiously awkward amount of time.

Eventually, the scribes and Pharisees continue to press the issue. So, Jesus straightens up and calmly, gently, but firmly says the words we all know well: “Let anyone among you who is without sin be the first to throw a stone at her.” Earlier this week, I thought that if I had to recall that verse from memory, I would forget the last two words. Notice, Jesus doesn’t say, “let anyone among you who is without sin be the first to throw a stone.” No, he says, “let anyone among you who is without sin be the first to throw a stone at her.” It’s as if Jesus, through both his silence and measured response, is refusing to allow the people trying to trap him to look away from the woman, whose life could very well end in bloodshed.

“Let anyone among you who is without sin be the first to throw a stone at her.”

And then he does it again! Slowly, he lowers himself back to the ground and continues his sand art.

Nearly three and a half years ago, I preached on this very passage at the first worship service I ever led among you as your new pastor. In that sermon, I lamented, as so many have before me, that we don’t know what Jesus wrote in the sand that day. I ultimately concluded that it doesn’t matter what he wrote; what was most important was the deliberate act of pausing to gather his thoughts and craft a thoughtful, faithful response. I still believe that. However, I also think it’s a helpful spiritual exercise to make some educated guesses. Jesus might have been simply drawing something of no great consequence. Perhaps he just drew a line in the sand, as a visual reminder of the choices we face in a loud and complex world.

But today I like to think that Jesus drew a few questions in the sand as if to invite nuance back into the conversation. Perhaps he wrote down questions like those Tanya Denise Anderson poses in her artist statement in our Lenten devotional. How was she “caught” in the act? Was she allowed to explain herself? Was this a loving relationship? Was it even consensual? Or, perhaps most damning of all: if she was, in fact, caught in the act, as her accusers say, then where on God’s good green earth is man? As the saying goes, it takes two to tango!

Whether he wrote those questions in the sand or not, Jesus’s intentional choice to pause and invite space into a tense and charged situation adds nuance to the discussion. That’s good news for those caught in the crossfire of whatever current hot-button issue is. Jesus is calling us to hold the law in one hand and justice, mercy, and faithfulness in the other. One of the biblical mandates Jesus knew well was the threefold command of Micah 6:8: do justice, love kindness, and walk humbly with God. He also knew all too well that we often unintentionally let our zeal for the first part of that equation to diminish our focus on the other two.

Jesus is calling us to hold the law in one hand and justice, mercy, and faithfulness in the other.

Now, neighbors, hear me on this important note. While Jesus is condemning the harsh legalism of the scribes and Pharisees, we must never cast all Jewish law as inherently legalistic or rigid. As my friend Rev. Lisle Gwynn Garrity reminded me this week, Judaism has a rich history of holding Written and Oral Torah together to interpret and reevaluate the law. In this passage, Jesus isn’t telling the scribes and the Pharisees to abandon their Jewish beliefs. In fact, one could argue that Jesus is actually calling them to return to their Jewish beliefs. Because Judaism is built on a deep appreciation for the law of God, the Torah, and the intentional and faithful interpretations of that law that protect the most vulnerable among us. And that’s not just good news; that’s great news.

It’s great news because, as the Church of Jesus Christ, we have the opportunity to model a different way of living where we invite nuance to guide us toward discipleship. This leads us to a place where we are more aware of the stones we cast: stones like shame, certainty, social media contempt, political caricatures, church gossip, the need to win, or always be right. Because following Jesus means letting go of the stones we have come to hold dear. When we lay down those stones, we might discover that in a world that turns people into issues, Jesus restores personhood. In a world eager to condemn, Jesus creates space for repentance without humiliation. And in a world that loves spectacle, Jesus chooses mercy, and so should we.

Concluding Invitation

Perhaps a good way to start this work is to put down stones and pick up hymnals! What Jesus reveals in this story is what we are about to sing: there is a wideness in God’s mercy, and there is a kindness in God’s justice. I invite you to turn to hymn number 435 as together we conclude this sermon by rising in song:

[sing “There’s a Wideness in God’s Mercy"]

In the name of God the Creator, Redeemer, and Sustainer, may all of us, God’s children, say: Amen.

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Comment

Stephen Fearing

Stephen was born in 1988 in Cookeville, TN, where his parents met whilst attending Tennessee Tech. Shortly after, they moved to Dalton, Georgia where they put down roots and joined First Presbyterian Church, the faith family that taught Stephen that he was first and foremost a beloved child of God. It was this community that taught Stephen that it was OK to have questions and doubts and that nothing he could do could every possibly separate him from the love of God. In 1995, his sister, Sarah Kate, joined the family and Stephen began his journey as a life-long musician. Since then, he has found a love of music and has found this gift particularly fitting for his call to ministry. Among the instruments that he enjoys are piano, trumpet, guitar, and handbells. Stephen has always had a love of singing and congregation song. An avid member of the marching band, Stephen was the drum major of his high school's marching band. In 2006, Stephen began his tenure at Presbyterian College in Clinton, SC where he majored in Religion and minored in History. While attending PC, Stephen continued to explore his love of music by participating in the Wind Ensemble, Jazz Band, Jazz Combo, Jazz Trio, as well as playing in the PC Handbell ensemble and playing mandolin and banjo PC's very own bluegrass/rock group, Hosegrass, of which Stephen was a founding member (Hosegrass even released their own CD!). In 2010, Stephen moved from Clinton to Atlanta to attend Columbia Theological Seminary to pursue God's call on his life to be a pastor in the PC(USA). During this time, Stephen worked at Trinity Presbyterian Church, Silver Creek Presbyterian Church, Central Presbyterian Church, and Westminster Presbyterian Church. For three years, Stephen served as the Choir Director of Columbia Theological Seminary's choir and also served as the Interim Music Director at Westminster Presbyterian Church. In 2014, Stephen graduated from Columbia with a Masters of Divinity and a Masters of Arts in Practical Theology with an emphasis in liturgy, music, and worship. In July of 2014, Stephen was installed an ordained as Teaching Elder at Shelter Island Presbyterian Church in Shelter Island, NY. Later that year, Stephen married the love of his life, Tricia, and they share their home on Shelter Island with their Golden Doodle, Elsie, and their calico cat, Audrey. In addition to his work with the people who are Shelter Island Presbyterian Church, Stephen currently serves as a commission from Long Island Presbytery to the Synod of the Northeast and, beginning in January of 2016, will moderate the Synod's missions team.

"The Good News Is...Protection and Care for the Vulnerable" (March 15, 2026 Sermon)

Rev. Dr. Stephen M. Fearing

Protection and Care for the Vulnerable

Guilford Park Presbyterian Church
March 15, 2026
4th Sunday in Lent (Year A)

Scripture

Deuteronomy 24:17-22

“You shall not deprive a resident alien or an orphan of justice; you shall not take a widow’s garment in pledge. Remember that you were a slave in Egypt and the Lord your God redeemed you from there; therefore I command you to do this.

“When you reap your harvest in your field and forget a sheaf in the field, you shall not go back to get it; it shall be left for the alien, the orphan, and the widow, so that the Lord your God may bless you in all your undertakings. When you beat your olive trees, do not strip what is left; it shall be for the alien, the orphan, and the widow.

“When you gather the grapes of your vineyard, do not glean what is left; it shall be for the alien, the orphan, and the widow. Remember that you were a slave in the land of Egypt; therefore I am commanding you to do this.

Matthew 19:13-15

Then children were being brought to him in order that he might lay his hands on them and pray. The disciples spoke sternly to those who brought them, but Jesus said, “Let the children come to me, and do not stop them, for it is to such as these that the kingdom of heaven belongs.” And he laid his hands on them and went on his way.

“You were a child once, too.”

You were a child once, too. That's what Mister Rogers said, that's what he wrote down, once upon a time, for the doctors. The doctors were ophthalmologists. An ophthalmologist is a doctor who takes care of the eyes. Sometimes, ophthalmologists have to take care of the eyes of children, and some children get very scared, because children know that their world disappears when their eyes close, and they can be afraid that the ophthalmologists will make their eyes close forever. The ophthalmologists did not want to scare children, so they asked Mister Rogers for help, and Mister Rogers agreed to write a chapter for a book the ophthalmologists were putting together—a chapter about what other ophthalmologists could do to calm the children who came to their offices. Because Mister Rogers is such a busy man, however, he could not write the chapter himself, and he asked a woman who worked for him to write it instead. She worked very hard at writing the chapter, until one day she showed what she had written to Mister Rogers, who read it and crossed it all out and wrote a sentence addressed directly to the doctors who would be reading it: "You were a child once, too.” And that's how the chapter began.[1]

My friend Tom wrote those words about his friend Fred back in 1998 for Esquire Magazine. You see, Tom made a mistake, a mistake he would later regret. He wrote an article about a very famous person, and in that article, he insinuated something very hurtful, something that wasn’t his story to tell. And it got him into trouble. Tom had developed a reputation for being a ruthless journalist. Ruthlessness is something someone does when they care more about themselves than others.

And so, as he feared that his career had stalled because of his ruthlessness, his editor gave him a new assignment. He called him into his office and told him he wanted him to interview Fred Rogers. “You mean, Mister Rogers? The kid’s show guy?” Tom scoffed. “Yes,” his editor replied, “We’re doing an issue on heroes, and I want you to write a profile on him.” And so, the invulnerable journalist called up the cardigan-wearing Presbyterian minister. “Invulnerable” is a word that means you feel like nothing can touch you, challenge you, or change you. Magical things happen when the invulnerable meet a person like Fred Rogers.

I wonder if the disciples felt invulnerable. “Disciples” is a word for people who want to follow Jesus. If I were his disciple, I would be tempted to feel invulnerable. How does one not feel that way when your teacher is a man who feeds thousands with table scraps, or resists Satan’s seduction, or calms a tempest, or summons the very dead from their slumber? Hang around with stuff like that long enough, and it goes to your head. Which is why, of course, when the children came to Jesus, they shooed them away. “This is grown-up business,” they tell them with the sort of condescension little ones are all too familiar with. “Condescension” is a word for when grown-ups think they always know better.

But Jesus bristles. He bristles because the disciples haven’t been listening. Just a few days earlier, he had placed a child on his knee and reminded them that whoever welcomes such a child in his name welcomes him. Now they are telling children that this is “grown-up business.” This is, of course, a silly notion, because the Kingdom of Heaven is neither “for” grown-ups nor a business.

“The Kingdom of Heaven is, first and foremost, for the vulnerable.”

The Kingdom of Heaven is, first and foremost, for the vulnerable. The kingdom is open to all, of course, but again and again Jesus insists that it is the vulnerable, the overlooked, the little ones, who are nearest its center. And this is good news for kids, especially for those whom Jesus welcomed in today’s passage. Being a kid back then was no easy thing. According to Michael Joseph Brown in his book True to Our Native Land, “Fifty percent of children died before the age of five. They were the weakest members of society. They were fed last and received the smallest and least desirable portions of food. They were the first to suffer from famine, war, disease, and natural disasters. Many, some say more than 70 percent, would have lost one or more parents before reaching puberty. A minor had the same status as an enslaved person, and it was not until adulthood that they would be considered a free person.”[2]

And being a child here and now, for many, is a similar kind of struggle. My work with A Simple Gesture has made me more aware of the scandal of child hunger right here in Guilford County. Close to one in four children here is food-insecure. In many parts of our county, families live in food deserts, far from a grocery store, dependent on public transportation just to buy food. And if you ride the bus in Greensboro, you are allowed only two bags. If you carry a purse, that counts as one. It should not be this hard to feed a child.

“Let the children come to me,” Jesus said. “You were a child once, too,” Fred Rogers said. Too often, our nation’s policies and priorities tell children and their families: your hunger is not urgent enough.

I began this sermon with an anecdote from Mr. Rogers for several reasons. First of all, this upcoming Friday would have been Mr. Rogers' 98th birthday, and as such, our denomination has designated that day in his honor, celebrating his memory and his message of neighborliness. Second, Fred Rogers was someone who had an innate gift for seeing the world through children’s eyes, to remember what it was like to be a little kid navigating a very big world. And that’s a spiritual gift that we all could do more with these days.

Last night, Tricia and I went to the Tanger Center to see The Sound of Music. It had been quite a while since I last saw the show, so I had forgotten several parts. One of those was how funny “Uncle Max” is. He is Captain von Trapp’s friend and a music agent and producer trying to get the von Trapp Family to perform at an upcoming festival. But beneath Uncle Max’s comic relief is a much more dangerous motive. Time and again, he tries to convince Captain von Trapp to adopt a stance of neutrality (at best) or tacit support (at worst) of the German annexation of Austria. “What’s going to happen is going to happen,” he tells Georg von Trapp at one point, “just make sure it doesn’t happen…to you.” In other words, he implies that von Trapp has the power and privilege to stay out of the mess and let the worst happen to others.

However, I trust you know how the story goes. His heart is hardened for good reason. He is devastated by the death of his wife, the children’s mother, and the sound of music has been verboten from his home. Maria and the children soften the Captain’s hardened heart. Together, they bring melody and joy back to his life, and he learns to see the world as his children do. And, indeed, see himself as his children see him. It is this softening that leads the “invulnerable” Captain to open his eyes to how the fascists are preying on the vulnerability of those around him. And he refuses to be complicit. With the help of the nuns, he defies Berlin’s “invitation” (i.e., command) to join the Navy of the Third Reich.

“Remember that you were once a slave in Egypt. Remember that you were once a child, too.”

“You were once a slave in Egypt, too,” God says to the Israelites. “You were once a child, too,” Fred Rogers says to each of us (not just the ophthalmologists).

You see, the gospel is asking us to remember:

Remember that you were once a slave in Egypt. Remember that you were once a child, too. Remember what fear feels like. Remember what hunger feels like. Remember what it is to need gentleness from a world that can be so hard.

And then let that remembering soften you:

Soften you enough to leave grain in the field. Soften you enough to make room for children. Soften you enough to resist every voice that says, “What’s going to happen is going to happen—just make sure it doesn’t happen to you.” No. Not for those who follow Jesus. For those who follow Jesus, the vulnerable are not interruptions. They are where the kingdom shows up first.

So let the children come. Let the stranger come. Let the hungry come. And may they find, in us, not a closed hand or a hardened heart, but the welcome of Christ himself.

In the name of God the Creator, Redeemer, and Sustainer, may all of us, God’s children, say: Amen.

Notes

[1] Junod, Tom. “Can You Say...Hero?” Esquire, November, 1998.

[2] True to Our Native Land: An African American New Testament Commentary, edited by Brian K. Blount, Gay L. Byron, and Emerson B. Powery, (Minneapolis, MN: Fortress Press, 2024). 120.

Comment

Stephen Fearing

Stephen was born in 1988 in Cookeville, TN, where his parents met whilst attending Tennessee Tech. Shortly after, they moved to Dalton, Georgia where they put down roots and joined First Presbyterian Church, the faith family that taught Stephen that he was first and foremost a beloved child of God. It was this community that taught Stephen that it was OK to have questions and doubts and that nothing he could do could every possibly separate him from the love of God. In 1995, his sister, Sarah Kate, joined the family and Stephen began his journey as a life-long musician. Since then, he has found a love of music and has found this gift particularly fitting for his call to ministry. Among the instruments that he enjoys are piano, trumpet, guitar, and handbells. Stephen has always had a love of singing and congregation song. An avid member of the marching band, Stephen was the drum major of his high school's marching band. In 2006, Stephen began his tenure at Presbyterian College in Clinton, SC where he majored in Religion and minored in History. While attending PC, Stephen continued to explore his love of music by participating in the Wind Ensemble, Jazz Band, Jazz Combo, Jazz Trio, as well as playing in the PC Handbell ensemble and playing mandolin and banjo PC's very own bluegrass/rock group, Hosegrass, of which Stephen was a founding member (Hosegrass even released their own CD!). In 2010, Stephen moved from Clinton to Atlanta to attend Columbia Theological Seminary to pursue God's call on his life to be a pastor in the PC(USA). During this time, Stephen worked at Trinity Presbyterian Church, Silver Creek Presbyterian Church, Central Presbyterian Church, and Westminster Presbyterian Church. For three years, Stephen served as the Choir Director of Columbia Theological Seminary's choir and also served as the Interim Music Director at Westminster Presbyterian Church. In 2014, Stephen graduated from Columbia with a Masters of Divinity and a Masters of Arts in Practical Theology with an emphasis in liturgy, music, and worship. In July of 2014, Stephen was installed an ordained as Teaching Elder at Shelter Island Presbyterian Church in Shelter Island, NY. Later that year, Stephen married the love of his life, Tricia, and they share their home on Shelter Island with their Golden Doodle, Elsie, and their calico cat, Audrey. In addition to his work with the people who are Shelter Island Presbyterian Church, Stephen currently serves as a commission from Long Island Presbytery to the Synod of the Northeast and, beginning in January of 2016, will moderate the Synod's missions team.

"The Good News Is...Together, the Impossible Is Possible" (March 8, 2026 Sermon)

Guilford Park Presbyterian Church

The Good News Is… Together, the Impossible Is Possible

Rev. Stephen M. Fearing
March 8, 2026 · Third Sunday in Lent (Year A)
Ephesians 3:20–21
“Now to him who by the power at work within us is able to accomplish abundantly far more than all we can ask or imagine, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus to all generations, forever and ever. Amen.”
Mark 6:32–44
The feeding of the five thousand

The Worship Committee is currently considering using memorial funds to replace our aging audio equipment here. Our soundboard and speakers, for example, have dutifully served this space for decades, but it’s time to dismiss them with thanks. So I’ve been thinking a lot about amplification, you could say.

As I reflected on these scriptures with several of you this past week, a simple truth came to mind—one that is, honestly, quite obvious but no less profound: Jesus didn’t have a microphone. At least not like the one that carries my voice now. He didn’t have electricity, soundboards, or amplifiers. Instead, his amplifiers were his followers, in a very real sense.

“Before there was amplification, there was community.”

In The Word This Week, we gathered in the library and watched part of an episode of The Chosen that depicts today’s story from Mark’s gospel. There’s a small detail I really appreciated: as you hear Jesus teaching the crowd, you can hear others in the background repeating his words, carrying his message to those in the back.

A space can be designed to help one voice carry a long way, but a crowd of more than 5,000—especially outdoors—would still make hearing Jesus a shared act, not just an individual one. We aren’t told exactly how Jesus’ teaching reached the edges of such a large crowd. But I can’t help imagining it this way: a word spoken here, repeated there; a phrase caught by one set of ears and carried to another; a murmur of mercy rippling outward through human voices.

Participants, Not Spectators

Now, it stands to reason that if Jesus could miraculously feed thousands with just two fish and five loaves, he also could have easily amplified his voice through divine means. But he chose not to. The good news is that in Christ, God’s abundance becomes real not only through divine power from above but also through shared human participation below: voices carrying the word, hands passing the bread, communities discovering together that the impossible is possible.

Jesus could have snapped his fingers and had a four-course meal literally fall from the heavens into the people’s laps, but he chose not to. Jesus is fully capable of acting alone, but he doesn’t, because the kingdom he proclaims always makes people participants, not spectators.

“The kingdom Jesus proclaims always makes people participants, not spectators.”

In Mark’s gospel, Jesus does not treat the crowd as passive consumers of a religious experience. He draws disciples and, in a sense, the entire gathered community into the work. The word is shared collectively. The food is enjoyed together. The abundance is found together. The good news is that with Christ, and with one another, the impossible becomes possible.

From Scarcity to Abundance

The disciples’ instinctual posture is one of scarcity. There are too many people; it’s too late in the day; we have too little money; we have too little food. Jesus doesn’t deny the size of the need; he simply rejects their conclusion. The disciples see the need and believe it’s impossible. Jesus looks at the same need and sees a community that hasn’t yet realized what is possible when they come together.

Exactly one year ago, this congregation faced the question of whether to convert the youth lounge into a temporary homeless shelter for about a dozen women over the summer. What started as a simple January coffee meeting between the CEO of Greenboro Urban Ministry and me grew into a Mission Committee discussion in February, a Session meeting in March, and then numerous conversations across this church and beyond.

At every stage, the same concerns kept resurfacing: Do we have enough space? Enough volunteers? Enough money? Enough security? Enough emotional energy? Enough flexibility in our building and our life together to host roughly a dozen women for three months? These weren’t foolish questions, and they weren’t necessarily unfaithful ones. But they also reflected scarcity.

Beneath each practical concern was a deeper fear: if we open what we have to others, will there still be enough left for us?

“Bring what you have, offer it together, and trust that in God’s hands, shared gifts will become more than enough.”

And that is exactly the kind of question that lingers during the feeding of the five thousand. The disciples look at the crowd and see the math of insufficiency: not enough food, not enough money, not enough capacity—just not enough. But Jesus invites them to see things differently.

He does not dismiss the reality of the challenge, but he also refuses to let scarcity have the final say. “You give them something to eat,” he says. In other words: bring what you have, offer it together, and trust that in God’s hands, shared gifts will become more than enough.

That is what this church wrestled with a year ago. Not just whether we had enough resources, but whether we were willing to believe that God can do abundant things when a community stops clutching what it has and begins putting it in Christ’s hands. And by God’s grace, we took that leap of faith. We opened our doors, welcomed our neighbors, and discovered that when we placed what we had into Christ’s hands, God provided every space, volunteer, resource, and every bit of courage we needed to share good news with women seeking both shelter and a path toward work and stability.

And this was possible because we trusted in the God who, by the power at work within us, is able to accomplish abundantly far more than all we can ask or imagine.

Food as Gift

Did you know that there’s a farm in upstate New York where nothing is for sale? In a small town in the Adirondacks called Keeseville, there’s a place called the Sand River Community Farm. On the surface it looks like any other farm: people digging potatoes, peeling garlic, chopping wood, making stew, tending animals. But there is one remarkable difference: the food is grown and shared as a gift.

No wages. No prices. Nothing bought or bartered. Just neighbors showing up, working together, and feeding one another.

It’s run by a farmer named Adam Wilson. One of his neighbors unexpectedly came into some money and wrote him a $500,000 check to take a local abandoned farmhouse off the market. He started growing food and giving it away. Then some of the people he gave food to began showing up to assist him in tending the farm so they could grow more food. A community began to form—neighbor feeding neighbor. A place where everyone was welcome, and the only requirement was to come hungry.

Not only did those who helped form this community find their stomachs filled, but their spirits filled as well.

“This food is our gift… a responsibility to consider: What are my gifts? And how might I join hands with others to sustain the whole?”

Adam Wilson noticed a shift when giving food as a gift. The Sand River Community doesn’t call it “free” food; they call it “food as a gift.” Because, in his words, the word “free” implies that something doesn’t have value. Instead, they use the phrase “gifted” food to emphasize the value of food grown and harvested by a community of volunteers who do that sacred work simply because everyone deserves food, with no exceptions.

If you enter Sand River Community Farm, you’ll find a sign that invites people to trade transaction for relationship, commerce for community, and to consider how their own gifts might help sustain the whole.

What if we stopped believing the lie of scarcity? What if we saw food less as a commodity purchased by consumers and more as a gift shared among neighbors?

Passing the Good News Along

But Jesus said to them, “You give them something to eat.” Not just you watch. Not just you admire. You give. You carry. You pass it along.

Friends, the good news of this story isn’t just that Jesus once fed a hungry crowd long ago. It’s that Christ still confronts our fear of not-enough by teaching communities to speak and share a different word. A word of gift. A word of mercy. A word of enough.

And that word doesn’t travel by magic. It travels through people. Through voices. Through bodies. Through neighbors.

So I want to invite us, for just a moment, to become what this story says the church is: a people through whom good news is passed along.

There is enough for all:
enough food…
enough housing…
enough healthcare…
enough mercy…
Together, the impossible is possible.

In the name of God the Creator, Redeemer, and Sustainer, may all of us, God’s beloved children, say: Amen.

Rev. Stephen M. Fearing
Comment

Stephen Fearing

Stephen was born in 1988 in Cookeville, TN, where his parents met whilst attending Tennessee Tech. Shortly after, they moved to Dalton, Georgia where they put down roots and joined First Presbyterian Church, the faith family that taught Stephen that he was first and foremost a beloved child of God. It was this community that taught Stephen that it was OK to have questions and doubts and that nothing he could do could every possibly separate him from the love of God. In 1995, his sister, Sarah Kate, joined the family and Stephen began his journey as a life-long musician. Since then, he has found a love of music and has found this gift particularly fitting for his call to ministry. Among the instruments that he enjoys are piano, trumpet, guitar, and handbells. Stephen has always had a love of singing and congregation song. An avid member of the marching band, Stephen was the drum major of his high school's marching band. In 2006, Stephen began his tenure at Presbyterian College in Clinton, SC where he majored in Religion and minored in History. While attending PC, Stephen continued to explore his love of music by participating in the Wind Ensemble, Jazz Band, Jazz Combo, Jazz Trio, as well as playing in the PC Handbell ensemble and playing mandolin and banjo PC's very own bluegrass/rock group, Hosegrass, of which Stephen was a founding member (Hosegrass even released their own CD!). In 2010, Stephen moved from Clinton to Atlanta to attend Columbia Theological Seminary to pursue God's call on his life to be a pastor in the PC(USA). During this time, Stephen worked at Trinity Presbyterian Church, Silver Creek Presbyterian Church, Central Presbyterian Church, and Westminster Presbyterian Church. For three years, Stephen served as the Choir Director of Columbia Theological Seminary's choir and also served as the Interim Music Director at Westminster Presbyterian Church. In 2014, Stephen graduated from Columbia with a Masters of Divinity and a Masters of Arts in Practical Theology with an emphasis in liturgy, music, and worship. In July of 2014, Stephen was installed an ordained as Teaching Elder at Shelter Island Presbyterian Church in Shelter Island, NY. Later that year, Stephen married the love of his life, Tricia, and they share their home on Shelter Island with their Golden Doodle, Elsie, and their calico cat, Audrey. In addition to his work with the people who are Shelter Island Presbyterian Church, Stephen currently serves as a commission from Long Island Presbytery to the Synod of the Northeast and, beginning in January of 2016, will moderate the Synod's missions team.

"The Good News Is...Great Love for God and Neighbor"

Some of the most powerful scenes in Luke’s Gospel involve little to no dialogue. It’s as if a recurring theme in his account of Jesus’ earthly life and ministry is that actions speak much louder than words. For example, Luke 5 describes a paralyzed man being lowered through a house’s roof by his friends. Without speaking a word, the man’s companions demonstrate a faithfulness that impresses Jesus. Time and again, Luke’s Gospel shows that those considered models of discipleship are often not the insiders but those on the margins. And more often than not, the outsiders show their faithfulness not through words but through prophetic actions that embody great love for God and neighbor.

Another similar scene happens two chapters later in Luke’s Gospel, when the story of the unnamed woman of ill repute unfolds as she quietly enters a house where Jesus is eating with some Pharisees. They were probably debating the subtle details of the law, which was their usual practice. They were gathered for a meal where status, purity, and propriety all matter—where you can feel the invisible rules in the room. I imagine that was the part of the conversation Jesus liked the least. And so, I think he was intrigued when a woman entered the scene.

There must have been quite an awkward silence. She approached Jesus with an alabaster jar and sat at his feet. She doesn’t argue her worthiness. She just comes—carrying what she has, carrying what she is—and risks being seen. The text simply states that she was “a sinner.” Luke could have been more specific, but he didn’t want us to focus on her sinfulness, only her faithfulness. So while Simon and his fellow Pharisees clutch their pearls, she lowers her gaze to his feet, bathes them in her tears, dries them with her hair, and anoints his feet with precious oil. Simon is doing ethical calculations in his head. He’s tallying purity and propriety while she’s pouring out gratitude. Notice that the text tells us his initial question was something he said to himself. But Jesus must have read his heart, because he tells Simon he has something to say to him.

He shares a simple parable. One person was forgiven for a missed $25 co-payment. Another received a letter from the billing department at Wesley Long Hospital informing them that their $40,000 surgery bill had been forgiven with no strings attached. Who, he mused, do you think will be more grateful? Simon knows the answer and, being no fool, must have realized that Jesus has him trapped in confession. “The one forgiven $40,000,” he says.“Right you are,” Jesus replies. Jesus then reminds Simon that this woman has shown him hospitality that Simon failed to offer—forms of hospitality that a host like Simon would have been socially expected to fulfill.

And so, without saying a single word, this woman delivers a homily of hospitality.  And it is far from the only one in Luke’s Gospel. In fact, her actions are echoed in another story that occurs just a few chapters after today’s reading. It’s a story I’m sure you know: the story of the Good Samaritan. Like the woman, the Good Samaritan doesn’t speak at all—at least not until the very end of the story. He says very little—almost all of the mercy happens before any words do. You know the story: he finds a man beaten and robbed, having already been abandoned by a priest and a Levite, both of whom were known for their sacred words and litanies. Yet, the Good Samaritan, much like the woman in Luke 7, understands intuitively that some moments don’t call for words; they call for action. And that’s exactly what he does. He cares for the man and, like the woman in today’s text, anoints him with oil—silently, lovingly, faithfully.

And so, friends, remember this: love for Jesus at the Table must become mercy for the neighbor in the ditch. That mercy shows up in calendars and casseroles, in who gets invited, and what we do with our money. The woman’s faithfulness becomes a continuous refrain, a song of mercy that calls the Samaritan to set aside words for a moment and pick up some oil to soothe the broken body and broken heart.

In Luke, the gospel goes beyond polite beliefs or correct talk; it becomes visible at tables, on roads, and in homes. The unnamed woman in Luke 7 demonstrates that true hospitality isn’t about social status but about humble love—drawing near to Jesus, honoring him, and receiving forgiveness that makes someone new. After showing us love poured out at Jesus’ feet, Luke sends us into the world where neighbor-love looks like oil and bandages, restitution and repair, gratitude and witness, and a community that refuses to exploit the vulnerable. The real question isn’t just about saying the right things about grace, but whether our bodies, budgets, tables, and time will live out that grace—until the forgiven become forgiving, the welcomed become welcoming, and love of neighbor becomes the church’s most credible confession.

In the name of God the Creator, Redeemer, and Sustainer, may all of us, God’s children, say: Amen.

Comment

Stephen Fearing

Stephen was born in 1988 in Cookeville, TN, where his parents met whilst attending Tennessee Tech. Shortly after, they moved to Dalton, Georgia where they put down roots and joined First Presbyterian Church, the faith family that taught Stephen that he was first and foremost a beloved child of God. It was this community that taught Stephen that it was OK to have questions and doubts and that nothing he could do could every possibly separate him from the love of God. In 1995, his sister, Sarah Kate, joined the family and Stephen began his journey as a life-long musician. Since then, he has found a love of music and has found this gift particularly fitting for his call to ministry. Among the instruments that he enjoys are piano, trumpet, guitar, and handbells. Stephen has always had a love of singing and congregation song. An avid member of the marching band, Stephen was the drum major of his high school's marching band. In 2006, Stephen began his tenure at Presbyterian College in Clinton, SC where he majored in Religion and minored in History. While attending PC, Stephen continued to explore his love of music by participating in the Wind Ensemble, Jazz Band, Jazz Combo, Jazz Trio, as well as playing in the PC Handbell ensemble and playing mandolin and banjo PC's very own bluegrass/rock group, Hosegrass, of which Stephen was a founding member (Hosegrass even released their own CD!). In 2010, Stephen moved from Clinton to Atlanta to attend Columbia Theological Seminary to pursue God's call on his life to be a pastor in the PC(USA). During this time, Stephen worked at Trinity Presbyterian Church, Silver Creek Presbyterian Church, Central Presbyterian Church, and Westminster Presbyterian Church. For three years, Stephen served as the Choir Director of Columbia Theological Seminary's choir and also served as the Interim Music Director at Westminster Presbyterian Church. In 2014, Stephen graduated from Columbia with a Masters of Divinity and a Masters of Arts in Practical Theology with an emphasis in liturgy, music, and worship. In July of 2014, Stephen was installed an ordained as Teaching Elder at Shelter Island Presbyterian Church in Shelter Island, NY. Later that year, Stephen married the love of his life, Tricia, and they share their home on Shelter Island with their Golden Doodle, Elsie, and their calico cat, Audrey. In addition to his work with the people who are Shelter Island Presbyterian Church, Stephen currently serves as a commission from Long Island Presbytery to the Synod of the Northeast and, beginning in January of 2016, will moderate the Synod's missions team.

"The Good News Is...So Good It Catches Us By Surprise"

Texts: John 2:1-11 & Matthew 13:31-32

When was the last time you were surprised by something holy? For me, it was about a week or two ago during an argument with our five-year-old. Before sharing this story, I need to clarify two things. First, Hazel Grace, as many of you know, is in kindergarten in the Spanish Immersion Program at Jones Elementary School. Second, I asked her for her permission to tell this story, and she kindly agreed.

A week or two ago, Tricia, Hazel Grace, and I had an argument. I don’t remember what it was about - probably something life-or-death, like shoes or snacks. All I remember is that Hazel Grace was throwing down; whatever boundary Tricia and I had imposed in that moment was not to her liking. Voices were raised. Blood pressure was going up. Our four-year-old, Winnie, was in the next room watching Bluey without a worry in the world.  But the other three of us were having it out.

And then something changed suddenly. All at once, Tricia and I realized that Hazel Grace was no longer speaking English. Almost imperceptibly, Hazel Grace had switched from English to Spanish. Tricia and I stood stunned in front of our bilingual kindergartener. She was on a roll! Tricia and I couldn’t understand very much, but we did catch “Mamá y papá no son buenos!”

Tricia and I really wanted to be angry at Hazel Grace, but we couldn’t help but be impressed! The two of us stifled a laugh, not wanting Hazel Grace to think we were laughing at her. When I asked her yesterday if I could share this story with y’all, she laughed and said, “Yeah, that was pretty funny, wasn't it?”

That was the last time I remember being surprised by something truly holy. Because I believe it is a holy thing that Hazel Grace is learning a language spoken by 50 million people in this country, and she’s getting the chance to learn it much earlier than her mother or I ever did. I believe it is a holy thing that Hazel Grace is learning, at such an early age, that English isn’t the official language of the Kingdom of God. It’s a holy thing that she is growing up in a learning environment much more diverse than the one I grew up in. It’s a holy thing that God has given us such a smart child and that our public school system is teaching her to be creative, kind, and bilingual. Now, I’m sure there will come a moment when I’m less thrilled about the fact that my child can argue with me in Spanish, but for now, Tricia and I are grateful, surprised, and delighted.

When was the last time you were surprised by something holy? We start this season of Lent with that question to shake things up a bit. Usually, we begin Lent with stories from Matthew, Mark, or Luke about Jesus being tempted in the wilderness by Satan. But this year, our Lenten theme is “Tell Me Something Good,” so we’re kicking off Lent with a party and a mustard seed. The Wedding at Cana, which one of our college students, Hannah Moore, read, is how John’s Gospel introduces Jesus’ ministry. Rev. Lizzie McManus-Dail introduces the passage perfectly in her commentary on it: “People didn’t think Jesus could boogie like that. It took them by surprise—his dance moves, undoubtedly, but also how much Jesus, Prince of Peace, Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God… loves a good ol’ fashioned Electric Slide.” I love how John introduces us to Jesus through the most ordinary event, a normal wedding. A wedding with ordinary people just like you and me, celebrating love in a way that really hasn’t changed much over the two millennia since.

Therefore, I want us to pause today and acknowledge that the Good News of the Gospel is, above all, about joy. The joy God finds in us. The joy we find in each other. The joy that surprises us when the wine runs out, the party may suddenly come to a halt, and the myth of scarcity rears its ugly head. I, for one, am grateful for this different perspective on Lent this year because, honestly, there’s enough “heavy” in the world right now without Lent adding to it. So together, you and I will spend this Lent following Mary Oliver’s advice in her poem “Instructions for Living a Life: Pay Attention. Be Astonished. Tell About It.”

And so, this story reminds us that the Gospel of Jesus Christ is a joyful, perhaps even playful, thing. In her artist statement for the liturgical art inspired by this passage, Rev. Tanya Denise Anderson says: “The Wedding at Cana is my favorite text because there is a lot of humor in it. There’s humor in a mother approaching her son and telling him to do something without ever actually telling him to do it. There’s his pouty resistance to his mother’s non-demand while she completely ignores him and paints him in a corner. There is humor in a raucous wedding reception where the people are so “lit” that the wine has run out. And, for me, it’s particularly humorous that there’s this huge, beautiful secret of which only a few people are aware.”

You and I are stewards of this “huge, beautiful secret” in today’s texts. A secret, admittedly, that we don’t (or shouldn’t) hide. This secret is summarized in two stories, one about a wedding and another about a mustard seed. It’s a secret that makes us laugh, brings some lightness and relief in a world that sometimes feels less like a dance at a wedding and more like a dirge at a funeral.  The huge, beautiful secret in both Cana and the mustard seed is this: wherever we see not enough or too little, Jesus sees the possibility of joy and abundance.

Evil, you see, is ultimately predictable. We have become quite accustomed to the voices in our culture that try their best to drive a wedge between us and our neighbors. Evil’s predictability is, ultimately, its greatest weakness.  The Gospel of Jesus Christ, on the other hand, is filled with upended expectations and a disturbed status quo.  In a world that says there’s not enough, Jesus says, “Here’s more joy.”  In a world that tells us that “might makes right,” Jesus says, “Here’s a mustard seed; it’s enough.”  In a world that teaches us to fear the stranger, hoard what we have, and brace for the worst, Jesus says, “Come to the table. There is room. There is enough. Stay for the celebration.” That is why the Gospel remains forever holy and forever surprising: evil may be predictable, but grace never is.

Rev. Lizzie McManus-Dail puts it this way: “Because this… this is who Jesus is. Jesus doesn’t have to begin with defeating evil because he knows ultimately evil doesn’t stand a chance against a God who loves disco and his mother. Evil doesn’t stand a chance against a God who is not only not afraid of scarcity, but laughs in the face of it. Evil doesn’t stand a chance against a God who will never let an empty cistern or full tomb have the final word. Evil is predictable. But our God loves a surprise because God knows the plot twist is the same every time: God’s goodness will overflow. Every single time.”

Therefore, this Lent, I hope we begin by laughing together. Because you and I are midwives of a story of salvation by a Prince of Peace who isn’t afraid to make his debut at a lively wedding celebration. Such a story is subversive and dangerous to those who benefit from the current system. A Jesus who stays within the halls of power and privilege can be twisted to justify any form of state-sponsored violence and terror. But a Jesus revealed to us at an ordinary wedding? That’s a disturbing truth for those who want to keep us divided. Because a joy like that is nothing less than an act of nonviolent resistance in a callous culture.

And I want to be clear, friends: practicing joy isn’t a selfish act. Our consumerist culture has taught us that joy, and its close cousin, rest, is a luxury reserved only for those who can afford it, or those who have “earned” it, or those who “deserve” it. Joy is a renewable resource that reorients us toward new possibilities when the voices around us say all is lost, or, at least, that all is not new. Yes, there is suffering in the world. Yes, our neighbors are being terrorized in the streets. Yes, there is much that needs our faithful work. But taking joy out of that recipe makes for a bad dish that nourishes no one.

Mary Oliver once famously said, “Joy is not meant to be a crumb.”

And thanks be to God for that. Because at Cana, Jesus does not hand out crumbs. He fills jars to the brim. In the parable, God does not despise small things. God grows a mustard seed into shelter. And in our own lives, the Holy Spirit keeps interrupting our fear, our frustration, and our scarcity with flashes of grace we did not see coming.

So, no, joy is not denial. Joy does not pretend that suffering is not real. Joy does not erase grief. Joy does not ignore injustice. But joy does refuse to let evil have the final word. Joy refuses to surrender our imagination to fear. Joy refuses to believe that scarcity is the truest thing about the world.

This Lent, then, let us practice joy as a form of discipleship. Let us pay attention to the jars being filled. Let us pay attention to the tiny seeds in the soil. Let us pay attention to the moments when laughter breaks through in the middle of a hard day, reminding us that grace is still alive.

And maybe that is one answer to the question we began with: When was the last time you were surprised by something holy? Maybe it was not in a sanctuary at all. Maybe it was in your kitchen. In the middle of a family argument. With blood pressure rising, Bluey playing in the next room, and a five-year-old suddenly switching to Spanish to let you know, in no uncertain terms, that mamá y papá no son buenos.

And somehow, right there — in the frustration, in the laughter, in the love, in the surprise — grace broke in.

That is the kind of thing Cana teaches us to look for. That is the kind of thing the mustard seed trains us to trust. The holy does not always arrive in the places we expect, and it rarely arrives on our schedule. But it does arrive — in ordinary rooms, in ordinary people, in moments that seem too small to matter, until suddenly they are filled to the brim.

And when the world tells us to hoard, to harden, to despair, may we hear Mary’s words at Cana: “Do whatever he tells you.” Fill the jars. Make room at the table. Plant the seed. Stay for the celebration.

Because the huge, beautiful secret is still true: wherever we see not enough or too little, Jesus sees the possibility of joy and abundance. So, church — when was the last time you were surprised by something holy? This Lent, pay attention. Be astonished. Tell about it.

In the name of God the Creator, Redeemer, and Sustainer, may all of us, God’s beloved children, say: Amen.

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Stephen Fearing

Stephen was born in 1988 in Cookeville, TN, where his parents met whilst attending Tennessee Tech. Shortly after, they moved to Dalton, Georgia where they put down roots and joined First Presbyterian Church, the faith family that taught Stephen that he was first and foremost a beloved child of God. It was this community that taught Stephen that it was OK to have questions and doubts and that nothing he could do could every possibly separate him from the love of God. In 1995, his sister, Sarah Kate, joined the family and Stephen began his journey as a life-long musician. Since then, he has found a love of music and has found this gift particularly fitting for his call to ministry. Among the instruments that he enjoys are piano, trumpet, guitar, and handbells. Stephen has always had a love of singing and congregation song. An avid member of the marching band, Stephen was the drum major of his high school's marching band. In 2006, Stephen began his tenure at Presbyterian College in Clinton, SC where he majored in Religion and minored in History. While attending PC, Stephen continued to explore his love of music by participating in the Wind Ensemble, Jazz Band, Jazz Combo, Jazz Trio, as well as playing in the PC Handbell ensemble and playing mandolin and banjo PC's very own bluegrass/rock group, Hosegrass, of which Stephen was a founding member (Hosegrass even released their own CD!). In 2010, Stephen moved from Clinton to Atlanta to attend Columbia Theological Seminary to pursue God's call on his life to be a pastor in the PC(USA). During this time, Stephen worked at Trinity Presbyterian Church, Silver Creek Presbyterian Church, Central Presbyterian Church, and Westminster Presbyterian Church. For three years, Stephen served as the Choir Director of Columbia Theological Seminary's choir and also served as the Interim Music Director at Westminster Presbyterian Church. In 2014, Stephen graduated from Columbia with a Masters of Divinity and a Masters of Arts in Practical Theology with an emphasis in liturgy, music, and worship. In July of 2014, Stephen was installed an ordained as Teaching Elder at Shelter Island Presbyterian Church in Shelter Island, NY. Later that year, Stephen married the love of his life, Tricia, and they share their home on Shelter Island with their Golden Doodle, Elsie, and their calico cat, Audrey. In addition to his work with the people who are Shelter Island Presbyterian Church, Stephen currently serves as a commission from Long Island Presbytery to the Synod of the Northeast and, beginning in January of 2016, will moderate the Synod's missions team.

"The Good News Is...All Are Invited"

Text: Luke 14:15-24

Ash Wednesday has long signaled the start of a solemn season. Lent has traditionally been a time of quiet self-reflection, penitence, and somber study of scripture. We mark ourselves with ashes to remind us of our mortality. Some of us give up something to practice restraint, creating more space for communion with God and spiritual growth. Psalm 51 has often been the psalm chosen for Ash Wednesday, famously attributed to David admitting his sin in sexually assaulting Bathsheba and having her husband, Uriah, killed when he failed to cover his tracks after getting her pregnant. As I mentioned, the beginning of a solemn season, indeed!

But we’re approaching this Lent a little differently this year. This doesn’t mean there’s no spiritual value in solemn introspection, fasting from certain vices, or contemplating our mortality and our consequent total reliance on God’s mercy. However, as you might have seen from the title of our Lenten Sermon series, we’re viewing Lent this year as an invitation—an invitation to Good News—good news that keeps us grounded when much of the world feels so broken. Together, we’ll listen to the Spirit and let her “tell us something good.” This will be our focus this Lent because, honestly, there’s enough “heavy” in the world right now without Lent adding to the load.

And so, we begin this Season of Lent with an invitation that is quite fitting. It’s fitting because the Season of Lent was originally a call for new converts to learn the basics of Christianity in order to prepare for their baptism on Easter Sunday.  And so, let us go together to the mailbox and see what RSVP might be waiting for us!

Our RSVP takes the form of a parable of Jesus. A parable, for the record, which he shares while sitting at the dinner table in the home of a local Pharisee. As a reminder of the context (because it’s always important): on the way to this Pharisee’s house, Jesus healed a man with a skin condition on the Sabbath, challenging their obsession with strictly following the letter of the law instead of its spirit. Then, when they arrive at the Pharisee’s house, Jesus notices how everyone is vying for the seat of honor next to the host. He reminds them that the kingdom of heaven operates according to an opposite social logic. No, he tells them, choose the lower place so that the host will invite you to move up. Because Jesus reminds them, those who humble themselves will be exalted, and those who exalt themselves will be humbled.

And then we have this parable that Donna read for us today. A host is preparing a party and sending out the VIP invitations first, as one does. However, the three invitations don’t exactly get positive responses from the A-list celebrities his slave hunts down on his behalf. Each of them has an excuse that, at best, is half-hearted, and, at worst, downright pathetic.

The first has bought a piece of land and has to go see it (as if he didn’t already see it before buying it?).

The second has bought five oxen and has to go see them (again, as if one wouldn’t have already done that before the purchase!).

The third person's excuse diverges from the economic tone of the first two. This third guy is married and claims, I suppose, that the missus is expecting him.

All of these ridiculous excuses can be summed up by a famous quote from the popular TV series, Friends. In the first episode of the first season, which premiered more than 30 years ago, Phoebe is invited to join Joey, Ross, and Chandler to help assemble furniture in Ross’s new apartment. Phoebe, without missing a beat, simply replies: “I wish I could, but I don’t want to!”

This is the response from the three original invitees to the host’s party, at least according to this millennial’s Friends-inspired paraphrase of Luke 14. “Thanks,” they each say; “wish we could, but we don’t want to!” The host, humiliated by rejection, realizes that the usual social expectations aren’t working for him. Usually, someone hosting a party hopes that people higher up the social ladder will attend. If those at the “top” come first, then those at the “bottom” will often find their place in the end, if at all. But this host makes a strange and countercultural move: he begins to focus on the “bottom up,” at least in the eyes of those who initially rejected his invitation.

“Go,” he tells his slave. “Get the poor. Get the disabled. Get the blind. Get the lame. Go grab Phil, who pandhandes across the street between Panera Bread and City BBQ. Go get Denice, who camps out under the canopy of the closed store next to Scuppernong Books downtown. Go find Don, the Harris Teeter worker who moonlights as a Lyft driver to feed his family because his SNAP benefits are about to run out. Go get them all and bring them here.” The slave goes and does as he is told. And the masses come. But there’s still more room. The host sends the slave out again, saying, grab literally whoever you can. Because there’s still more room, and there is no stranger at my table.

And, thus, the feast begins. Phil isn’t seen as an eyesore by those who just want to get home with their groceries. Denice can now feel her fingers and toes again. Don gets a much-needed break from the rat race that consumes his life just to keep his kids from starving. Choice wine is poured. Fresh bread is broken. Grapes are rolling on the floor because there’s no more room on the table to contain all the food that has been prepared. Laughter flows as freely as the drinks. For a moment, the social order is reversed, and the kingdom of heaven has disturbed the status quo just enough to remind everyone present that the way things are isn’t the way things have to be.  And they are indeed not the way God has promised them to be.

That is how we begin Lent this year.  With an open invitation that is ours to receive.  Who wouldn’t want to say yes to a party like that?  Well, as it turns out, there will always be some who would find such a gathering an abomination.

A few months ago, our Theology on Tap group read C.S. Lewis’ novel, The Great Divorce.  In The Great Divorce, C. S. Lewis doesn’t picture heaven and hell as two static destinations where people are permanently “assigned.” Instead, he imagines them as ends of a spectrum—and the real drama is the direction a person chooses to move. Again and again, the book suggests that the boundary between heaven and hell is traced less by God’s refusal than by our resistance: God keeps offering invitation, mercy, and transformation, but we can cling to the resentments, fears, and self-protective illusions that make joy unbearable. In Lewis’s telling, then, the question of heaven or hell isn’t finally about God sorting people into categories; it’s about whether we accept the offered invitation and step toward the light, or insist on turning away.

And, he would also offer, there are plenty of people who, given the choice between heaven or hell, choose “the bad place.” In one of my favorite chapters, a very self-righteous man is well on his way to “the good place.” He prides himself on all the good he has done in his life. He did the right things. Checked the appropriate boxes on his moral inventory. But as he heads toward heaven, he is introduced to a man named Len, who murdered an innocent man back on earth. “What are you doing here?” the self-righteous man asks. “I’ve gone straight all my life. I don’t say I was a religious man and I don’t say I had no faults, far from it. But I’ve done my best all my life, see? I’ve done my best by everyone, that’s the kind of chap I was. I never asked for anything that wasn’t mine by rights. If I wanted a drink, I paid for it, and if I took my wages, I done my job, see? That’s the kind of guy I was, and I don’t care who knows it! I’m not asking for anyone’s bleeding charity!”

To this, Len, responds, “Ask for the Bleeding Charity.  Everything is here for the asking, and nothing can be bought.”

To this, the righteous man indignantly responds, “I’d rather be damned than go along with you!”  And he turns around and heads toward hell.

“We wish we could,” the well-to-do folks in today’s parable said, “but we just don’t want to.”

I wish I could stand before you today and honestly say that there’s nothing in God’s invitation to the kingdom of heaven that doesn’t rub me the wrong way. Of course, it does! Because I’ve been taught that righteousness is a solo act—something I do for myself, something I earn. But that’s not how God’s math works. It’s not about me. And it’s not about you. It’s about us. And that’s the invitation we receive this evening as we mark our foreheads with ashes and remind ourselves that none of this is a solo act, and everything we do and everything we are depends on God’s grace and God’s invitation. You and I aren’t called to “reinvent” grace (as if it were ever a creation of our own!). We’re simply meant to rest in the truth that we’re invited to the table not because we’ve earned it, but because God has made space. And after we’ve rested in that truth, then comes the time to share it!  Because that’s all this party has ever been about, really.

And some people will never accept that. There will always be those who say there’s no room for the immigrant. There will always be those who say there’s no room for the refugee, or the incarcerated, or the homeless, or the anxious, or the disabled, or the political enemy, or the neighbor whose yard sign makes your blood pressure rise. There will always be those voices, but those voices aren’t the ones we listen to today. On Ash Wednesday, we will hear a voice say, “You are dust, and to dust you shall return.” We can see that promise as a warning or as an invitation to humility, grace, and a different perspective—away from the voices that claim might is right and influence is the only currency worth pursuing.

Instead, I hope we all hear that voice declaring our dustiness as a voice that will forever be God’s voice; a voice with an unending invitation for you - yes, you. An invitation that’s freely available to you right here, right now. And if you can’t accept it now, it will be available to you again. Because the Good News is…everyone is invited.

The Rev. Jesse Jackson died a few days ago at the age of 84.  And in 1972, the 31-year-old civil rights activist visited the most magical place in the world, an address known as 123 Sesame Street.  And there, he met with a diverse group of children and led them in a liturgy for which he became well known.  The call and response went as such, with him as the liturgist and the children the chorus of the many:

I am…I AM…somebody…SOMEBODY!
I am…I AM…somebody…SOMEBODY!
I may be poor…I MAY BE POOR…but I am…BUT I AM…somebody…SOMEBODY.
I may be young…I MAY BE YOUNG…but I am…BUT I AM…somebody…SOMEBODY.
I may be on welfare…I MAY BE ON WELFARE…but I am…I AM…somebody…SOMEBODY.
I may be small…I MAY BE SMALL…but I am…I AM…somebody…SOMEBODY.
I may make a mistake…I MAY MAKE A MISTAKE…but I am…BUT I AM…somebody…SOMEBODY.
My clothes are different…MY CLOTHES ARE DIFFERENT…
My face is different…MY FACE IS DIFFERENT…
My hair is different…MY HAIR IS DIFFERENT…
But I am…BUT I AM…somebody…SOMEBODY.
I am black…BLACK…brown…BROWN…white…WHITE…
I speak a different language…I SPEAK A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE
But I must be respected…RESPECTED…protected…PROTECTED…
and never rejected…AND NEVER REJECTED.
I am…I AM…God’s child…GOD’S CHILD…
I am…I AM…somebody…SOMEBODY!

So friends, say it with me, I am…I AM…God’s child…GOD’S CHILD…I am…I AM…somebody…SOMEBODY.  There’s room for me….THERE’S ROOM FOR ME…at God’s Table…AT GOD’S TABLE…there’s room for my neighbor…THERE’S ROOM FOR MY NEIGHBOR…at God’s Table…AT GOD’S TABLE.  And no one and nothing can change that!  AND NO ONE AND NOTHING CAN CHANGE THAT.

And may all of us, God’s beloveds, say: Amen.

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Stephen Fearing

Stephen was born in 1988 in Cookeville, TN, where his parents met whilst attending Tennessee Tech. Shortly after, they moved to Dalton, Georgia where they put down roots and joined First Presbyterian Church, the faith family that taught Stephen that he was first and foremost a beloved child of God. It was this community that taught Stephen that it was OK to have questions and doubts and that nothing he could do could every possibly separate him from the love of God. In 1995, his sister, Sarah Kate, joined the family and Stephen began his journey as a life-long musician. Since then, he has found a love of music and has found this gift particularly fitting for his call to ministry. Among the instruments that he enjoys are piano, trumpet, guitar, and handbells. Stephen has always had a love of singing and congregation song. An avid member of the marching band, Stephen was the drum major of his high school's marching band. In 2006, Stephen began his tenure at Presbyterian College in Clinton, SC where he majored in Religion and minored in History. While attending PC, Stephen continued to explore his love of music by participating in the Wind Ensemble, Jazz Band, Jazz Combo, Jazz Trio, as well as playing in the PC Handbell ensemble and playing mandolin and banjo PC's very own bluegrass/rock group, Hosegrass, of which Stephen was a founding member (Hosegrass even released their own CD!). In 2010, Stephen moved from Clinton to Atlanta to attend Columbia Theological Seminary to pursue God's call on his life to be a pastor in the PC(USA). During this time, Stephen worked at Trinity Presbyterian Church, Silver Creek Presbyterian Church, Central Presbyterian Church, and Westminster Presbyterian Church. For three years, Stephen served as the Choir Director of Columbia Theological Seminary's choir and also served as the Interim Music Director at Westminster Presbyterian Church. In 2014, Stephen graduated from Columbia with a Masters of Divinity and a Masters of Arts in Practical Theology with an emphasis in liturgy, music, and worship. In July of 2014, Stephen was installed an ordained as Teaching Elder at Shelter Island Presbyterian Church in Shelter Island, NY. Later that year, Stephen married the love of his life, Tricia, and they share their home on Shelter Island with their Golden Doodle, Elsie, and their calico cat, Audrey. In addition to his work with the people who are Shelter Island Presbyterian Church, Stephen currently serves as a commission from Long Island Presbytery to the Synod of the Northeast and, beginning in January of 2016, will moderate the Synod's missions team.

"Rest for Your Soul: Embracing God's Invitation" (January 18, 2026 Sermon)

Texts: Jeremiah 6:16 & Matthew 11:28-30

Do you remember the movie Cast Away? Tom Hanks plays Chuck Noland, a FedEx employee obsessed with productivity, efficiency, and the bottom line. His obsession makes him a great troubleshooter for FedEx, but his workaholic tendencies threaten his relationships. Spoiler alert: he gets stranded alone on a small tropical island for about five years, where deadlines, efficiency reports, and the rat race of corporate America become a thing of the past. The movie ends when Chuck is rescued and travels to Texas to deliver a package he kept with him, unopened, throughout his ordeal. He leaves a note on the recipient's porch saying the package saved his life. As he drives away, he stops at a crossroads, looking in the different directions he can take. I suppose he could go back to the endless rat race of his former corporate life, or he could choose another path—a quieter, more introspective one. The scene fades to black as a gentle smile appears on Chuck’s face while he looks down the road toward the house where he just delivered the package.

I believe many of us are at a crossroads right now regarding the rhythm and pace of our lives, especially when it comes to our news consumption, social media use, and the increasingly unavoidable presence of artificial intelligence. For many, life has become so fast-paced and chaotic, and our reliance on technology and social media so overwhelming, that it’s hard to find balance and meaningful connections. That’s the focus of this three-week sermon series called “Stop the Scroll.” In conversations with my own therapist, my wife who is also a therapist, and with many of you, I’m hearing a recurring theme. We’re tired. We’re overwhelmed. We’re disconnected. Our spirits, our bodies, feel, as Bilbo Baggins once famously said, “like too little butter scraped over too much bread.”

I suppose I should confess that this sermon series is personal for me: I’m in a chapter of my life where finding rest has never been more difficult. But one certainly doesn’t need to be a parent like me to understand that feeling. I know many of you, who are in different stages of life, also feel burdened and weary. Caring for aging parents. Worrying about the world our children and grandchildren will inherit. Struggling to find employment. Wrestling with difficult relationships and trying to help family and friends battling addiction.

I’m not going to stand before you, wagging my finger and offering a simplistic, callous message that suggests finding rest these days is easy or straightforward. We all know it’s not. But I do hope that you and I can use the next few weeks to examine our relationship with technology, news, and social media, because all three are major factors in our collective struggle to balance responsibility and rest, advocacy and sabbath, action with stillness. Together, let’s stand at this crossroads and listen for God’s voice inviting us, as Matthew’s gospel says, to find rest for our weary and burdened souls.

As a millennial who grew up in the 90s, I remember the days before the internet. I remember flipping through card catalogs at the library. I remember when our family cell phone had to be physically installed in our minivan, complete with a literal antenna (I seem to recall the phone worked about 25% of the time). I remember getting my first cell phone in high school; it was a flip phone that was almost indestructible. I also remember getting in trouble often with my parents because a single text message cost ten cents and my parents’ phone bill suffered as a result.  I remember my mom going through a big scrapbooking phase long before we started creating digital photo albums. And I remember 8-tracks—okay, I’m joking about that one; I’ve never used an 8-track in my life.

And then things sped up.  Fast.  I remember when we first got dial-up internet.  And the drama that was caused when one of us picked up the phone - you know, with a cord and all that - and that Backstreet Boys song I had been so carefully ripping off of Napster disappeared mid-download.  I remember getting my first “smart phone” when I went to seminary and iPhones had just come out.  I could, of course, go on and on about all the technological advances that have happened since but it would take forever.

Now, we’re glued to our devices. Artificial intelligence is in almost everything we do (I can’t even refill my prescriptions these days without using AI). Gone are the days when politics was boring and we weren’t at each other’s throats. Gone are the days when news consumption was limited to the paper newspaper at breakfast, NPR in the car, or watching CNN or Fox on the treadmill at the gym. Now, notifications about the latest shooting, political cage match, or natural disaster are so frequent they become white noise, a constant source of both addiction and exhaustion. The nonstop flow of alerts and updates has changed how we relate to information, making it feel both urgent and trivial at once. We scroll mindlessly through headlines, often desensitized to the seriousness of events, yet still pushed to debate and discuss, often escalating quickly. Our social media feeds serve as battlegrounds for opinions, where nuance gets lost in the chaos, and empathy is scarce. In this chaotic landscape, we are both connected and isolated, craving meaningful interactions while sinking in a sea of digital noise.

And here’s the problem. Our brains were never designed to handle the enormous amount of noise we face today. From an evolutionary perspective, our brains tend to favor bad news because our Neanderthal ancestors who were more hyperaware of threats were more likely to survive and pass on their genes. But it’s not just the type of news we consume; it’s the sheer volume. In an article on Psychology Today, psychologist Dr. Charles R. Chaffin states: “Beyond the brain’s natural inclination toward negative information, the sheer volume of content we consume also affects our ability to process it effectively. The constant flow of news can create a numbing effect, where people either become desensitized to tragedies or experience heightened anxiety because they feel powerless to change the situation. This paradox—being both overwhelmed and disengaged—can lead to decision fatigue, stress, and an overall sense of helplessness (Chaffin, 2021). The rise of doomscrolling—mindlessly scrolling through bad news for extended periods—exacerbates this problem. Studies show that excessive news consumption is linked to increased anxiety and depression (Holman et al., 2020). The more we consume distressing information, the harder it becomes to put it into context, leading to a skewed perception of reality.

Friends, that’s the paradox you and I face. That is the crossroads at which we find ourselves. And it’s a crossroads that’s mentioned in today’s verse from Jeremiah: “Stand at the crossroads and look, and ask for the ancient paths, where the good way lies; and walk in it, and find rest for your souls.” Together, we stand at a crossroads between our obligation to be informed and active citizens of our democracy, on the one hand, and the need to protect our own rest, on the other hand. But the good news is that those aren’t necessarily two divergent paths. Nowhere in the Gospels do I see Jesus expecting his followers to avoid the messiness of the world, bury their heads in the sand, and pretend everything is perfect. No, he expected his followers to be active participants in creation, bending that moral arc of the universe, sharing the good news of the Gospel with those who need rest, who need a break from the oppressive powers that assail them. But Jesus also slept in a storm. The Son also took time to rest, pray, and be with the Father. Christ got tired. Christ was overwhelmed. Christ needed Sabbath. And, in turn, he offered himself as sabbath to us.

“Come to me, all you who are weary and are carrying heavy burdens,” Jesus said, “and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.”

We have heard those words spoken today.  We’ve heard those words sung today.  Taking them to heart is one of the ancient paths that the Jeremiah passage harkens, the paths where the good way lies, where we find rest for our souls.

The problem is that you and I too often only rest “when we get around to it.”  We wait to rest until the to-do list is finished (is it ever?).  We wait to rest “until things calm down” (spoiler alert: they never do).  We wait to rest after we feel we’ve pleased the gods of productivity (hint: those are greedy idols whose appetite for our souls is never satisfied!).

At some point, I’ve had to accept that rest isn’t just something my body does out of necessity, but also something my spirit does to honor God and accept my limitations. Even Jesus accepted his limitations. Satan tried to tempt Jesus with more - more power, more security, more satisfaction - and each time Jesus responded, “Nah, I’m good. I don’t need to be more than I already am to be who God is calling me to be. My baptism is sufficient.” What a radical statement, y’all!

Perhaps if we channeled that voice, that vibe, that sense of vocation, you and I might be better able to strike that healthy balance between having "the newspaper in one hand and the Bible in the other," as Karl Barth once famously said.

No matter what you need to rest from - social media, technology, news consumption, or always saying “yes” - whatever it is, remember this week that practicing rest is a way to acknowledge our limitations and honor God and the way God made us. But as we’ve said, it’s hard. There are many reasons why we find it difficult to rest, and it occurs to me that rest is not necessarily always a solo activity. In fact, it’s often a group effort (kind of like what we’re doing right now). This was a recurring theme when about eight of us gathered last Tuesday for the Word This Week. And I’ve thought of two examples to show that truth.

The first example comes from my frequent inspiration, Brené Brown. In a podcast from some years ago, she talked about marriage and said that whoever first suggested that a healthy marriage is 50/50 didn’t know what they were talking about. She and her husband check in with each other when they get home from work each day. They rate themselves on their energy and patience levels. Steve, her husband, might come home after a particularly tough day at work and admit he’s only at a “20.” Brené might respond, “Good to know. Don’t worry, I’ve got the other 80 covered.” On other days, it might be the opposite. Brené may come home saying she only has 10, and Steve will say he can cover the other 90. Some days, they might not even add up to 100. Sometimes, they come home and only total 50 between them. That’s when they make a conscious effort to sit down and talk about how they can be kind, compassionate, and gentle with each other despite their energy or patience being low. I love this example because it isn’t just about romantic relationships (though it’s great advice for any couple!). I wonder how you and I might find more rest if we normalize having those honest and vulnerable conversations.

The second example of how rest is a group effort involves meerkats. How many of y’all have seen the meerkat exhibit right up the road at the science center? If you have, then you know the drill. Meerkats live in clans of about 20-50 members, and at the science center, there’s a tall central pillar where you'll always find a single meerkat standing watch, looking for danger. This meerkat is called the sentinel. It constantly scans the horizon for potential threats. You can think of it like your brain when you’re doomscrolling and constantly on the lookout for things to worry about, or be angry about, or argue about. But here’s the thing: the meerkats take turns. Every member of the clan takes shifts so the rest of the group can rest.

Y’all, let’s be each others meerkats!

Let’s be each other’s meerkats because I believe, like Chuck Noland in Cast Away, we are at a crossroads as a society. We’ve been through so much, and like Chuck, we’re struggling to practice rest after such a long period of disconnection and disorientation. I hope that you and I can be one another’s meerkats — to watch out for each other, check in, and advocate for our neighbors, family, and friends when rest is needed for our weary souls and tired bodies. Because in doing so, we honor God, acknowledge our limitations, and accept Jesus’ invitation to rest. So this week, try to step away - even briefly - from the news, the doomscroll, or whatever it is that drains you, and be a sentinel meerkat or allow someone else to be a sentinel meerkat for you. And then, we get back to work bending that moral arc of the universe toward the place God has promised us it’s heading!

In the name of God the Creator, Redeemer, and Sustainer, may all of us, God’s meerkats, say: Amen!

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Stephen Fearing

Stephen was born in 1988 in Cookeville, TN, where his parents met whilst attending Tennessee Tech. Shortly after, they moved to Dalton, Georgia where they put down roots and joined First Presbyterian Church, the faith family that taught Stephen that he was first and foremost a beloved child of God. It was this community that taught Stephen that it was OK to have questions and doubts and that nothing he could do could every possibly separate him from the love of God. In 1995, his sister, Sarah Kate, joined the family and Stephen began his journey as a life-long musician. Since then, he has found a love of music and has found this gift particularly fitting for his call to ministry. Among the instruments that he enjoys are piano, trumpet, guitar, and handbells. Stephen has always had a love of singing and congregation song. An avid member of the marching band, Stephen was the drum major of his high school's marching band. In 2006, Stephen began his tenure at Presbyterian College in Clinton, SC where he majored in Religion and minored in History. While attending PC, Stephen continued to explore his love of music by participating in the Wind Ensemble, Jazz Band, Jazz Combo, Jazz Trio, as well as playing in the PC Handbell ensemble and playing mandolin and banjo PC's very own bluegrass/rock group, Hosegrass, of which Stephen was a founding member (Hosegrass even released their own CD!). In 2010, Stephen moved from Clinton to Atlanta to attend Columbia Theological Seminary to pursue God's call on his life to be a pastor in the PC(USA). During this time, Stephen worked at Trinity Presbyterian Church, Silver Creek Presbyterian Church, Central Presbyterian Church, and Westminster Presbyterian Church. For three years, Stephen served as the Choir Director of Columbia Theological Seminary's choir and also served as the Interim Music Director at Westminster Presbyterian Church. In 2014, Stephen graduated from Columbia with a Masters of Divinity and a Masters of Arts in Practical Theology with an emphasis in liturgy, music, and worship. In July of 2014, Stephen was installed an ordained as Teaching Elder at Shelter Island Presbyterian Church in Shelter Island, NY. Later that year, Stephen married the love of his life, Tricia, and they share their home on Shelter Island with their Golden Doodle, Elsie, and their calico cat, Audrey. In addition to his work with the people who are Shelter Island Presbyterian Church, Stephen currently serves as a commission from Long Island Presbytery to the Synod of the Northeast and, beginning in January of 2016, will moderate the Synod's missions team.

"Fear Doesn't Stop Us" (January 4, 2026 Sermon)

“In the time of King Herod…”

This sermon series ends with the same words with which it began: a frank acknowledgment that Christ is born and Herod still looms large. “Silent Night” has been sung, candles have been lit and raised in defiance during the final verse, shepherds have quaked, glories have streamed from heaven afar, and heavenly hosts have sung “Alleluia.” And Herod still reigns.

From his perch in Jerusalem, far from the peaceful hills of Bethlehem, Herod hears whispers about the birth of a child who will be called “King of the Jews.” The text tells us that this frightened him. It’s comical, really, to think of a big, mighty man like Herod being afraid of a helpless little baby. But Herod probably knew of a particular story about another baby, one who floated down the Nile in a homemade basket, and that didn’t turn out very well for the man in power in that story. So he lets his fear bring out the worst in him. But it also says that Herod wasn’t the only one scared at that moment. Matthew tells us that all of Jerusalem was afraid along with him. I have to admit, I’ve often been confused by that statement. Why would all of Jerusalem, a subjugated Jewish community, also fear the birth of a child who was supposed to be their savior? It doesn’t seem to make sense. But if we look closely, the text doesn’t say that the people of Jerusalem shared Herod’s fear; it only says they were frightened as well. Maybe they weren’t scared of the baby, but of Herod’s likely reaction to his birth. Because men like Herod rarely respond to fear with curiosity. No, they usually respond with some combination of violence, retaliation, and paranoia. They shoot first and ask questions later. The people of Jerusalem were not afraid of Jesus' birth itself, but of the violent response they knew would follow, and they weren’t wrong.

I trust the story is familiar to most of us.  The Magi are sent by Herod on a mission to investigate the birth of the prophesied child, under the laughably false pretense that he wants to "pay him homage." The Magi follow their instructions... until they don’t. They check their charts and follow the star. In the end, they find the child.

Here, I want to share two observations that I hope won’t spoil Epiphany for everyone. First, the text doesn’t specify the number of Magi, nor does it call them “kings.” It’s only later that Christian traditions assign the number “three” to them. Second, the text also doesn’t specify the gender of the magi. The term for Magi comes from the Greek word “magoi,” which generally referred to a variety of Zoroastrian mystics, most likely of Persian ethnicity. Since there are at least two of them, the Greek word in Matthew’s gospel is a gender-neutral plural pronoun. It’s well-known that both men and women were called magi in those days. So, it’s plausible that the magi, whatever their number, could have been women.

Although we don’t have textual proof of the gender of the magi, I like to think of them as women because, if they were indeed women, it would place them in the company of other women and girls who stood up to men like Herod elsewhere in the Biblical narrative. Last summer, we did a sermon series on the women and girls of the Hebrew Scriptures, and you may recall a group of them who saved Moses’ skin on more than one occasion before, during, and after his conflicts with Pharaoh.

Although the Magi may or may not have known that specific story, they embody the rebellious spirit of those women and girls when they choose, after finding the baby Jesus, to blatantly disobey Herod and “return home by another way.” Their “epiphany,” if you will, leads them to literally change course. Instead of allowing fear to make them part of Herod’s murderous rage, they hold fear and curiosity together as they decide to tread the path of peace.

We know, as Steve Harvey would frequently say on the radio, “the rest of the story.” Herod learns of the magi’s disobedience and goes on a killing spree. Because men like Herod will do all sorts of violent things in the name of “peace.” Subjugate this group of people. Bomb this country. Force regime change in the name of “democracy.” Stoke racial tensions to distract from gross incompetence. Herods love to think of themselves as unique, special, and innovative, when in fact they follow a tired playbook that relies on violence instead of bringing people together to help one another and serve the common good.

And so, on this Epiphany, we stand on familiar ground with stark parallels between the violence of those days and our current circumstances. It may be a new year, but we see a painfully familiar pattern of those in power using fear to drive us apart repeating itself. However, we won’t let that happen. Because you and I know “the rest of the story.” We know that Jesus survived Herod’s order of infanticide. He survived because Mary and Joseph fled to Egypt to escape the danger. Jesus, therefore, began his life as a refugee on the run.

But the story continued.  Jesus returned and continued to challenge the Roman Empire by providing a alternative to one driven by fear run wild.  Instead, he showed us what it looked like when love run wilds.  And that’s the work that we continue in his name to this very day.

As we begin a new year, we affirm that fear won’t stop us from letting love run wild.  As we begin a new year, we will join the Magi by going home by another road.  You know, some thirteen centuries after the Magi went home by another road, another Persian mystic by the name of Rumi wrote this poem called, "Keep Walking.”

Keep walking, though there’s no place to get to.
Don’t try to see through the distances.
That’s not for human beings.
Move within, but don’t move the way fear makes you move.
Today, like every other day, we wake up empty and frightened.
Don’t open the door to the study and begin reading.
Take down a musical instrument.
Let the beauty we love be what we do.
There are hundreds of ways to kneel and kiss the ground.

Friends, I invite you to holy curiosity this day.  In this new year, as that Persian poet preached, how will you let the beauty you love be what you do?  How will we, as a church, let the beauty we love be what we do?  For there are hundreds of ways to kneel and kiss the ground.  And there are hundreds of ways for us to kneel and give the Christ-child homage.  And when we rise again to our feet, we can choose to return to the Herods of the world, or we can go home by another way.  And we do that by holding curiosity along with our fear.

In that spirit, I’ll close this day with the following words from Rev. Dr. Boyung Lee, who wrote much of the commentary that undergirded this sermon series.  In her reflection for this week, she wrote the following and I commend these words to each of you:

Who are the magi among us today—
those willing to cross borders for truth and love?

Who are the Marys,
holding the Christ child in fragile arms,
waiting for a knock at the door?

Who are the Herods,
terrified their illegitimate power
might be exposed by the light?

In the face of fear, let us travel together.
Let us defy empire not with swords,
but with solidarity.

Let us kneel in awe,
not before the powerful,
but before the powerless Christ,
whose birth marks the beginning of
God’s peace campaign.

Let us believe, with trembling hope,
that fear does not have the last word.

Because fear doesn’t stop us.
Love leads us forward.

In the name of God the Creator, Redeemer, and Sustainer, may all of us, God's children, say: Amen.

Comment

Stephen Fearing

Stephen was born in 1988 in Cookeville, TN, where his parents met whilst attending Tennessee Tech. Shortly after, they moved to Dalton, Georgia where they put down roots and joined First Presbyterian Church, the faith family that taught Stephen that he was first and foremost a beloved child of God. It was this community that taught Stephen that it was OK to have questions and doubts and that nothing he could do could every possibly separate him from the love of God. In 1995, his sister, Sarah Kate, joined the family and Stephen began his journey as a life-long musician. Since then, he has found a love of music and has found this gift particularly fitting for his call to ministry. Among the instruments that he enjoys are piano, trumpet, guitar, and handbells. Stephen has always had a love of singing and congregation song. An avid member of the marching band, Stephen was the drum major of his high school's marching band. In 2006, Stephen began his tenure at Presbyterian College in Clinton, SC where he majored in Religion and minored in History. While attending PC, Stephen continued to explore his love of music by participating in the Wind Ensemble, Jazz Band, Jazz Combo, Jazz Trio, as well as playing in the PC Handbell ensemble and playing mandolin and banjo PC's very own bluegrass/rock group, Hosegrass, of which Stephen was a founding member (Hosegrass even released their own CD!). In 2010, Stephen moved from Clinton to Atlanta to attend Columbia Theological Seminary to pursue God's call on his life to be a pastor in the PC(USA). During this time, Stephen worked at Trinity Presbyterian Church, Silver Creek Presbyterian Church, Central Presbyterian Church, and Westminster Presbyterian Church. For three years, Stephen served as the Choir Director of Columbia Theological Seminary's choir and also served as the Interim Music Director at Westminster Presbyterian Church. In 2014, Stephen graduated from Columbia with a Masters of Divinity and a Masters of Arts in Practical Theology with an emphasis in liturgy, music, and worship. In July of 2014, Stephen was installed an ordained as Teaching Elder at Shelter Island Presbyterian Church in Shelter Island, NY. Later that year, Stephen married the love of his life, Tricia, and they share their home on Shelter Island with their Golden Doodle, Elsie, and their calico cat, Audrey. In addition to his work with the people who are Shelter Island Presbyterian Church, Stephen currently serves as a commission from Long Island Presbytery to the Synod of the Northeast and, beginning in January of 2016, will moderate the Synod's missions team.

"Good News Is Louder Than Fear" (December 24, 2025 Sermon)

My therapist told me that we all have at least two voices inside our heads.  One is a wise owl. It goes by many names: “grace,” “gentleness,” or “wisdom.” The Psalmist would call this owl the voice that reminds us to be still and know that God is God. This wise owl whispers words into our ears that encourage, affirm, and comfort us. It speaks words of encouragement when we need them. For example, my wise owl gently hoots into my ear that I am a beloved child of God whenever the world tries to tell me otherwise. When I feel like a failure, a bad parent, or any other shameful label, my wise owl assures me that I don’t need to do anything to earn God’s love and that nothing in life or death can ever separate me from God’s grace and forgiveness. When I feel overwhelmed by the brokenness in the world around me, this wise owl reminds me that my job isn’t to fix everything, but simply to do justice now, love kindness now, and walk humbly now. My wise owl isn’t always as loud as I wish it was, because its strength lies in its gentle quietness, cultivated through years of experience, mistakes, and grace received. The voice of our wise owl is always present, but sometimes it can be drowned out by another voice.

My therapist tells me this other voice we all hear is like a loud, obnoxious, endlessly barking dog. And this dog’s name is “fear” (or, if you prefer, its cousin, “anxiety”). Sometimes, this dog acts on its own. Over the years, it has learned specific signals, like a doorbell or a notification on our phone about the latest upsetting headline. At times, this dog can go wild when we’re surrounded by fears weaponized against us; fears that more often than not drive us apart instead of bringing us together. Quite often, the quiet voice of our wise owl doesn’t stand a chance when our fears bark up a storm, creating a maelstrom of misery, some of which is thrust upon us and some of which we create ourselves. These two voices are always in our heads, and a good therapist can be a helpful conversation partner, helping us distinguish which voice is which and which voice is healthy to listen to.

Because, friends, sometimes that dog is a helpful voice!  Tricia and I are teaching our two young girls that it’s dangerous to cross a street or a parking lot without an adult.  When in that situation, we want Hazel Grace and Windsor to listen to the barking dog in their head, saying, “woof, woof! There’s a car coming!”

But there are other times when the barking dogs of our fears think that they are the alpha dog of the household of our minds.  The poet Mary Oliver speaks of her “barking dog” in one of my favorite poems, called “I Worried:”

I worried a lot. Will the garden grow, will the rivers
flow in the right direction, will the earth turn
as it was taught, and if not how shall
I correct it?

Was I right, was I wrong, will I be forgiven,
can I do better?

Will I ever be able to sing, even the sparrows
can do it and I am, well,
hopeless.

Is my eyesight fading or am I just imagining it,
am I going to get rheumatism,
lockjaw, dementia?

Finally I saw that worrying had come to nothing.
And I gave it up. And took my old body
and went out into the morning,
and sang.

My suspicion is that you know exactly what it feels like to fret that like.  And perhaps you also know the peace of precious moments when we’re able to let go and take our old bodies out into the morning and sing.

And that’s what we’ve done this evening. We’ve taken our bodies—some older and some younger—and brought ourselves to this place of worship, where we will soon light candles and listen to our wise old owl selves sing 'Silent Night' in a world that is often far from silent. Perhaps you’ve come here out of tradition because this is your church and you don’t know where else to be. Perhaps you’ve come because of family obligation, because it’s what must be done to keep everyone happy. Maybe you’re here for the flickering light of the candle in your hand and the peaceful feeling of singing songs you’ve known since childhood. Or perhaps you’re here for a mix of all those reasons or perhaps you don't know why you’re here at all!

But no matter your reason for being here, God has brought you here this evening—whether gathered in this space or worshiping with us through our livestream—hoping for some small voice to remind you that if all is not well, then all is not over. Perhaps, like me, you have a deep, deep longing for something to cut through the chaos and clamor, the noise and the nastiness, to remind you that God is still at work in the world and that that barking dog of your fears won’t have the final word.

So, if you’re eager for that reminder, as I am, we need to confront the following paradox. In a sermon titled “Good news is louder than fear,” we must acknowledge that good news isn’t always louder than fear, but it is stronger. For example, consider the world into which Christ was born. He was born into an occupied land controlled as a colony of the Roman Empire. The Empire took up all the oxygen in the room. Its rulers, like Herod who governed Judea, made sure they were the loudest voice in the room. And more often than not, their goal was to instill fear that kept a marginalized people “in their place.” The logic of figures like his, I suppose, is that “might makes right,” and he who makes the most noise controls the narrative.

But sometimes men like Herod learn the hard way that narratives can be lost in rather surprising, unforeseen ways.  Pharaoh was brought to his knees by a God who sent a group of women and girls to save a baby in a basket floating down a river.  Herod, likewise, heard tell of an infant born to fulfill some prophecy, and he sent the Magi to hunt this kid down so he could kill him.  Compared to the noise of an empire that counted on the sound of clanging armor and weapons to instill fear, the birth of a baby in some backwoods town under their jurisdiction must have seemed a harmless whisper.

But some whispers don't stay harmless or quiet for long. “Do not be afraid” is a whisper that can inspire a young girl to stand up for herself in a world that tells her to be quiet. “Peace among those who God favors” is a whisper that has mobilized people across our country to protect our immigrant and refugee neighbors from harassment and predatory incarceration. “I am bringing you good news” is a message that started as a whisper earlier this year in this very congregation, leading us to open our doors to a dozen women this summer to provide overnight shelter and food while they sought steady employment and affordable housing. “You will find a child” is a whisper that has unsettled Pharaohs and Herods for more than 2,000 years because the Kingdom this infant has brought operates from a kind of math that confounds those who live by the sword.

Because the Kingdom of Heaven, born in a manger on that still, silent night, has never depended on brute strength or the bully pulpit to accomplish its work. Instead, it relies on the whispers of the faithful who remind each other that although the loud forces of violence have always claimed to be the final authority, such talk is built on a throne of lies. In truth, the Savior born to us needs no earthly throne. God doesn’t observe our definitions of power to bring salvation. Christ delivers his own power, but not in the way men like Herod expect.

Still, the truth remains: Christ is born, and Herod still rules. Christ is born, and the Empire’s violence persists. In the years to come, Christ will grow, inch by inch. He will be like any other baby, spitting up and giggling, crying and burping. He will learn to roll over, then crawl, then couch surf, and eventually take his first uncertain, wobbly steps by himself. Throughout all this, the Empire will continue to roar and rage, while Jesus gently coos in Mary and Joseph’s arms. But that whisper will grow, that coo will turn to courage, and those wobbly first steps will carry him all over a world full of fear, no less than the one we currently inhabit.

And so tonight, we rest in this good news: though Herods come and go, Christ remains. Though this year, in many ways, has seemed to be a victory for the barking dogs of fear over the wise owls of belovedness, compassion, and justice, Christ whispers hope into our weary ears. And you and I get to choose what to do with that whisper. We can let it flicker out like a candle in the wind or use the light of the whisper to ignite someone else’s candle. Then that person can carry the light on, and in Christ’s name, we keep sharing that light until it's no longer a whisper spoken in fear but a song sung in defiance.

As one commentator I read this week puts it: “It’s easy to believe that fear is louder than good news.  Just turn on the TV, scroll your feed, glance at the headlines, fear dominates…but on this night - this holy, trembling night - Luke dares to tell us otherwise.  Into a world defined by Empire, surveillance, and oppression, a birth breaks in.  Not in a palace, not under protection, but in the shadows of census and displacement…Luke isn’t writing a neutral tale; he's offering a counter-narrative to Roman propaganda.”

So let us not be swayed by loud, fear-mongering propaganda in its many forms. Yes, let us listen to the barking dogs of fear when their voices literally keep us safe. But let us not be swayed by the barks that tell us to fear one another. Let us not be seduced by the barks of division, violence, and enmity. Instead, let the whispers of this “silent night” grow into a steady drumbeat of hope. Not some empty hope that remains in the abstract. Let us practice a hope that feeds the hungry, houses the homeless, cares for the uninsured, protects the refugee, and sees empathy not as a weakness but as what keeps us human.

That, friends, is the kind of hope that may start as a whisper but never stays a whisper.  That’s a kind of hope that may begin as a helpless infant, but grows into a kingdom that will outlast the Herods who claim total authority in our lives.  That’s a kind of hope, that keeps us coming back to this timeless story, year after year, to proclaim together that, yes, indeed, good news is louder than fear.

In the name of God the Creator, Redeemer, and Sustainer, may all of us, God’s children, say: Amen.

Comment

Stephen Fearing

Stephen was born in 1988 in Cookeville, TN, where his parents met whilst attending Tennessee Tech. Shortly after, they moved to Dalton, Georgia where they put down roots and joined First Presbyterian Church, the faith family that taught Stephen that he was first and foremost a beloved child of God. It was this community that taught Stephen that it was OK to have questions and doubts and that nothing he could do could every possibly separate him from the love of God. In 1995, his sister, Sarah Kate, joined the family and Stephen began his journey as a life-long musician. Since then, he has found a love of music and has found this gift particularly fitting for his call to ministry. Among the instruments that he enjoys are piano, trumpet, guitar, and handbells. Stephen has always had a love of singing and congregation song. An avid member of the marching band, Stephen was the drum major of his high school's marching band. In 2006, Stephen began his tenure at Presbyterian College in Clinton, SC where he majored in Religion and minored in History. While attending PC, Stephen continued to explore his love of music by participating in the Wind Ensemble, Jazz Band, Jazz Combo, Jazz Trio, as well as playing in the PC Handbell ensemble and playing mandolin and banjo PC's very own bluegrass/rock group, Hosegrass, of which Stephen was a founding member (Hosegrass even released their own CD!). In 2010, Stephen moved from Clinton to Atlanta to attend Columbia Theological Seminary to pursue God's call on his life to be a pastor in the PC(USA). During this time, Stephen worked at Trinity Presbyterian Church, Silver Creek Presbyterian Church, Central Presbyterian Church, and Westminster Presbyterian Church. For three years, Stephen served as the Choir Director of Columbia Theological Seminary's choir and also served as the Interim Music Director at Westminster Presbyterian Church. In 2014, Stephen graduated from Columbia with a Masters of Divinity and a Masters of Arts in Practical Theology with an emphasis in liturgy, music, and worship. In July of 2014, Stephen was installed an ordained as Teaching Elder at Shelter Island Presbyterian Church in Shelter Island, NY. Later that year, Stephen married the love of his life, Tricia, and they share their home on Shelter Island with their Golden Doodle, Elsie, and their calico cat, Audrey. In addition to his work with the people who are Shelter Island Presbyterian Church, Stephen currently serves as a commission from Long Island Presbytery to the Synod of the Northeast and, beginning in January of 2016, will moderate the Synod's missions team.

"When You're Afraid, Give Me Your Hand" (December 21, 2025 Sermon)

Friends, today's theme and sub-theme in our ‘What Do You Fear, Insisting on Hope' Advent sermon series is 'When you're afraid, give me your hands.' Both of the passages Doug and I read are about solidarity. In the first passage, from Isaiah 41, God speaks to a very fearful people in exile, saying, 'Do not fear, for I am with you. Do not be afraid, for I am your God. I will strengthen you. I will help you. I will uphold you with my victorious right hand.' The second passage, from Matthew, shows another act of solidarity between Joseph and Mary. Joseph, described as a righteous man, planned to avoid making a scene about the situation with Mary and decided to divorce her quietly. But in a dream—something that often happens in Matthew's gospel—an angel appears and tells Joseph, 'No, I'm calling you to be in solidarity with Mary.' The angel knew they needed each other, and, in truth, we all need each other. I love that even before Jesus takes his first breath, people are already working together to bring him into the world.

And that is the message of Christmas. My brief remarks today are simply to express gratitude and wonder for the many ways I have seen you all, as your pastor, take each other's hands and link arms in solidarity. I get a bird's eye view of how, both in big and small ways, this congregation has come together to support one another and our neighbors. Earlier this year, you supported me by holding my hand when I was about to lose my mind writing my thesis, but I got through it with your help, prayers, and blessings. You held my hand, and we linked arms together. This summer, our congregation came together to take the hands and link the arms of a dozen or so women experiencing homelessness who were sheltered in the floor right beneath where we sit today. You all prepared the space, organized and served meals, and showed acts of hospitality, and my heart bursts to see how your hearts overflowed with love for our neighbors. We collected over a thousand pounds of food just a few months ago when SNAP benefits were in question. You all also came together this summer during a difficult time marked by the deaths of longtime members of this congregation. That was a tough period, and I saw how we held each other together in Christ's name. As we enter the fourth year of my time as your pastor, I am deeply grateful for the ways you all have come together in Christ's name.

And the ways I mentioned today were quite significant and very public. But the good news of the gospel, every Advent, is that God enters our lives, sometimes in small, subtle, yet equally beautiful ways. There was no grand celebration when Joseph was visited by the angel in his dream, yet what he and Mary chose to do together initiated the process of healing and reconciliation that you and I carry on to this day. So, friends, keep doing good work, because whenever we do, we join Mary and Joseph in welcoming Christ into a fearful and broken world. But that fear and brokenness will not have the final word.

And so I’ll close today with words I share every Christmas from Howard Thurman called “The Work of Christmas.” He once wrote, "When the song of the angels is stilled, when the star in the sky is gone, when the kings and princes are home, when the shepherds are back with their flock, the work of Christmas begins. To find the lost, to heal the broken, to feed the hungry, to release the prisoner, to rebuild the nations, to bring peace among others, and to make music in the heart." Friends, in the name of God, the Creator, Redeemer, and Sustainer, may all of us God's beloved children say.

In the name of God the Creator, Redeemer, and Sustainer, may all of us, God’s children, say: Amen.

Comment

Stephen Fearing

Stephen was born in 1988 in Cookeville, TN, where his parents met whilst attending Tennessee Tech. Shortly after, they moved to Dalton, Georgia where they put down roots and joined First Presbyterian Church, the faith family that taught Stephen that he was first and foremost a beloved child of God. It was this community that taught Stephen that it was OK to have questions and doubts and that nothing he could do could every possibly separate him from the love of God. In 1995, his sister, Sarah Kate, joined the family and Stephen began his journey as a life-long musician. Since then, he has found a love of music and has found this gift particularly fitting for his call to ministry. Among the instruments that he enjoys are piano, trumpet, guitar, and handbells. Stephen has always had a love of singing and congregation song. An avid member of the marching band, Stephen was the drum major of his high school's marching band. In 2006, Stephen began his tenure at Presbyterian College in Clinton, SC where he majored in Religion and minored in History. While attending PC, Stephen continued to explore his love of music by participating in the Wind Ensemble, Jazz Band, Jazz Combo, Jazz Trio, as well as playing in the PC Handbell ensemble and playing mandolin and banjo PC's very own bluegrass/rock group, Hosegrass, of which Stephen was a founding member (Hosegrass even released their own CD!). In 2010, Stephen moved from Clinton to Atlanta to attend Columbia Theological Seminary to pursue God's call on his life to be a pastor in the PC(USA). During this time, Stephen worked at Trinity Presbyterian Church, Silver Creek Presbyterian Church, Central Presbyterian Church, and Westminster Presbyterian Church. For three years, Stephen served as the Choir Director of Columbia Theological Seminary's choir and also served as the Interim Music Director at Westminster Presbyterian Church. In 2014, Stephen graduated from Columbia with a Masters of Divinity and a Masters of Arts in Practical Theology with an emphasis in liturgy, music, and worship. In July of 2014, Stephen was installed an ordained as Teaching Elder at Shelter Island Presbyterian Church in Shelter Island, NY. Later that year, Stephen married the love of his life, Tricia, and they share their home on Shelter Island with their Golden Doodle, Elsie, and their calico cat, Audrey. In addition to his work with the people who are Shelter Island Presbyterian Church, Stephen currently serves as a commission from Long Island Presbytery to the Synod of the Northeast and, beginning in January of 2016, will moderate the Synod's missions team.

"Even in Our Fear, We Are Called Forward - (December 14, 2025 Sermon)

I invite you to raise your hand if you’ve ever heard the following statements:

  • “God never gives you more than you can handle.”

  • “God doesn’t call the equipped; he equips the called.”

  • “Too blessed to be stressed.”

  • “Faith over fear.”

Your snarky pastor calls these phrases, and others like them, “bumper sticker theology.” Although they may be well-meaning, these phrases oversimplify complex theology into a few words slapped on a fender or embroidered on a pillow, or patched onto a t-shirt. No matter how altruistic the intent, the effect these phrases have on someone going through life can be hurtful. “Too blessed to be stressed,” probably isn’t a helpful or healing phrase when the recipient is a stressed-out mother juggling a full-time job and a side hustle, worried about skyrocketing healthcare premiums starting next month while trying to figure out if she can afford to buy her children Christmas gifts. “God never gives you more than you can handle” is a slap in the face to the man whose husband of decades dies of prostate cancer. “God doesn’t call the equipped; he equips the called” isn’t a helpful phrase to a teenager struggling with anxiety and depression, who doesn't know if it’s okay to say “no” to something to attend to their own self-care.

And finally, “faith over fear” creates an unhealthy binary, as though faith and fear are at war and we’re helplessly caught in the middle. When my five-year-old came to me a few days ago, saying she was scared to go to bed because she had a nightmare the night before, I didn’t tell her to “have more faith” or to “not be scared.” No, I got down on her level, put my arm around her, and said, “It’s OK to be scared, sweetheart. Nightmares are no fun.” Then we discussed what nightmares are and what they aren’t. We talked about how they're not real (even though they certainly feel real in the moment!). We discussed how mommy and daddy are right next door, and she can come get us if she gets scared. I hugged her and said, “It’s OK to be scared. Mommy, Daddy, and Sissy are here, and we’ll keep you safe. You are not alone.”

Though I suppose “It’s okay to be scared. I’m here” doesn’t quite have the same “ring” as “faith over fear,” it is definitely a much healthier way to talk about fear in relation to our faith. Both of the characters in today’s scripture readings, Jeremiah and Mary, had good reason to fear. Jeremiah was called to prophesy to Israelites as the Babylonians were gaining political influence and threatening the sovereignty of the Davidic monarchy. Prophets often face the tough task of telling people things they don’t want to hear, and because of that, their messages are rarely received with gratitude. “I am just a boy,” he says, “I don't know how to speak.” God replies to Jeremiah by telling him that he once knew a man named Moses who had the same excuses. “But never mind that,” God says to the young man, “I formed you, consecrated you, and appointed you. I’ve been with you since the beginning and I’m not leaving you now.”

Fast forward some 500+ years, and a different voice of reluctance is heard, “But I’m a virgin!” Mary was “perplexed,” the text tells us.  I’m here to tell you today that that is an unfortunately tame rendering of a Greek word that means something far more dramatic than mere puzzlement or confusion.  The Greek word is tarassō, which means troubled, agitated, or unsettled.  In fact, the specific word that Luke uses is diatarassō, where the first portion (“dia”) serves as an intensifier.  If tarassō means troubled, diatarassō means you’ve missed the exit for “troubled” and are barreling down the freeway of anxiety and fear.

The Rev. Dr. Boyung Lee explains it this way: “Mary is not simply puzzled - she is shaken, thrown off balance, possibly afraid for her life. And with good reason. Mary was young, unmarried, and living under the weight of imperial and patriarchal control. To be told - without warning - that she would bear a child by divine initiative wasn’t just a spiritual shock; it was a profound social and bodily risk.”

When was the last time you felt unsettled, unqualified, and overwhelmed? In those moments, we often respond with fight, flight, or freeze. In Mary’s case, it could be said she chose 'flight.' To be clear, she had said “yes.' She was not fleeing from God or the call bestowed upon her. Instead, she was perhaps running from people who might have stoned her for being an unmarried pregnant woman, which was legally permissible. Maybe her survival instinct led her to seek comfort with her much older cousin, Elizabeth. Or perhaps she was driven by a need to protect herself in a society that would have viewed her with suspicion and disdain under those extraordinary circumstances.

My suspicion is that God knew Mary would be scared, which is why I imagine God instructed the angel to tell Mary about Elizabeth. This, of course, aligns with God’s encounters with previous Biblical characters. God gave Aaron to Moses to help him confront Pharaoh (later, Moses would forget that he was not called to lead alone, and his father-in-law Jethro would lovingly say to him, “What you are doing is not good. You will surely wear yourself out… for the task is too heavy for you”). God gave Mordecai to Esther when she needed courage to confront King Ahasuerus and Haman. When Elijah was feeling overwhelmed, God gave him Elisha to help bear the burden. Saul’s son, Jonathan, became a beloved and trusted advisor for, and protector to, King David once he took the throne.

The biblical story is full of God calling people to work together, serve together, and advocate for one another and their neighbors. Ultimately, God’s people gathered in Christ’s name and called this “Church.” The Greek word for “church” is “ecclesia.” For Spanish speakers, you might recognize the Spanish word for church, “iglesia.” This word also comes from the Greek “ecclesia,” and it literally means “to be called out” or “to be sent out.” The very word “church” is therefore outwardly focused. It’s not about a group of people who stay in, but about people who are sent out. “Ecclesia” describes a group working together, linking arms, and stepping boldly into the world to share the Gospel—despite a culture that often dismisses the very idea.

But before the first “ecclesia” formed, there was another who was “called out,” and her name was Mary. On the screen, you’ll see our liturgical art for the week, created by Rev. Lisle Gwynn Garrity of A Sanctified Art. It’s called “Mary’s Yes.” Today’s passage makes two references to Mary’s cousin, Elizabeth, being six months pregnant with John the Baptist. Coincidentally, Rev. Garrity herself was six months pregnant with her second daughter when she created this piece. Regarding this art, she says: “Mary’s willingness to say “yes” is also fortified by the assurance that she is not stepping forward alone. Even as fears surely surround her, Mary will go to Elizabeth for protection and comfort. She won’t fulfill her calling without support. Her hope will be strengthened in solidarity.”

None of us, friends, are called to fulfill our calling without support. Our hope grows stronger through solidarity. Together, we channel our “inner Mary” and step forward into a weary world to do the blessed, messy, life-giving, and sometimes downright scary work of discipleship. I want to draw your attention to the writing on Mary’s clothing. If you look closely, you’ll notice that Mary’s headdress has the words “do not fear” written over and over and over again.  Likewise, embroidered around her neckline are the words “Here I am” repeated over and over. “Do not fear” and “here I am.” We hold our fears in one hand, recognizing them without allowing them to stop us, and in the other, we hold trust, saying “here I am” to the God who promises to be with us.

It’s not faith over fear so much as it’s faith with fear. And I don’t think that’s a bad thing. Want to know a secret? I did the math this week and I’ve preached at least 500 sermons in the past decade. And you know what? I still get scared when I step into the pulpit. I get scared because, like all preachers, I wonder: will I say too much? Will I say too little? Will this message be received in love? What if I hurt someone? What if I say something wrong? I still get scared, and I hope I always do. Fear is a friend that’s misunderstood, John Mayer once sang. Fear makes me a better preacher because the moment I lose that fear, it’s probably the moment I forget how important this task really is.

And you certainly don’t have to be a preacher to know this truth. The surgeon with a scalpel in her hand. The professor wondering if they’ll be denied tenure for teaching the unvarnished truth of our nation’s history. The teenager who is gathering the courage to come out of the closet to their friends and family. The couple who wonder if trying again to have a child will only bring more heartbreak. The son who finally decides that it’s time to go to an AA meeting. Friends, fear can push us to do really brave things.

So let us move forward in faith and fear. I don’t think Mary left her fear behind when she went to see her cousin Elizabeth. And God doesn’t expect us to leave fear behind. Fear is what makes discipleship so beautiful. Fear is what makes courage and vulnerability the stuff of hope. Fear, perhaps, is a holy thing—if only we remember that it’s part of our story but never the end of it.

In the name of God the Creator, Redeemer, and Sustainer, may all of us, God’s children, say: Amen.

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Stephen Fearing

Stephen was born in 1988 in Cookeville, TN, where his parents met whilst attending Tennessee Tech. Shortly after, they moved to Dalton, Georgia where they put down roots and joined First Presbyterian Church, the faith family that taught Stephen that he was first and foremost a beloved child of God. It was this community that taught Stephen that it was OK to have questions and doubts and that nothing he could do could every possibly separate him from the love of God. In 1995, his sister, Sarah Kate, joined the family and Stephen began his journey as a life-long musician. Since then, he has found a love of music and has found this gift particularly fitting for his call to ministry. Among the instruments that he enjoys are piano, trumpet, guitar, and handbells. Stephen has always had a love of singing and congregation song. An avid member of the marching band, Stephen was the drum major of his high school's marching band. In 2006, Stephen began his tenure at Presbyterian College in Clinton, SC where he majored in Religion and minored in History. While attending PC, Stephen continued to explore his love of music by participating in the Wind Ensemble, Jazz Band, Jazz Combo, Jazz Trio, as well as playing in the PC Handbell ensemble and playing mandolin and banjo PC's very own bluegrass/rock group, Hosegrass, of which Stephen was a founding member (Hosegrass even released their own CD!). In 2010, Stephen moved from Clinton to Atlanta to attend Columbia Theological Seminary to pursue God's call on his life to be a pastor in the PC(USA). During this time, Stephen worked at Trinity Presbyterian Church, Silver Creek Presbyterian Church, Central Presbyterian Church, and Westminster Presbyterian Church. For three years, Stephen served as the Choir Director of Columbia Theological Seminary's choir and also served as the Interim Music Director at Westminster Presbyterian Church. In 2014, Stephen graduated from Columbia with a Masters of Divinity and a Masters of Arts in Practical Theology with an emphasis in liturgy, music, and worship. In July of 2014, Stephen was installed an ordained as Teaching Elder at Shelter Island Presbyterian Church in Shelter Island, NY. Later that year, Stephen married the love of his life, Tricia, and they share their home on Shelter Island with their Golden Doodle, Elsie, and their calico cat, Audrey. In addition to his work with the people who are Shelter Island Presbyterian Church, Stephen currently serves as a commission from Long Island Presbytery to the Synod of the Northeast and, beginning in January of 2016, will moderate the Synod's missions team.